Rely on me.

Monday, December 7, 2009

worked at standard chartered as volunteer ytd..super buey song with the super lousy management..lazy to say what happened but i had sent a feedback complaining abt them..HAHA cos i m really angry for their ******** attitude (you all guess any words u all wan la..hahaha)

and there is this super HUM uncle went to press the stop button for the escalator..and he actually got himself out of the escalator and went to take the stairs! some of my frens pointed to us dat HE IS THE ONE WHO GO AND PRESS THE STOP BUTTON..he still dare to turn ard to see us eh but he din deny dat he is the one

my mood was really bad after the lousy management stuffs dat happened and this happened too! grrrr my fren even said dat 'is he trying to help singapore to save electricity?' LOL! funny la! and for me, i said quite loudly by "press what press! itchy hand! nothing to do izit!" hahaha and the qianbian uncle walked super fast and disappeared

bad day sia..fat hope that i wld join standard chartered event anymore and i realised dat i was so angry dat i actually argued with the ******** management..hahaha brave me! good! stand out for ourselves! i m not trying to make things worse..jus to want to let them is their mistakes and not to keep on blaming on us! jus treat it as a lesson ba

dun worry..i m much more cooled down..so dun mention abt this again..let bygones be bygones..haha but at least i saw some cute kids during the event..hahaha and met up with friends dat i din saw for quite long =D

and saw a sweet couple at the event..hahaha the gf is from my sec sch de but i dunno her..her bf is super sweet la..hahaha so nan de eh..all the best to them lo

and i m quite happy for today =) hopes this will carry on but the missing part is still there

♥ 9:18 PM

Saturday, December 5, 2009

woots..went to 313@somerset.. its cool! cos got 3 storeys of zara included a lift inside..hahaha but the zara is not really dat big but still..i bought a top! hahaha its an early preparation to buy for my CNY clothes..lol dun say i kiasu although i m typically singaporean but jus afraid dat no time ma..still got so many projects eh and the first day of exam study week is already the day of CNY eve..so better get it earlier den sorry..hahaha

kept on buying things dis few weeks..feels so bad abt it..alredi got 2 tops for CNY..now left the bottoms..i dun mind wearing the old ones la cos i think it will looked abt the same also..y waste the money leh..hahaha

and the uniqlo is big la..but super duper messy..like everything in the shop is FOC..all those ppl are really crazy! but i saw the jacket cost 9.90 only!!!!!!! OMG! but no sizes for me la..but its like super cheap and i think its exclusively selling in the outlet at somerset =(

hahaha i will go there again when the 4 storeys forever 21 open!! hahaha its still renovating la sooo =(

btw ytd minglee is really noisy! cant catch a slp during the break time during lesson..makes me so tired for the whole day..vivi and i were getting crazy! hahaha next time gotta think of a solution to tackle her big mouth! so noisy ehhhhh..or mayb izit xuelian bday dats y she is soo high? hahaha and xuelian de wish is gd! lol

and my neighbour says she likes me ehhh..super cute lor! she is just 3 yrs old and she kept insisting to give me her packet of wet tissue as a gift..hahaha den i ask her y she wanna give me..she says bcos she likes me! hahaha happy! lol

she let me see her macdonald balloon and i asked her y she din take for me..she told me to get it myself from the macdonald auntie by asking 'can i have a balloon please?' LOL SUPER CUTE LA! lol and dat day i was chatting super long wif a kiddy..hahaha i think at least 30mins or even an hr..lol her ah gong also buey tahan abt her..hahahahahaha and she knws she lives in sengkang! clever! hahaha i m wondering wad m i doin during i m 3yrs old..i only rmbered i kept crying during kindergarten times everyday and hiding under the bed for not wanting to go to sch! LOL funny!

the first 3 days for dis week is super crazy..tons of things to be done and all r super cui..quite disappointed in all the things but no choice..hais..get over wif it and it will b alright =)

and i cant feel dat happy as last time..feel dat something is just missing and i din know wad izit =(

Trying to forget someone you love so much is like trying to remember someone you have never met.

♥ 5:12 PM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

walau! $500 flew away again!

4D opened 3838! heard from the radio and for the 1st time i wished dat dis number dun come up! when the DJ say 3 and 8..my mind appear dat BETTER DUN COME UP WIF ANOTHER 38! AND IT REALLY OPENED! i jitao go bang something in the car! its not kuazhang! its the truth! grrrrrr no luck eh! said bye bye to the 700bucks else it wld b a super merry christmas to me =(

if they open 3388, 8833, 8383 i wun b so SIAN but UNFORTUNATELY HAIS

coincidence again
thurs jus went to expo and take 38 back -_- (my ma jus now den tell me she wanna buy dat number initially but she forgot again! WALAU EH! everytime forget!)

today we met up to do project but minglee say go her hse to do (i wld think of the 38bus when i m goin there but i din take dat today..ewww i almost took dat everytime cos got lots of buses to go her hse but but but =( )

lastly ytd i left wif 18bucks and i go draw 20bucks out = 38bucks -___-

hais! 38 ar! =( sanba sanba sanba! bitchhhhhhhhhhhhh LOL jus kidding

my lovely 38 jus passed by me again for TWICE in a WEEK! GRRRRR

i lost my motivation and sian sian sian

btw i jus came here jus to complain laa cos its really super sian..u will knw it if it happens to u..haha

btw dun worry my fren..it shld b alright..no worries..the thing dat i have encountered is worst den ur situation now so it will b alright! cheer up! =)

btw thanks for minglee to help me install the windows 7! its super great! HAHAHA my good pig ass buddy! my lovely pipi~ love her loadssssssss LOL i think she will feel ewww if she sees this..hahaha =D

the K session for ytd was nice! sang damn lots of song..no voice eh but recover lo! hahaha den went to 'wo ai tai mei'! i love dat! woots~ will go there again! and have a long chat at iluma coffee bean to chat wif the guys and meimei..hahaha nice nice chat! scary..funny..erxin topics also hav..hahaha yea lets date out soon! i wld simply love dat! =D

so many things haven complete eh but i feel happy for these few days! hahaha at least its worth it! =D

and dat qianbian SNSD gee song still in my head la..can go out a not? later i need to slp ehhhh..hahaha GEE GEE GEE~

♥ 10:17 PM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

blogged twice today

felt the sudden sadness when i was reading my sec sch fren's blog..for so long..i dun hav the time to update myself abt my frens..but i jus met her for work last thurs and she din mentioned anything until i read abt her blog

i was shocked to knw dat her dad had cancer but luckily its the early stage..i hope dat i can be by her side to console her like how my frens consoled me dat time..its a really great impact..i understand how she feels and i hope to share more with her and listen wad she got to say abt her feelings

y din i read blogs more often so dat i can console her..y?

i blame myself for not reading and i blame her for not telling

i felt the sudden emo..life is so dramatic..its so unpredictable..those scenes dat i dun like r running back and back..i rmbered almost every detail..heart felt so sour

felt something stucked in my throat? is dat tears? pls go away..i hate dis feeling

but i felt lucky bcos he is still loving me as he does right now but i m still worried for him..take care of ur health and pls listen to wad we say ok?

really felt like crying..hope i wld b fine tmr in sch =)

mixed feelings..grrrrr =(

♥ 12:13 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i kept screaming and jumping when i came out from shower after my mama told me wad the TOTO numbers came out!!! although its just $200 but WALAU EH!!!!!!!

1. the 3 of them ask me whether wanna buy TOTO not? FIRST TIME ASK ME LEH!!
2. today is special: 5.5million!!
3. the 3 of them say 'carol always so heng one..tell her to buy'
4. minglee ask me wad number i wan. i jitao say i wan '38!' and i look at her..she look at me and we laugh bcos i always say she is 'san ba'
4. just nice we goin to compass point to order the turkey for christmas party and queue up for TOTO
5. i only chose 1 number over the other 7 numbers (6 numbers is they chose one) and its the only number dat opened!
6. last time i still tell my mama dat 38 will open 1 day de..mus keep buying dat number but SHE SAY SHE DIN BUY!!
7. so random dat the 3 of them come my hse today..somemore they din come as a 3 b4
8. dunno is vivi, ml or wl still ask me whether i got tell my mama dat i got buy TOTO not, if i tell my mama she will help me buy!
9. ytd the newspaper say i got luck in gambling..mus take note of my number!

U SEE SO MUCH COINCIDENCE!!!!!!!!!! WALAU EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY $200 LAAAAAAAAAAAAA =( ARM DUI!

1 more case
opened number: 20, 21, 22

20 is my age
22 is minglee age
$290 FLEW OFF LIKE DAT!!
for 21, where got link?
YES THERE IS LINK!

cos its so random dat i thought of my kor told me abt the universal studio tic! den i went to search abt it..i saw OH YA got hotel leh! i can go book 1 hotel and go there play whole day for my 21st bday! and i told vivi abt it! its soooooooo random dat i told her! somemore b4 i sleep i still thought abt it! cos its look fun for me! SO RANDOM! $2000++ JUST FLEW OFF LIKE DAT!

BUT I M MOST ARM DUI FOR THE 38!!!!! COS I MENTIONED B4 DAT I WANNA BUY BUT MY MAMA DIN BUY!!!! =(

not my money means not my money!!
else everything wld b FREE =(
poor thing
MY HEART SCREAMS LIKE SIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHH HELP ME!!
WHAT THE TOTO!!

♥ 10:38 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

its soooo shiok to stay at home during weekends to slp slp slp! took a long long nap..feel sooo satisfied..and i slacked for the whole day..alamak! nvm resting is gooooooood after the 5 tiring weeks

week 7 got much more things to do so i better buck up else things wld b piling up like siaoooo

vi says dat i m gd at hiding things..hahaha actually YES! i am..lol i dun like to share things out..dun ask me y..cos i dun used to sharing personal stuffs

unless u got the skills to ask me but mayb i will feel irritated so better dun ask too much..lol

and i gotta plan wad to wear for CNY..hahaha its still early cos christmas haven even come but i wun hav the time to shop when more presentations r coming ritee..so i better plan now!

♥ 6:47 PM

Friday, November 20, 2009

OMG! i had survived for 5 wks having 3 presentations leeeeee

more r coming..feels like dying soon but bobian i need to graduate la..go go go!

muscle aches like hell after the napfa test..cant believe dat i passed the 5 stations..esp for standing broad jump..cos i cant jump over the least distance when i was practicing..unbelievable!

actually it was quite fun laaaa cos sooooo long din do all these things and somemore its the first time to do wif my polymates..but its super tiring laaa

but on dat day is super coincident..saw jeremy outside lecture hall..den mingguang came for lesson and 3 of us chatted a while..den when i cabbed home after napfa with the girls..den kongming saw me when i alight the cab..lol den i chatted wif him while he was waiting for bus..den kianwei walked passed us! lol again we say shall go sing K one day..but dunno when de..everytime drag drag drag but also nvm cos i m super bz also

but heng ar next fri goin to sing K lo! FINALLY K! hahahahaha YEAH! =D

♥ 11:39 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

things are making my blood boil!

sometimes i feel dat how come i cant control myself and in the end i m the one who is the most frustrated and buey song one.

ppl keep giving me empty promises! who can stand dat ar?! dun act as if u r innocent! and looks like i m all to b blamed if ppl doesnt knw wad is happening!

i grabbed some ppl to complain abt it..it still doesnt makes me feel better..hope dat this is jus only my point of view and do wad u need to do

cool down carol..this will increase ur EQ! haha

i gonna find something to make myself happy bcos the days having projects will not make me happy!

♥ 4:10 PM

Saturday, November 14, 2009

13th fri is indeed the 13th fri

i will say dat its bcos vivi go and off the switch for my laptop when i was still using..and the best thing is i din save the project docs! stunned rite! but luckily microsoft is gd enough to have auto-recovery files..thats the best in microsoft! hahaha

my ma was watching the news and saw dat they predict ard 60,000 ppl wld go..

mama: waaa so many ppl goin there leh..how come u din go huh
(although i was a big kitty fan when i was young LOL)

me: so ex lehs..where got money to go

mama: i treat u la!

me: actually u wanted to go rite den say u treat me go hors!

mama: *arm chio* dat time we go japan hor..dat tour bring us to go and see wad sell ice cream one..din bring us to go hello kitty leh and this continues.....hahaha

now den i knw she was a kitty fan SECRETLY! hahaha no la kidding..she wanna go see see wads happening there and how come the tic is so ex! hahaha

i went online to check the prices and bla bla bla..

me: can book online leh..somemore got discount wif GV tic or credit card leh

mama: den go book now la..when u wanna go?

me: HAHAHA u so gan jiong leh! i ask wl is nice first not den i go book k? HAHAHA

btw projects r getting me crazy! but i m looking forward to the 4days holiday!

and time for this sem passed super fast! wk 5 is coming and i alredi went to sch for a mth?! cant believe dat! and 1 more mth common test?! wa wa wa wa wa i can sense dat i m dying soon! NAPFA next wed?! OMG! i din train on anything yet!

shit shit shit! everything is jus stucked!
mon: comm skills presentation + hand in resume and cover letter

wed: ITSMFP presentation + hand in 10pages report + MCN quiz + NAPFA!

walau walau walau!!! everything is not done yet lor! OMG MAN! dats y i feel sooo restless! grrrrrrrrrr 2012 pls come faster la!!!!!!!!!!

♥ 10:30 PM

Monday, November 9, 2009

tight deadlines? YES LOTS!

i know more and more wld b coming..dis is jus a starter of the whole sem..eventually we wld survive in the end but the process is so ridiculous? HAHA who says poly is slack? i gonna hack dat person if i hear dat! hahaha

i felt so rush for this sem..its onli the starting of the 4th wk and i felt unbelievable tiring! i've done 1 presentation and 2 more r coming the next wk! but i m onli half done with one project..i dunno whether m i too stressed or wad..m i pressing myself too much?

yes mayb..but i dun wanna rush things at the last min..how i wish i got the time to relax and slack ard everyday..its not dat i din slack la..but slack to certain extent and get the job done..cos u nv knw wad will happen at the last min so why not complete it earlier and slack all u wan?

sometimes me myself even feel naggy to keep reminding ppl to do their work..but but but close one eye? of cos not! i almost closed my both eyes! i m tryin to control myself and smile and tell ppl to do their work..i knw its really fake at times..HAHA but PLEASE GET YOUR THINGS DONE B4 I NAG AGAIN

hais when is doomsday coming? LOL i even dreamt of dat..u can see how much i want doomsday to come SO MUCH! 2012? not possible after reading it from newspaper..scientists said so..is dat a blessing in some ways? i m not sure either bcos i knw i m struggling in my project if no one helps me out..ppl who do their job..i realli appreciate but ppl who dun..i cant say much things anymore..jus hope dat u will realise the importance of doin ur part as a team member

i m naggy again but bo bian..dats wad carol is like..stating the truth isnt the wrong thing and i din mention anyone here..so if u think dat i m refering to u..den its u..i cant change ur thinking anyway..hahahaha so u jus do ur work and everything wld b fine! i m a easily contented person kkkk..LOL

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

doom doom doom where r u?

♥ 11:56 PM

Sunday, November 8, 2009

first time went to airport to welcome my sisters to singapore..u dunno who r my sisters? where got possible? so popular and hot leh..hahahahaha i m refering to s.h.e laaa..my mama acc me to go and watch them..hahaha love her laaa cos i told her i din fetch them b4 and somemore i dun hav sch on dat day..its such a lovely day to go there see see..hahaha and we r super lucky la..we din reach early and i tot we wld b late..i was thinkin if i missed them out also nvm la..i din have great hopes anyway but in the end we r standing right infront of the exit! super lucky lor hahaha they came out directly infront of us! hahaha happy! my mama also say they pretty lor but they looked so small in size..hahaha great day!

i din go to the osim event the next day..vanx say it was crowded and i m super tired also..hahaha but i got the pics and the videos! so its the same as if i went there..hahaha but i went to the autograph session! i din queue up la..i was super lazy and tired..sch makes me feel sooo tired..no matter how much of slp also not enough..haha

but vanx bought me the book and help me to get the autograph too! SUPER THANKS TO VANX! hahaha read one-third of the book le..damn nice! touching too! i love the way they r and their thinkings towards things..hope dat i got a sister dat is beside me to share with me all the things just like them..to learn from each other..and to giv me some directions in life so dat i wun b so lost as wad i m now..dats wad i love abt them..their relationship between each other dat nobody can replace =) so sweet of them

its not dat i dun hav gd frens ard laaa..hahaha say myself until like so kelian but some frens stay, some frens go..dats the reality..but of cos will still contact but may not contact dat often cos everyone wld b bz..but my family is always with me =)

they always provide me the best for everything..they are always protecting us even though now..they r still trying their best to protect us and give us wadever they can..bring us overseas..get us things dat we wan..nag us for our own gd..send me to sch always bcos want me to slp longer etc..all these things its already craved in my heart..so i m older now and try not to let u all tired urself out after so many things had happen

the worst of 2008 and 2009 really tires the whole family sooo dun think anymore of the negative sides and welcome all the positive! (although i m always a negative person..HAHA) i will save more money to let u all enjoy for the overseas trip! and earn more money to have more and more trips! HAHAHA

so carol..JIAYOU BA! my motivation is all bcos of u all! =D

and last of all..dun b so silly to do so much things when ppl dun even appreciate or rmb..u wld b happy at the process when u r giving wad u can but when the person dun appreciate anything..u feel the hurt and who cares..memories always hold them back..dats the PAST le! no point being stucked in ur memories..no matter how lovely or unforgettable is ur past is..PAST will always be the PAST..PAST will not change to bcum PRESENT..so let it go its the only solution..jiayou ba ppl! dun b silly again!

♥ 7:00 PM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

i m super happy dat i completed 2 labs ytd..really super happy..mayb its bcos the failure of labs really depressed me too much and lowered my confidence in completing any labs but finally there is something working right now..celebrating with firework in m heart! HAHA

today stayed at home to do project..sounds so kelian but its the truth la..at least i m not slacking and i m doing something..haha but i m stucked! alamak!

presentation day is coming..feel abit uneasy right now..sian sian sian..i dun like la =(

someone chatted with me abt my future again..hahaha thanks for giving me some directions..let me consider again again and again..white hair kept on coming out le la..i gotta dye my hair real soon to cover up myself from letting ppl knw dat i kept on thinking everyday! HAHA bo liao leh

and today is a POWER DAY! cos time passed super fast and i din realised it at all until someone told me..HAHA

gotta let myself rest b4 monday comes and go back to sch wif the blur blur face

SIAN SIAN SIAN with projects!

♥ 9:25 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

i felt depressed and disappointing with my work. hais. nothing goes at the right way. obstacles are ard. i jus cant get through any right now. even teachers dun even knw wads happening. how? how am i goin to have my practical test when i dun even knw wads the problem? hais

i tried my best to understand wads happening but tons of things looks alien to me mayb its bcos i m not interested in it. did i make the wrong choice? its not the time to think this anymore. i shall buck up and keep on trying

but i m still depressed. haha

things wasnt the same anymore. class changed. ppl changed. for once, i m happy with the current situation but not now anymore. mayb its the last semester dats y i feel the sadness in it. how much time can we meetup next time? plus the guys wld go army too. doubt they have much time t meetup too. hais

i m jus being pessimistic ALWAYS =(

sch jus started for a wk plus and i m alredi feeling tired. failures add on to your disappointment.

if i m goin to b DT, how m i goin to survive alone there? and walked the paths dat we walked thru. its so UNmotivating me but wad else can i do after graduation? dun ask me bcos i dun hav the ans yet

lost my way and i cant find a way back. hope dat everything wld b alright after sometime when i m more used to it. =)

i m sorry dat i cant help u all. all i can is just to listen and let u think of the positive side. thanks for providing the best in everything. hope dat u all wld b happy and i wld continue to plan the trip if possible cos i can feel dat u really wanna go..lol gonna save money now lo

carol carol carol. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! get back the right mood and continue with the flow!

♥ 11:08 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

LOVE

Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way.

When someone loves you, the way she says your name is different.

You know that your name is safe in her mouth."

Love is when someone hurts you.

And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings.

Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.

If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared she won't love you anymore.

But then you get surprised because not only does she still love you, she loves you even more."
(this is sweet..hahaha)

Don't feel so bad if you don't have a boyfriend.

There's lots of stuff you can do without one."

If you want somebody to love you, then just be yourself.

Some people try to act like somebody else, somebody the boy likes better.

I think the boy isn't being very good if he does this to you and you should just find a nicer boy."
(ya i agree to certain extend but sometimes change is for ur own good also ma..u need to correct urself to change to b a better person)

You can break love, but it won't die."

i saw this from youtube said by xiao S..she was crying while saying this..super agree with it
人走了，你不能刻意为了怕自己难过就故意避开，你应该时时刻刻比自己去想念他，然后看他，这样他在天堂才会觉得，我们没有忘记他

btw my class got ppl who thinks highly of themselves..ewww but hope they wld change for the better else i dun think they will b gd in the working society

♥ 5:39 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

ewwwwww going to start lesson in a few more hrs time!! ewwwwwww i dun like laaa

holiday really ends super fast la =(

i cant bear to leave bcos i love the time when lots of shows on the tv waiting for me to watch them..haha my comfortable bed dat needs me to cuddle..lol and going out wif family and shopping too! hahaha life was sooooo great man but but but no more =(

gotta bz like siao when sch starts laaa..ewww my days wld b assignments, tests, practicals, exams and projects..super no life =(

but dats the last last last sem in nyp..i will treasure it super lotssss..i wld miss my poly mates like crazy laaaa!! =(

next time everyone will go on their separate ways..so do i..hope we wld keep contacting each other and meet up often..dun lose contact horsss..i wld really b sad if this happens

they knw wad they wan for future and i dunno wad i wan..dun u think its a sad thing? mayb u will see me in nyp next year walking ard to help out one of my lecturer..haha dats one of my considerations laaa cos the pay is super good..hahaha cos u cant find dis kind of pay if u only have diploma baaa..actually i not veh sure also..haha

but still..hopes everyone get good results! and have a bright future ahead! HAHAHA

and soooo

went to have an early celebration wif vivi on the 17th..actually its a big surprise de but in the end its not..haha cos got some probs..so her fren amanda told her abt our plannn

and is i told minglee to contact her aunt =X and also amanda..cos i got amanda de facebook but minglee say her fren knw her so get her number faster..haha good and i forgot dat my fren also knw amanda..lol

den minglee go contact them and discuss abt plan dis plan dat..she told me abt the plans but from the information i knw from vivi..some of the plans really need to change..made us goin to crazy soon..haha

last day still got to change plan lehs..no time le lehs..so bo bian got to tell her but at least its still a happy dinner! haha thanks aunty jenny (also can call jie jie la..lol) for the dinner at timbre and also the rochor tau huey

haha hopes vivi enjoys! and like the present we bought and rmb to save money for ur 21st bday for us! HAHAHA

and actually while waiting for vivi and amanda to meet us..we spend our time at ps de long john..there was this couple ordering food..this bf lehs..walau keep on touching her gf butt and even pinched..ewwwhe did quite a couple of times and i m not the only one who saw it..haha no one will say anything if u do it at home but not public cos its isnt dat nice anyway to me laaa..personal comment only..no big deal kkkk..hahaha

and i got extra allowance! so good! i love you mama! LOL but i also love my papa la although he is really qianbian at sometimes..hahaha =D

a few more hrs..haisssssss i m not happy dat i need to study again but i wanna see my lovely frens!! lol

but super warm lehs..HOW TO SLEEP?!

♥ 1:05 AM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

went to watch getai a few days ago at punggol..minglee jio-ed me to watch de..her family was there too but by the time we reached..they r leaving soon..haha thanks for the seats..the stage was huge..super grand..seldom can see such grand getai..but we left quite early too cos afraid we cant squeeze to the bus to get back home..i feel so tired when i reached home at 11plus

hahaha finally went to bird park ytd..hahaha the birds r super clever la..hahaha heng it only drizzled and not rain! and the tickets wasnt cheap either but after so many years..i went there again with my parents! hahaha and it reminded me of the old days...... =)

and ewwwww..some ppl r so fake..shall not mention who is dat..hope dat i wun b like them can le =)

and sch is reopening soon..ewwww i dun like it and i wasnt prepared to wake up early and drag myself to sch =(

♥ 5:15 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

went to jb wif family ytd and saw my little cousin ytd..super long din saw her..and she is still dat cute! hahaha

she is so daring to go shopping wif us alone without her parents..hahaha nice! if i were her..i dun think i wld dare when i was young..hahaha i totally looked like a nanny cos she kept running all abt..made me super tired lehs

most of the time i dun understand wad she say jus like my little neighbour..hahaha i dunno wad they r mumbling abt..but the clearest thing dat she said was "where to pay money huh?" when my ma wanted to buy a bag for her..LOL! everyone burst into laughter

and she asked me "u got money not?" when she wans for the kiddy ride! hahaha the 2 clearest sentences dat she said for the day! LOL

and my ma said something funny too!
"open your MAO(mouth)!"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and gotten timetable le..wl not same class as us =(

tot dat last sem still can b tgt but hais..only 3 of us tgt nia..yipchun, ck and gabe also diff..aiyo but heard dat mayb thomas same class as us

how come so sian one..i tot everyone same class lehs..last sem still separate and i dun like 4 days study week la..super packed lor..somemore all r 8 or 9am classes!! walau!!

unlike yipchun de..jitao timetable dun hav 8am de category lehs..still got start from 1pm de
!
den wl de OMG lor! still got start from 3pm de!

goin to have a tough time looo..9am to 6pm lehs! with only 1 break! where got possible!! the sch wanna starve me till siao lehs..evil! =(

i m treasuring my holidays so much now! =(
LESS THAN 2 WEEKS MORE!
WHERE GOT POSSIBLE!

♥ 10:19 PM

Monday, October 5, 2009

HAHAHA! from wad i hav expected..i failed TP!

although i failed but at least i learnt something today =)

i got quite a number of mistakes dat instructor din told me..ewwww somemore i too nervous le laaa..hahahaha bo bian and i cant even had a gd rest b4 the previous day..hahaha

dis guy keep telling me to drive faster made me so gan jiong and made me keep on forgetting to check blind spot..ewwww i still wanted to b slow and steady lehs..in the end made me nervous like hell and my mind went blank

and i kept feeling dat i din get well prepared cos everything was jus too rushed..my parking! LOL CMI LA! gotta practice laaaaa but no pole leh

driving cost me a bomb! super duper poor right now =(

book TP when timetable comes out

where r u timetable?

and my ma say like so long din go jurong bird park lehs..lol so funny..i will find time to acc her there..lol i can imagine the scene if nobody wanna go and only me and her seeing the birds there..LOL like some excursion when i was a kiddy

♥ 11:58 PM

Friday, October 2, 2009

i gotta control my temper.

dun take things for granted and dun b so selfish, ppl.

put others infront of you, ppl.

keep in mind.

cool down, carol. slow and steady.

that's the way. =)

♥ 11:55 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

actually i m lazy to blog but i really feel the sad for my fren..its a sudden news to me..cant see dat he is troubled cos he is always smiling and joking ard..he is really brave and strong..i need to learn from him..rest in peace for his dad..jia you!

its really sad to knw dis kind of news..it wld b a torturing time for him..its impossible not to think dat much but after this incident..dun u think dat other things dat u r facing now is jus a small little thing? ppl r having much harder time den u..treasure wad u hav now and b contented

human wld onli grow when they met some incidents..outsiders wld nv knw wad they feel unless they r having the same situation..dat the toughest time..got to overcome it and everything wld b alright

but still..jia you my fren! we wld always b wif u..feel free to find me k if u see my post here =)

and i almost got into accident today..phew~ scare meeee sia and made me stunned for so long

♥ 11:01 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

i m too lazy to blog anything..kept on slping until i m satisfied..hahaha is shiok de lor =D

btw thanks everyone for the birthday wishes..greatly appreciated be it from sms, msn or facebook..received lots..love everyone =D

went to hav dinner wif family and catch where got ghost at bishan..feel a bit disappointed cos i tot wld b super funny and i realli hate ppl kicking my seat and kept on talking plus their phone rings when i m watchin a movie..grrr b more considerate can a not

and thanks for vivien popping out at my hse and gave me the cake and lend me gossip girl..love u meimei..muackssss..lol =D

but still thanks everyone! =D

i feel the laziness to blog now..i think i wld stop until i got the urge to blog again =)

♥ 5:54 PM

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Another to share!

hahaha got 1 lady which is super funny..my pa jus parked his car and when we were goin to alight..dis lady looks like she wan to open the door..i m like 'did my pa bumped to ur car while parking?' in the end..she came to board the wrong car..hahaha the car she is going to board is at the back..bcos our cars r the same colours..dats y she misunderstood..hahaha super malu la..lol her husband kept on laughing..hahahahahahaha

den saw dis xiaomeimei super realli cute..hahaha i waved to her and she kept on waving back to me laughing so happily..lol and she shouted across the tables: JIE JIE!!! HAHAHA den showed me the little flower dat she is holding on..hahaha CUTEEEEEEEEEEE!!

after dat went to serangoon garden there to watch getai..hahaha cos its liu ling ling..quite funny..hahaha den i saw a ah neh infront watchin too..dunno whether he understand not but he is laughing lehs..hahaha

and OMG now got the mini diana camera..looks cool lehs..but no money no talk..haha

♥ 10:37 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009

HAHAHA funny thai ad to share!

♥ 1:58 PM

Sunday, September 6, 2009

ytd was really super malu until cannot..hahaha go to facebook and u will know but really thanks for the celebration and the present..i still dunno who contributed to the present so i cant thank u yet

thanks minglee and vivien for the hand made card! haha i really love it! =D
but u all 3 hors..dun need to keep telling me to find bf..u see my face i need one now mehs? hahaha its troublesome for all these..everything is fate
hahaha vivien went to tamp to meet minglee to make the card lehs..mus b wanna go and see someone dats y will go there..hahaha

early in the morning chatted wif minglee abt whether to acc her to get the tics for genting..having the vomitting blood conversation wif her until my gum hurts..hahaha cos she was busying wif her ma and also talking to me..u shld really train up ur multitasking la

in the end..i sacrificed myself to go to tamp to meet her b4 heading to lavender to meet yipchun..hahaha thanks yipchun for acc us..actually i dun need to go de lehs cos yipchun alredi acc her..i m such a gd person la..lol

sweating like siao on the way there and back..finally booked! out to genting on 22th sep! woo~

feel like dying when we reached somerset to meet vivien and weilin at starbucks..super funny when we r ordering cos we dun understand wad the crew is trying to say after attempting to explain for a few times..we were like seeing each other seeking for help..hahaha

after dat from there de starbucks walked to ION to meet cheehou..super far lor..3 of us r realli super tired cos we walked so much in the morning le..loiter ard ION and head off to hardrock cafe..AND WE R STILL WALKING..SUPER FAR LEHS..my heel r calling for help! hahahahaha

really dun feel well ytd..feel like vomitting again..super random la..qianbian one..reached there and cant really get used to the lightings..everyone ordered and i ate super slow..bobian bo geh and gum swelling is like dat one..hahaha thanks for the wait

but i regretted too!!!!! hahaha heng ar at least weilin bday is in the sep too else i wld die! but sorry weilin dat i ate so slow else their plan will not work! HAHAHA

the person was broadcasting something and i heard my name..i was like HUH? i heard my name lehs..after dat was weilin name..den the crew walked out wif 2 icecream wif candles..i was like walau..so malu liao cos the cafe was full house

den dat crew still tell us to go on stage..i was dragged by vivien there with weilin infront..den there was 2 chairs there..i tot was to sit down lehs..den dat crew keep saying stand up..i m alredi standing up still call me stand up..i tot he cant see me stand up cos i m not dat tall la..hahaha

in the end is stand up on the chair -_- everyone was seeing u den still got to take polariod..smile until smile bu chu lai..super scary..i got serious stage fright and i m trembling..hahaha den hold dat icecream den everyone there sang the bday song..den blow candles AND I SAW THEM LAUGHING SUPER HAPPILY!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR kept on complaining to my ma how malu i m ytd..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

took photos and open present..knew wld b a wallet but din knw wld b so shiny..hahaha very the minglee taste..lol she loves bling bling things la..bobian but still thanks!

after dat went to far east to eat dessert..eeee not nice one..where got sweet potato soup put ginger one..i really dun like ginger..haha

btw thanks for the advanced super malu birthday celebration and 2 ppl already wished me happy birthday..hahaha a bit early la hors..lol but still thanks everyone! I LOVE YOU! (no face liao..tell me to say anything i also ok liao..lol)

♥ 7:21 PM

Friday, September 4, 2009

this few days is terrible for me
bcum bo geh and still suffering the pain
feel like dying sia
and look like i m fasting
haha
but my gum is still swelling
only can eat in super duper slow pace although i m alredi eating veh slow when normal times
somemore need small small bites
haha

and low yip chun say he wanna slap me and say dat i say nonsense
make me dun dare to go and meet u all tmr
i veh scared lehs
somebody help me!!

and this lyrics is really nice
super long ago de song
=D

闭上眼睛忍住呼吸
暂时要和世界脱离
就快要学会不再想你
却听见不断跳动的心

我允许了你
让爱的自由还给你
我允许了自己
承受这悲伤到天明

我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
总是以为终究化作云淡风轻
爱你到底
痛了自己

我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
所有结局在这夜里都已成形
爱到了底
痛的是我的真心

♥ 4:19 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

hais movie gotta postpone again..i m sick of it alredy..super sianned..i wonder whether will i have the chance to catch the show b4 it ended not..i shall wait and see

body aching all over..too long din exercise but i still like playing again..haha its better den jus plain running right..haha else i wld go swimming lo but its 7th mth..its better to play safe

ytd i realised dat i got another sissy fren..shall not mention the name..haha u knw and i knw la dat u r sissy

the other one is a big mouth la..if u r readin my blog..u knw who u r la hors..super big mouth lehs u..shall not tell u anything next time..qianbian one

tmr goin to go for briefing..hope everything gets fine =)

and cousins coming to stay over on sat again..pls dun toture me after my work..i wld b super glad and let me hav time to rest =)

we r drifting apart..i dun understand u..times could nv b the same as b4..only memories could b kept within..i dunno wad u wan either do i knw wad i wan..but still..thank you my fren =)

♥ 2:14 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

haha i gonna get myself a car when i m working..long long time ago..i hope dat i can hav a toyota wish to get my family here and there..after dat jus a normal car like my pa one will do but no no no to all..cos i feel dat i dun dare to drive those cars..lol although i love toyota and mini cooper but those r too ex for me..kia or chevrolet will do..haha small small car is suitable for girls..haha i jus checked the price..its ard 40K lehs..hmm its such a long way to go..haha but dream is free one wad..care so much for wad rite? lol

today such a bz day sia

early in the morning wake up to acc parents for breakfast..den went to the toyogo warehouse to buy some big big containers..such a tiring task for me to carry so many things back lehs..i carry lehs..heavy de lor..bobian..not i carry den who carry lehs..i know wads the cause of i m being not tall..HAHAHA

after dat went to clean my bicycle and pumped air when i reached home..waseh tired de lor..somemore in the end it rained..i din cycle =(

after everything's done..went to practice driving wif pa at the park..haha not bad lehs..i feel my parking got a bit improvement..i see the markings lehs..no poles lehs..not bad liao lehs..lol need to practice more..somemore instructor din practice wif me -_-

after dat lehs..went back home to prepare my stuff for badminton..minglee and vi kept spamming me wif calls..HAHAHA super funny! i wanna cycle but everyone keeps on dun wanna let me cycle lehs..all so qianbian one..the way they say is super funny la..i kept tellin my ma b4 i step out of the house..in the end lehs..its raining so bobian dat i went there wif my pa car cos my kor wanna go gym too..so shun bian long bang

they was quite late lo -_- waited alone super long..rotting soon..finally they came..haha

yip + wl VS ck + vi
ck and vi WON!

yip + ck VS ml + me
we WON! (credits to ml cos i missed super lots plus i can say i m standing there nia..lol)

wl + vi VS ml + me
we WON! (of cos credits to ml again..haha)

other matches i dun rmb cos i was practicing wif wl..they like training me to b a badminton player lehs..i tot ml will teach me some skills..in the end she go train vi -_- hahaha

but last match is

yip VS me (5 ball nia)
i WON! (tyco one la 4-4 lehs)

after playin went to 7-11..suprisingly saw km, chest and nic..haha they went swimming..so coincidence den walked dat super long route back home..next time i shall take my scooter there if i cant cycle..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =D

i got the urge to play badminton again but i doubt ppl will come here..haha we will see how baaaa

actually was planning to go vi house to cook de..but i din go..head quite pain plus muscle was aching..paiseh lehs

but i was at home helpin my ma to pack things too and i saw my super lots of plushies..haha scare me..super lots lor..super long din saw them le..gotta pack them when i got the time..haha and today den i recall dat next thurs i wld b bz too

and bbq was postponed to next sun..hmm haven tot of it whether to go not lehs

but but but say tmr first den next wk de thing..hahaha and shld b goin downtown to watch where got ghost =D

hahaha woo excited to watch and got my aunty lucy tmr!! =D

♥ 10:02 PM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

driving was quite bad..haha engine stalled quite a few times cos i kept releasing the clutch too fast..haha felt sleepyness in me although i slept for quite long..sleepin was nv enough for me..haha

din practice parking at all..sianned..nvm mayb next week ba

thinkin whether wanna go for the ex infineon bbq event dat is organised by 1 of the intern on sun not..7th month lehs..somemore its at east coast..super far for me..unless there is ppl comin back wif me..haha somemore some of the ppl i also dunno them..i shall consider and giv ans by tmr =)

hmm like dat i wld b bz till next wed..so many things to do..sianned

when can i watch where got ghost? hope dat it wld b thurs ba

dun care is the best way and i also dun wanna care =)

♥ 10:22 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009

mayb having zero expectation is the best way not to have any disappointments.

1 mth din drive..felt the nervous in me..haha dead car once..dats gd enough le

passed by 1 place dat i went b4 and i was thinking abt it..i din saw the green light changing to amber..haha instructor looks like he stomped his leg to the brake..haha sorry abt it bcos i din notice plus my mind was thinking something else..i wld take note of it next time =)

drove ard for 1 and half hr ard the streets from ubi to tamp and bedok..drove near my ahma and minglee hse..keep seeing familiar places while driving =)

hope tmr can practice my parking cos i dun rmb the steps..haha shall write down after lesson for reference

seriously i dun hav confidence in passing but still..jiayou ba carol!

and cheer up too! =)

♥ 10:59 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

i got a super sissy fren named sissy yip..he is sissy until i cant stand him although i feel dat i got quite some sissy frens but he is the king between them..any details pls ask him y i called him sissy yip

from wad i hav seen so far..guys really need someone to accompany den the girls..they jus cant b alone

i felt super unhappy nowadays..i also dunno y..mayb not enough slp or wad..feelin bits of giddyness again..and jus feel dat i wld flare up on anything..so pls beware of me and dun come and agitate me for no reasons..dun feel like goin out unless its necessary..any event also dun feel like attending..i m sorry if my attitude isnt gd..i gotta find the cause of it..mayb i expect too much from ppl as wad vivi said

driving for the next 2 days..hope dat everything goes on smoothly

everything chill chill chill

♥ 7:14 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009

i was super shocked today while i m super focused on smsing to ming when i was on the escalator cos bo bian dat i typed super duper slow as i m still not used to the keypad

and u knw wad happen?! somebody tapped me! and it was ming! i was totally stunned! i din knw she was standing beside me lor..she also din knw dat i m standin beside her..super coincidence..den she told me dat she agar see someone looks like me..in the end..its me..hahaha and i din knw we r on the same train..cos she took from tamp and me from dhoby ghaut..super coincidence la..in dat shocking mode for super super long..haha scare me sia

den went to sing k wif ming, vivi and also xuelian..hahaha super embarrassing la..lol broke voice during the duet song wif ming..hahahahahahaha i knw i no voice liao still call me sing..super funny lor..i keep laughing..HAHAHA really cmi la

aunty lucy: so embarrassing *shy*

after dat went to orchard central to walk abt..vivi bought a badminton racket FINALLY and went to eat mos burger..den went to centrepoint for ming godpa bdaypresent..after dat left me and vivi to go to PS walk abt..tired lehs..din buy anything today..too tired to shop also

oh ya i still gotta buy a pair of shoes..my heels r really hurt..got to buy something more comfortable to wear..u see..money again..SIAN

♥ 10:44 PM

finally its the first day of holiday but i dun feel the mood now

must be affected by my mood ytd..cant stand on guys who r so sissy..or super undecisive den girls..this min can say ok..den the next min say dun wan le..ewww gu niang

really super unhappy dat ppl always wan us to accomodate them but they dun accomodate us..ewww

mayb i m a bit agitated but jus dun take things for granted..sometimes its really over the limit

not being calculative or wad..jus dun say it in a sacastic way when ppl dun mind doing things for everyone

ok cool down bcos its holiday now..i shall enjoy and dun care abt all these small matters..its time to do big things now by spending money on harddisk, perfume bla bla bla..ewww spend money again..gotta go out and work!

happy holidays for everyone!

and to b frank..i feel dat the trip will b cancelled eventually..so dun bring too much hopes to it =)

and i dropped my hp twice in less den a week..heart pain =(

♥ 8:36 AM

Sunday, August 16, 2009

finally i got the time to blog lo!

lots of things happened these few weeks..i m bz like crazy for my project..i knew the accessors wld say that i onli done all these for the 12 weeks..YES I AM..dats y i din really care of wad they say..i felt relieved after the presentation is done..my sup told me notto worry..everything she will handle..i hope dat wad she say..she will do it =)

still left dat qianbian AES and the final report and i wld OFF FOR MY HOLIDAYS! woooooots!! after waiting for almost a yr wif the pathetic 1 week holiday b4 the attachment =D i gotta plan my holidays!!

btw i jus got myself a new phone! woots~

things to do:
go overseas wif classmates
paint my room
get a tv console for my room
work and earn some money
get a new phone
go for driving lesson twice a wk
and hope dat i can get my license! =D
go to vivi hse to watch shows
fly my undelivered kite
help my ma to sort tons of things..the whole storeroom lehs =(
shun bian make my room nicer..lol
watch movie
sing sing sing
slp slp slp
ton at my cousins hse bcos i've promised

clear my laptop files

buy antivirus software

get myself a hp pouch and screen protector

screen protector for my cam too
(i only can rmb all these now..hmm got to plan my holiday well =D)
although i m bz but still can call me out la..lol

why cant the kids think of how to treat their parents well or put them as a piority?
i still dun understand unless the parents ill-treated them else there is no other reasons

♥ 3:05 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

super stressed up now..left a month to end fyp..actually is left 3 wks bcos last wk wld b the presentation week

supervisor said the vendor is bz flying to places and wun hav time for me..den how wld i knw whether the things i m doin now izit right or wrong? hais

den she told me to do streaming when my website isnt done yet..hais

i m goin to b dead meat when it comes to presentation..i m not being pessimistic..its the truth and i m facing it

for now i cant really concentrate for something more den 2 mins..my mind wld b thinkin something else..i feel dat i wld b quite emotional nowadays ba..sorry ppl

cos i know no one wld know the feeling of wad i m facing right now

i m not acting emo..i m jus trying to think of wad i shld do..really

i hate this feeling

where's beach?

♥ 11:51 PM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

tons of things to share and say but jus dun feel like saying here bcos i m lazy and too many ppl will knw everything at here..i dun even knw who will b the ones viewing

last week lots of things ran through my mind..i dun feel happy..the feeling of being lost is back again..i dun like it..no ones mention abt it..i wun even wan to say anything out..seriously i dun like to share wad i think wif someone else..i m used to solving most of the things by myself..its a good and a bad thing

ppl tends to b flickered minded..i dunno how to put into words but i jus feels dat

how much things u do..ppl dun understands dat or mayb even blames u..its such a sad thing..dun u think so?

or how much things u hav done for them..u dun feel dat they appreciate it..den y do ppl still wanna do for them?

bcos u jus wanna do something for them..hope dat they wld b happy

i think its not dat u wan them to do anything in return for u next time..jus dat somethings jus feels not right or mayb its jus the attitude

there r too many things to b think..jus dat everything is jus messed up..need more time to figure out and some books are real good sources to help u out

humans r creatures dat r difficult to understands..i agree wif that but but but we r still humans after all

i m stucked again

♥ 2:53 PM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

it was funny to see ur fren on the bus when u r on the car..hahaha its coincidence but funny..in the end they reached earlier den me by taking bus..hahaha cos i was stucked in the traffic jam to sch

hahaha congrats to pig for her badminton match..all the best to her tmr

there r too much things on my mind right now..its difficult to digest..i need more time

i dun like when everything is settled and u said ok but for the last min..u pushed everything back to me and tell me to settle everything by myself

♥ 5:13 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

went to my yanzi jie concert on sat which is 11th july..hahaha not bad..they got lots of props..u will b surprised after every few songs..hahaha enjoyed the concert! =D and i m sitting super near cos i m in the no. 6 row! first time sit so front sia..hahaha

while waiting for leechin and her frens..i was sitting near the premiere entrance and guess who i saw? i saw yanzi bf!! hahaha his name is nadim dunno wad de..actually i din knw is him initially..cos i saw a guy standin beside me talking on the phone speaking those a bit chim angmoh..den i looked up and feel dat how come dis person looks so familiar huh..den when he left den i realised its her bf! hahaha so lucky to see him..i hav changed luck lo!

den went in saw auntie lucy..hahaha no la is zhou chong qing..hahaha he is sitting super duper near..hahaha cos he is yanzi fan too =)

thanks to leechin fren dat send me back home..waseh he drive super fast sia..scare me..lol i think hav 140km/hr..reached my home super fast..my papa even say..wa so fast reached home liao ar..hahaha thanks for her frens but they r not high de..dats the onli bad things but still thanks for helpin me to get the front row tics!! =D

took super lots of photos and videos until my hand super suan..buey tahan but i m realli happy after so many unhappy things happen..i love yanzi! =D

i never got enough of her
and i m in love with her smile
=D

♥ 10:21 AM

Friday, July 10, 2009

jus now saw a lecturer which taught me last time b4..she was askin me abt my fyp..hahaha i told her my presentation is buang cos wad i said they dun agree and felt dat i m wrong..she was shocked abt my project scope and said i m so poor thing to b shoot by them..hahaha another one dat pitys me

tmr i m goin to my yanzi jie de concert and i dun feel the super excited mood..shld b dat presentation affected my mood till like dat..super seriously affected..i shld heal my tiny little heart during the concert =D

at least my jie comes in when i need her..HAHAHA but i got pay money de hors

and sorry for those dat r ard me are affected by my mood..super mood swing..bo bian..hopes everything gets alright..shall go temple soon to pray liao..lol

later goin to mei mei de nanny hse lo..hahaha this wk kept on seeing her non-stop..keep goin her house..now even goin to her nanny hse..lol

i wantED you

♥ 4:50 PM

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

done a personality test..super true for some..HAHAHA SCARY

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself: (they will love me more if i m learning to b myself?hahaha)
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: (i m not sure whether i m romantic but i m willing to do most of the thing =) )
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: (yea i wld definately commit..hahaha)
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: (NO! NOT TRUE! i dun flirt and there r no admirers wad)
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation: (education is impt lehs bcos of dat CERT..earn money is impt too..hahaha)
is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you: (YA SUPER PRACTICAL..yea yea yea)
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: (yea i mus b more courageous but i haven think of wad i wanna do lehs)
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: (OMG SUPER TRUE LA! unless this person wld pop out whenever i need her/him EVERYTIME..but not possible ba..it happens to sometimes ba not possible to b EVERYTIME)
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self: (dats y ppl keep asking me for comments la..lol i m always trapped in problem..hahaha)
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask
for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Another horoscope from email:

You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest,Jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly,And popular.
(i m super temperamental nowadays..lol paiseh to those ppl ard me)

You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent.
(yea i m independent but i wanna rely on ppl also ma..lol)

YouAre most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once youMature!
(hahaha i m alredi mature now..lol but dat person also mus b matured enough den i will get married wad)

You are likely to have problems with people who have oppositeViews and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in aLong time basis.
(hahaha yea my enemy is dat accessor now..lol)

You are a spender, but you will have a good professionIn the future.
(wad profession?)

If you are guy you will be very popular.
(too bad i m not..lol)

You can goAnywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because youAre positive and talented in numerous areas.
(i m positive? yea sometimes..wad m i talented in? i still cant find lehs)

But in your life you willAlways have some people who will work hard to bring you & your nameDown.
(those r called 小人..i met lots of them..super suay)

Because of your intelligence, some might hate you.
(lol i where got intelligence..they will onli say dat i m tyco)

You are aPioneer, independent & original
(shimehs? i agree for independent)

♥ 5:05 PM

SUPER NO MOOD TODAY AFTER THE PRESENTATION

i was nervous like siao..thanks for the hug from pig b4 the presentation =D
i realli need it and I STILL NEED IT

super suey nowadays..last min change to a super qianbian accessor dat everyone wld complain when see him..actually is not him de..is someone else..in the end..GRRR

he and another guy shoot me like madd..each person take 1 machine gun and keep on shooting non stop..he say dat actually i dunno wad i m doin..-_- and say dat those things i said actually is not realli relevant..OK but i asked wad my sup i shld present..dis is wad she told me lehs..dat means u r sayin me too

after dat my sup came and visit me..she asked me wad they say abt me..den i keep tellin her the things dat happened..she was like HUH..with a shocked face..and say i mus b feeling real hurt..YES I M! SUPER DUPER HURT! HEART IS BLEEDING! i almost cried when i came out..bcos they told me dat wl cried when she came out..den i was like HMM! I MUS CONTROL MYSELF..else i wld realli burst out..glad dat i managed to make myself cool down

he say dat i dun even knw my target audience..i told him wad my sup told me den he kept on shooting me back..GRRRRR MY SUP TOLD ME LIKE DAT WAD!

YEA YEA YEA ACCESSOR IS ALWAYS CORRECT..bobian jus to accept the fact cos u tried to fight back but they WUN listen..they think dat they r correct..ok lor..heng dat my sup an wei me abit..say dat she knws wad i m doin can le..she say she will tell the accessor abt it..but i m not sure whether she will a not..but nvm la..its over liao..THEY REALLY MADE ME SUPER MOODY TODAY..SIANNED!

i asked my sup dat today presentation consist a lot of marks a not..she say nope..hope so dat it doesnt consist so much marks..else i wld realli b in dead meat

pig is super duper lucky..actually one of the accessor is from her de..but in the end changed to ming -_- although her accessor also kept askin her question but her sup is super gd..he is inside there to support him and tried to explain to those accessor dat wad is she doin now..super gd la..i hope dat my sup will b there during the final presentation too..and dunno where did pig get her luck from..i wanna have her luck too =(

and someone really made my blood boiled ytd..u knw i m preparing my presentation and i m gd enough to listen wad u wanna say abt ur things..thanks for concerning abt wad i m doin now but ur first reaction of wad u said realli irritates me..i m alredi not in a veh gd mood liao den still like dat..seriously speaking nowadays i cant control my temper cos i m super duper suey..so dun come and agitate me unnecessarily

cos ytd my labmate FINALLY came back..she MIA on mon..den when i saw her i was like super happy cos i got a chance to use the laptop but u knw wad..the LICENSE EXPIRED -_- WALAU EH..SUEY UNTIL LIKE DAT SIA..NTH TO COMMENT..super suey nowadays =(

i got to stand up quick if possible and hugs r realli impt and thanks for my frens supports me when i need to..really thanks a lot..i appreciated it =)

KEEP BLEEDING KEEP KEEP BLEEDING LOVE

♥ 5:05 PM

Saturday, July 4, 2009

felt super uncomfortable today..head pain..stomach also pain..den in the middle of the night leg cramp..super sian..made me cancelled my dinner today..realli sorry abt it =(

and tmr lunch or dinner wld b cancelled too..sorry too =(

stressed for the presentation..i hav no confidence at all for the presentation..i m realli bad in presentation and sup was sayin abt there was dis student which is gd at his work but his communication skills isnt gd..and dis affect his grades badly and he cant go into local uni..i m tryin to say dat i think my communication skills is as bad as him..hais wad to do? seriously i need a hug now..where can i get it from? =(

and sup was telling me to think wad i shld do after graduate..how come everyone is askin me abt dis topic..felt more emo when it is the emo period now =(

no mood =(

♥ 9:12 PM

Thursday, July 2, 2009

♥ 9:13 AM

went to hav a haircut ytd..the 'chen li ping' auntie cut for me..lol chen li ping is my kor say de..he say she realli look like chen li ping..HAHAHA to me hai hao la..a bit bit lo

i said i wanna trim a bit bit den she jitao cut so much =( her definition of a bit bit and mine r different lo..i din wear my specs dats y i cant see..mus b bcos of the xiaomeimei agitates the chen li ping dats y in the end i bcum the kelian customer =( hahahaha cos dat xiaomeimei keeps moving here and there during the haircut den chen li ping got a bit pek chek siaaa

i feel my face is so round after the haircut and dat chen li ping asked my mama whether i m in sec sch or poly =( AGAIN! i think more ppl cant believe i m in my 20s soon after my haircut..BO BIAN once cut is cut..got to take my time to slowly grow back my hair liao la..grrrr mahfan

after haircut went to ikea wif family cos my kor wanna buy the somesort like tv console de thingy dat i told him dat time..hahaha i got taste de ok? its super nice la..he bought it and i m considering it..he made me had my dinner at super late -_-

and still got to help him carry..my bones r breaking after the whole day in sch doin the website den go back still got to carry and assemble some parts wif him..its so tiring and my muscle is aching now =(

I NEED A MASSAGE!

awwww i feel like goin to the beach =(

♥ 9:13 AM

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

THANKS MEIMEI FOR THE DINNER YTD! =D

ytd nobody was at home..i was planning to get myself for dinner..in the end meimei wanna acc me but her mama was at home cooking! LOL is like i m super lucky to taste her mama's cooking cos she seldom cooks! LOL =D

really thanks for the dinner and after dinner we watched the ch 8 國際交易所..we laughed like crazy..my stomach was super pain and she laughed until she cried..LOL u can imagine how funny it is..somemore everytime we wld laugh like crazy when we see each other laugh..so in conclusion..we cant watch those super funny shows tgt bcos we will feel really terrible of laughing so much..HAHAHA =D

went to amk hub during lunch ytd jus to buy the KOI bubble tea..hmm not bad =D

ytd called sup and finally she came to find me bcos next wk is the presentation! and i still dunno wad to present -_-

she told me she was really bz so she dun hav time to find me -_- ok nvm and now den tell me to do the webby out =(

so little time lehs somemore i dun rmb how to create a website..got to start all over again and those who knw abt creating website is so -_- cos if u do something wrong in the beginning..u got to REDO all over again -_-

i got experience being like dat b4 so i got to b more careful abt it..SIAN i realli dun like presentation =(

all the best to everyone =)

♥ 10:30 AM

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

surprisingly..mr son asked me whether wanna b his DT after my graduation..its a nice offer and it comes jus nice when i was thinkin wad i shld do after my graduation

the benefit is the pay is realli not bad..i can say dat u cant get dis kind of pay when u jus start working in the society..and mr son is a great 'boss'..hahaha i think he wun ill-treat me ba..and working in a familiarize environment which is the sch -_- plus i need not worry abt wad i shld b doin after graduation

but but but its programming project lehs..and i think is some languages dat i din learn b4..i dun feel dat i m gd in programming and ppl also say dat i m tyco de ma..its not possible to b tyco everytime rite..and i m goin to specialize in networking but doin programming for project? somemore dis project is do for 1 yr..shld b a chim one and no frens will b accompanying ba..lonely lehs and heard from rachel dat need to interview for 2 times..scary

how? mayb i shall wait for him to say abt dis again else i jus dun care abt it le ba =)

♥ 9:26 AM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

done 3 quizzes from facebook..feel it quite true so i jus post it here..if u wanna do can go my profile see see..self-service la hors =)

1st quiz:
You are tough to figure out; you have a hard time showing emotion and are a guarded individual.
(yea i agree..lol)

You are highly private and do not like to discuss your personal or family life with anyone.
(unless ppl asked abt it or when i realli feel like sayin out)

You have great inner strength, and take pride in your individuality; you are able to inspire confidence in others.
(HMM..)

You are kind, thoughtful, considerate and do not like to bother others with your difficulties.
(yea i realli dun like to bother others)

Asking for help is very hard for you.
(i wld ask for help unless really bo bian)

You have a zany side and love humor in many forms.
(HAHAHA..wad do u think?)

You have a rich fantasy life and pride yourself on your good taste in people as well as intellectual matters.
(wad does it mean? can somebody explain to me)

You have extremely high standards and a small social circle.
(extremely high standards lehs..not a veh big social circle)

You can put yourself under great stress and enjoy being involved with active, outgoing types, who are a good foil to your thoughtful and at times withdrawn personality.
(why m i giving myself so much stress? GRRRR)

Strengths: Tasteful – Practical – Thoughtful
(wad it mean by tasteful?lol tasty? HAHAHAHA yes i m super practical..of cos thoughtful too =p)

Weaknesses: Guarded – Over exacting – Detached
(not attached??)

2nd quiz:
:: Originality (hmm)
.:: Come with new idea (i dun think i m creative to come up wif new idea lehs)
.:: Get something with your own way (mayb?)
.:: Honest and a quick learner (i knw i m honest bcos i m angel but quick learner ar..haihao la..lol)
.:: Initiative and pick the best choice in everything (yes!)
.:: Boss or a leader (how come so many quiz say i m boss or leader..means i can b CEO izit? LOL)
.:: Self employed suit them best (WA! den i shld not study now and go and b a boss now la)
.:: Good things to learn ; other idea and opinion are better; think wisely. (so..wads dat?)

3rd quiz:
Although you are an assertive, natural born leader, you don't mind being led. No doubt, you may procrastinate at times but you really are a hardworker. However, you know when to cool down and have fun. You make sure you incorporate rest into your day and often feel agitated without a good dose of alone time.
(LEADER AGAIN -_-)

i was actually wondering wad shld i do after graduating..quite a number of ppl tell me to further my studies but but but study on wad? networkin? its omg lehs..work first den study? wad shld i b workin? feelin lost again..so sian..i realli shld find an aim for my life

♥ 11:42 AM

Friday, June 26, 2009

wow 5 things shocked me today..i dun hav a good heart..so i cant handle so much shock things..if wanna shock also 1 by 1 queue up hors

RIP to the KING of POP, MJ =(
and also Farrah Fawcett from charlie's angel (although i dunno her) =(

life is unpredictable so.......

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones,
because they are not going to be around forever.
(yea its true)

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you,
because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
(who wanna or needs to let me hug..jus come over man! dun feel shy~ LOL)

Remember, to say, ' I love you ' to your partner and your loved ones,but most of all mean it. (who wanna listen to it? come i say it to u when i m free) - i love u, u love me, i love money, u give me~

A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
(ohh kiss man..vivi wld love it..(i m the explorer!) is there somebody else?LOL)

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
(who wanna let me hold their hands?)

Give time to love, give time to speak!
(YEA LOVE IS ALL ARD US! LOL)

And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
(i m always sharing my precious words bcos i m ANGEL! LOL)

SO R U THE ONE?! LOL
(anyway i m too boring in sch =D )

btw 3 ppl called me ANGEL today!! YEA!! =D
i got some angel position in their heart =D
so continue to call me dat
it will brighten up my day!
hahaha

how come i so high huh?
i also dunno lehs
mus b ITS FRIDAY!
WOO~

♥ 4:45 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

feeling a bit stressed now bcos still got 1wk plus its the presentation..and i jus started everything onli..good luck to me

thanks for silvia for tellin me how the prog works..finally there is something dat is workin after the whole day =)

nth much today..jus dat we were pulling all ard at the corridoors again..hahaha

dun think so much..we wld always b at ur side =)

♥ 1:49 PM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

currently in the sch slacking..i can confirm dat my sup wun b finding me today..cos she came to find me when i m super hungry during lunch time for half an hr..i think she is goin to throw me in the lab by myself ba

feeling a bit stressed now bcos still got 1wk plus its the presentation..and i jus started everything onli..good luck to me

found some new nice songs on the net =D

♥ 2:55 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

WOW SO MANY PPL SIA..i wonder who will go and visit ppl blog so often when they alredi closed it..yuan lai there r so many ppl out there..confirm mus b super free la hors..LOL =X

THANKS CHESTER SO MUCH TODAY FOR DRIVING US OUT FOR LUNCH & ALSO SEND US BACK HOME! =D and also kw for driving too..hahaha 5 ppl on the car today..chester, kw, jeremy tan, mg and me..tell u they dun treat me as a girl le plus i dun mind also cos we r almost 8 yrs frens..feel a bit old lehs..but no choice..ppl still treat me as i m under 18..hahaha

the GPS cheated our feelings la..drive one big round and made me feel super hungry..cos there r some recommendation from the GPS dat we could go for lunch..so chester say he wanna eat kway chap..its at macpherson there..drive for super long lehs..den i saw its like near ubi there..actually can go reached there 15mins from sk cos b4 goin there..we went to sk to fetch kw..but i think we took at least 45mins ba..GRRR

in the end lehs..the kway chap din open..den went to boonkeng there to eat..went so far jus to eat a plate of duck rice for me..hahaha they ate more..2 plates of carrot cake and super big plates and bowls of kway chap plus sugarcane juice..i think we came out at ard 12 and reached sch at 3pm lor..somemore we toured the sch for 2 rounds..hahaha free until like dat lehs

heng is dat sup din find me..she came to find me during 5plus..phew and passed me some notes and say she dun hav time for me today..she will b back tmr..heng sia..i still got some time to read up tmr..i wld try my best to understand wadever i can

AND OMG! I HAVEN START WRITING MY LAST WK REPORT! SHIT SHIT SHIT! GOTTA START TMR!

btw i feel like trimming my hair so much or even cut it shorter..SIANNED

♥ 9:22 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

i create another post wld b better..later ppl complain again cos i guess i wld type a lot..hahaha

so ytd which is the 20th june..4 of us went to celebrate dat pig bday although we got a small surprise on tues and wed for her le.. so firstly my lovely km didi came to fetch me to find kw first after sending chester to rp..den drove me to pig hse but we reached too early so i acc them to hav a breakfast nearby..and i repay him by letting him to go pig hse to do his business..LOL btw thanks! =D

dat stupid pig tell us go so early den sit there do nth but watching those boring shows on the tv..its realli super warm ytd and i cant survive without a fan..i wld sweat like mad and 1st time i saw pig having makeup! its really pretty and same goes to my meimei cos she applied too! hope dat i can see more next time..hahaha =D wl so sian one..jkjk hahaha she din apply lehs..not dat u not pretty is jus dat i din c b4 ma..LOL i also din la unless those r all waterproof den i wld giv it a try and it wld b troublesome as there is too much things to cover le la..HAHAHA

den cam-whored at her hse cos we r realli too boring but i dun think the photos are clear also..hahaha anyway we took cab to ritz carlton to have our brunch..YEA ITS RITZ CARLTON! LOL but the taxi uncle dunno where is ritz carlton lehs..ALAMAK..heng is dat i done some research b4 goin there..i know its near the marina bay plateform..phew~ finally we reached! =D

environment wise not bad..hahaha but food ar..so so lo..got a bit of discount =D i think its ard $52..the most ex brunch dat i ate in my life..LOL its ok cos its my great buddy belated bday lehs..me and pig wanna get some icecream for ourselves..in the end we helped 2 kids to get their icecream..LOL den ours is helped by the crew there..LOL funny sia..u wld laugh when u c dis situation

wl eat really super little..i can see dat meimei eat the most..lol pig also not bad la..me too =D at least mus cover back some of the money rite..LOL =X but its the truth la..so ex lehs..hahaha den walking back to esplanade saw the ndp parade..hahaha lucky day sia..at least manage to see them marching out..hahaha den walked thru the sickening citilink and trained to PS

charlotte saw me on the train..hahaha she was on the way to her course..managed to chat awhile and head to PS to get our tickets for ghosts of girlfriends past..den toured ard PS..wl went crazy when she saw her hello kitty..bought herself a wallet and now den i knw actually she got a few lor but she dun wanna use -___- den pig and meimei ar..rmb dun buy wallet for her bday hors..although her old one looks kelian now but she got at least 2-3 new de..SHE DUN WANNA USE LEHS! cos she dun bear to use! alamak!

ghost of girlfriends past is not bad..hahaha i kept laughing for some scenes..they said i laughed the loudest =X cinema so dark..nobody wld knw me also except the 3 of u..hahaha den got 1 part quite touching and meimei wanna sob le lor but in the end dun hav -__- HAHAHA

after dat went to xin wang restaurant to hav our dinner..i realli felt super uncomfortable..i m so sorry to dat plate of hor fun..not i dun wanna eat u..cos i realli feel like vomitting..so sorry and i regret abt it..hahaha den keep taking photos again..hahaha funny sia

den trained back to esplanade there again and walking along the sickening citilink again..yuan lai got so many ppl also dun like citilink..hahaha head to DXO once we reached there but haven open yet..LOL den went to nearby to loiter ard and i rmb there was NDP preview..lots of ppl r there and OH MY GOD & OH YA THERE IS FIREWORKS..they were like OH YA too!

we are realli lucky lor..hahaha managed to see the fireworks but they put awhile nia..totally not enough for me to see..and first time 4 of us see fireworks together =D and also 1st time 4 of us came out on sat together..LOL rare scene lehs cos everytime they super bz on sat de..saw a rock band there and see for awhile

den finally head back to DXO (pub+club)..first time meimei go in wif us lehs!! another rare scene..she realli gives her erjie so much face lor..she onli care abt her erjie now..i dis jiejie bcum invisible liao =( and u knw wad..the bouncer onli checked my IC!! GRRRRR! they laughed like mad sia..2 of them younger den me lehs..in the end is i tio checked..sianned...nehmind is i looked young..u all shld dress according to ur age hors..dat means i dressed like underage? LOL dun care liao..i m goin to b 20 le lehs! heng dat i din get the elmo wallet or pouch cos so cartoon for me lor..i need to act as i m 20 ok? so dun buy any cartoon things for me hors..i m not interested hors..LOL

the bouncer still say : u need to treat it as a compliment..yea i m treating it -__- if i m 18 i dun mind..but i m goin to b 20s soon and still treat as compliment ar..i shld ask him..how old do u think i m? hahaha den he say abt wad he is from nyp too cos i showed him my ezlink..den bla bla bla..i keep on HUH? pardon? LOL is not i purposely de..is i realli cant listen ma

reached too early..not much ppl inside..ordered a jug of vodka cranberry..its like it doesnt feel like there r vodka inside..we finished it within 30mins lo bcos we keep playin the fist game but the jug not dat ex compared to rebelz..ard $32.10 nia..dat time was like $49.90? den ordered vodka redbull and also vodka orange too..u knw wad..in the end i saw dat there r free flow for house pour -___- although its by glasses but we ordered so many jug den knw sia..i knw wad i shld do next time if i go there again..hahaha nehmind heng the jug isnt dat ex also and actually they wanna order another jug one cos easily to pay money but HENG HENG SIA! hahaha

they hav some live band there..not bad..the singers vocal r power de..there was dis crew looks super cute la..hahaha dis kind of guys onli can see see nia..hahaha asked him abt the drinks too..we were like shouting into each other ears lor..cos the live band is super loud den i m also giddy too..totally blur..mus b i drank too fast..made me feel super giddy and feel like vomitting so much..hahaha and meimei first time let us kiss lehs! she din siam lehs..OMG LOR! LOL the sad part is we din go and dance..nehmind hope dat there wld b chance to go again or mayb somewhere else..hahaha

wl drank a lot lor..super scary lehs she..cos we cabbed back home and she kept laughing..heng is dat pig sit beside me..i sticked super close to her cos wl is realli scary..and the taxi uncle keep listening to wad we say and he keep arm chio-ing..although i m giddy and uncomfortable but i still knw wads happening..phew~ at last everyone got home safely

i cant walk straight at all lor and i realli wanna vomit..heng ar in the end din..fell asleep veh soon and having a headache in the middle of the night..dis means i shall quit drinking..so u guys dun tell me to drink hors..i m angel lehs..how can i do all these things? hahaha

hope dat pig enjoyed her day ytd! although she msg us and say she enjoyed..hahaha and my pocket burns a big hole now..i got to patch it up now! hahaha

♥ 10:59 AM

i guess i gotta b bz during monday bcos for all these 3 wks..i can say dat i m doin the wrong program dat i actually need to do..its not my fault bcos my sup jus tell me to use this program to check everything and try to experience doing it..only until this thurs..i knew dat its another program -___- so i got to start all over again and the thing is somebody else is sharing the program wif me -___-

seriously speaking..its not dat possible to share dat program cos my labmate bring the whole laptop dunno to where for a super time den how m i goin to test it out without anything? so btw my project is in a piority..so they confirm need to giv me use de..hope dat i can finish all my work on time although i wanna watch gossip girls so much wif pig in the lab! OOPS! =X and pls stop psycho-ing me to watch la..EVIL PIG

and changing lab again..SIAN i think at least mus change to another lab first den back to our original lab..i think they need a few days to connect the network and bla bla bla..so i mus realli buck up during this period of time to rush back wad i need to do!

JIA YOU EVERYONE FOR FYP AND ALSO ATTACHMENT! OR EVEN COMMON TEST! OR FOR THOSE WHO HAD GONE FOR WORK! OR THOSE STRUGGLING WIF REPORTS AND PROJECTS! =D

♥ 10:47 AM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

happy 22th birthday to my pig buddy!

i really feel the tiredness in me after the celebration..pop at her hse downstair at ard 9plus ytd..feel dat she isnt dat surprise..so i m lazy to mention it also and attempt to surprise her again during teabreak today but she doesnt look dat surprise too although i've tried my best plus dis is the first time to sing happy birthday song in such a soft volume..

at least i did try my best in wad i can do and trying to prepare wadever i can..thanks for all the ppl dat had help me..sorry dat i din make her realli surprised but at least i had attempted to..so if i have the chance..i wld make a better one next time but i feel so lazy after dis time le plus i dun think i m gd at organising things..so i think its better to tell someone to plan abt it =)

ppl who realli knw me knw dat i dun realli like to celebrate bday but i love to celebrate for others to join the fun..i dun like to b the lead/limelight of the day..i prefer to b in low profile..and i knw is tedious to organise such things..so thank u if u hav plannings abt it..if dun hav den nvm..treat is as i m sayin extra bo liao things =)

my throat doesnt get any better after these few days..i think it has worsen and feel dat i will b sick soon

my right hand and fingers feels uncomfortable too after the pulling of each other's hand =(

and actually i wasnt angry abt the post..i knw everyone is jus havin fun to say each other..i jus wanna beat them onli..cos i knw dat i could b gd buddies wif the guys..almost everywhere i go..they will say dat me and dis guy bla bla bla..they not sian..i also sian..i dun mind if dats the guy dat i admire but too bad..they arent my type and no feel for them at all..say until i m flirt like dat..aiyo plus for this moment..i feel dat guys r so woodblock..everytime do or say wrong things at the wrong time..dats y i m glad dat i m single =)

and also abt the incident dat the 2 made me angry abt last time..actually i wasnt realli angry too..i was jus to boring so i jus continue to act angry =)

last of all..i m realli tired after everything..so i shall try to hav a gd rest and continue wif my work tmr..nights everyone =)

♥ 8:51 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

REOPENED!

finally done wif my updating of blogs during my attachment period but i din update during the last few days of attachment..i was realli bz wif lots of things so those things dat i could rmb..i jus keep it in my heart will do..and i m lazy la..hahaha thanks for everyone =D

currently now at fyp..glad to see my classmates again but i think i wld b really stressed as the time goes by..bcos the company paid my sch to tell me to do this project but i din receive a cent so its worse den attachment..i m jus a FREE labour..from CHEAP labour downgraded to FREE labour..somemore i still need to pay school fees which also means dat i pay my sch fees and i need to do my job without gettin paid..ONE STONE KILL 2 BIRDS SIA and i m the silly bird =(

NO CHOICE I AM ANGEL..SOOOOO ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF AND HOPES THIS APPLIES TO EVERYONE! LETS CONTINUE TO JIAYOU TOGETHER! =D

♥ 11:47 PM

27/4 Monday

我们可不可以不勇敢

Its tired to b brave inorder not to let the ppl ard u to worry abt u..dats the onli solution..but I m alredi tired of it..its truth dat a lot of ppl r acting brave jus as me but sometimes u wld think of having someone to rely on be it dat it is ur family, close frens or even ur partner..i dun hav a partner so cancel dat option..for family wise..u r needed to act brave and steady at every moment so dat they wun b worried..for close frens..i dun think they wld hav much time for me cos they hav other bunch of frens too..sometimes u also dun wanna spoil the mood when they r enjoying..so in the end..i got to stand alone again =(

Btw now den I knw I can see sg flyers from 168KW -____- and Phyllis tell me dat actually our pay isn’t $600..is $1000++ de bcos she got her payslip and we din get any -____- den they got write there..sians..the sch cheated our hard earn money and in the end our pay goes back to the sch fees again =(

28/4 Tuesday
Chatted wif another cleaner auntie jus now..cos sometimes always c her..den jus smile wif her..den today chatted wif her awhile..i cant really hear wad she say bcos of her accent and the malay uncles wad funny too although I dunno them..hahaha

I think my sup spotted me sitting at the sofa reading newspaper..cos she wasn't here the whole morning..i was like OMG but bo bian..i alredi told her I finished my work le..so shld b alright ba =)

Ytd took company shuttle and saw Catherine..chatted on our way to serangoon mrt cos she lives there..woo knw quite a lot of things of her also and she is getting married next yr! congratulations!

Yuan lai our dept got 20++ ppl last time..cos mostly they r doin for R&D but company dun wanna do R&D le so they sacked more den half of the ppl in dis dept..its so OMG! Dats a lot lehs! Actually the whole area here is ours for last time..now only left a small grp nia..ke lian..economic crisis is scary

Stella and Catherine ask me ytd dat wad I wanna b next time..seriously I dunno..i m heading to nowhere..shld I worry now? hais

Its wrong not to plan or think for the future but its even MORE wrong to think too much..i m jus pressurizing myself if I keeps thinking..so wad I shld do? I dunno

我还是不知道我要的是什么 =(
Lost..Can anyone guide me along or show me the way dat I shld go?

29/4 Wednesday
我不是你想象中那么勇敢
多相让你保护，痛哭流泪一场
放下武装，像个孩子一样

I m thinking wad shld I trick my pig buddy on the 1st may bcos it's the 1st month of april fool! LOL I veh purposely de la..cos I m too free..dats y I got the time to think of it

I dun wanna trick meimei and ahlin is bcos meimei is at batam plus she is a super boring person..she dun like all these things..den ah lin lehs..she is a workaholic..heard dat shes not workin on dat day..i also dunno..so better dun disturb her

For xiaoming lehs..act bz always..LOL and I haven let her tio tricked yet..so I mus think of a powerful one..saying dat I hate her and dun love her anymore? LOL or continue my love here and there during april fool? But it's a bit obvious..hmm or say dat I m pregnant? HAHAHA super crap..not possible..or say I m attached? HAHAHA I shld consider which to use

Still got 2 more days to think..yea yea yea wad to trick her lehs?

And BTT is coming soon and I din study much yet..i m super lazy =(

And yea Friday I m goin to swim! Finally! Wif my cousins =D

Saw dat cherie is quite stress wif her studies..like got super lots of exams..scary..she said she thinks dat if it is a full time student wld hav more exams and tests..made me dun wanna further my studies le cos wl say her sis who is in SMU keeps on having exams too =(

Jus now after lunch while goin back to company had something funny happen..we were stuck in the middle of the road and caused Traffic problems..i kept laughing cos we made the car horned..PQ and YL say dat its not our fault..but I tot is ours cos the car cant turn as we r standing there ma..but nehmind..its over..hahaha

Saw the person checking the Vending machine jus now..woo looks cool..i think theres a complaint of ants r there..HMM but the person cant find also but at least I saw wads the inner part of the vending machine looks like =D

30/4 Thursday
Yea! Labour day tmr! Happy sia! Hope tmr dun rain orelse I cant go for swimming =( although they hav indoor de but I wanna play the slides =D

So romantic when I reached my dept..cos they din on the lights..wanna made me blind to use comp..LOL but in the end dunno who went to on it and today is super coldddd

Ytd ji tao saw 4 colleagues taking company shuttle bus..1 of them din saw me..the others smiled or talk a bit nia..realli tio shocked..hahaha

Congratulations to the new born baby! I dunno who was them but the angmoh papa treated us the cake..hahaha thanks huh..hope ur child wld grow up healthily and happily! Baby Konstantin, Wendy and Christian! The baby is cuteeee..german plus Singaporean!! Cool man!! I think meimei wans dat too!! LOL =D

Ytd was discussing wif classmates abt the collection of ezlink..they wanna take half day leave..actually I dun wan de cos I dunno how to approach my sup cos sometimes I feel dat she got mood swing..LOL den my mama saw y dun take? HMM den I shall go and ask for half day leave ba..not today but mayb next wk or wad ba

Today goin orchard to shopping! Super long din go..cos dat time I helped my mama to exchange the voucher..its goin to expire soon so lets go shopping! But I m veh poor..shld b c c nia ba but at least can c c orelse no one acc to shopping also..its sians de lor..LOL I cant imagine for how long I din step to orchard..shld b the last time is during after CS presentation..woo super long ago

And how come ppl keep callin me to watch movie -_____- when I dun hav money..LOL I got 3 invitations to movie but I gotta reject cos no money..how to watch =( dat time nobody wanna watch..now is hav ppl but no money to watch..LOL good huh

Same to concert..no concert means no concert..now suddenly hav concert den is 2 concerts at 1 go..BROKE BROKE BROKE!!

Meimei so sickening..wanna say dat she loves me but in an indirectly way..hahaha still call me sweetheart lehs..suddenly bcum so mushy..her erjie wld jealous if she knw ba..LOL

Pq today veh qian bian..keep on shooting me..of cos I m not dat weak also..i shooted him back..cos he wanna go atm to withdraw money but the atm is super far lor..still need to cross the bridge..i dun like bcos its afternoon plus I m walking from there everyday le

He keep psycho-ing me..hahaha but no use..LOL the other 2 watchin show nia..keep laughing nia..he keeps on acting cute..hahaha in the end lehs..we din go cos I keep saying him..LOL yea I won!

Really ma..by the time we walked there..my food alredi digested half..den come back..another half digested..den I need to come back to eat liaos..LOL

Aiyer got the eeeeeeeeee~~~~~ sound..catherine says its sounds erxin..sounds like the dental eeeee~~~ sound..realli lor..she din say I also din realized..hahaha think dat she got phobia in it..and I dun like dental too..do weird weird things in my mouth..EEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~

1/5 Friday
Saw a super cool watch la from fossil..transparent de lehs..my mama also says dat its special lehs..hahaha she ask me wan to buy a not..she gives me as a birthday present..but u knw how much does it cost? $225 lehs!! Super ex lor..wo bu she de buy lehs..somemore I seldom wear watch le..last time I cant leave without my watch bcos I cant always bring my phone..no phone no time..hahaha but now I rely on my phone..so watch is consider an extra accessory ba..but its really looks super cool la!!!

Told my mama to buy 1030 because the glasses for drinkin alcohol dat I saw is sellin $10.30 for a set of 6..she dun wanna buy so she went to see those medical herbs..she took 3 diff packets and it cost $10.30!! I told her dis number wld definitely come out in 4D and it really did! But in different sequence and there she goes again without buyin the non-sequence one..its the second time!! Made me wanna kill ppl!! GRR

And I wanted to call her buy 1031 bcos dat selina bday..its so near to 1030 and its also LY birthday..u knw wad..it opened as the 1st prize but it is not in sequence..TOTALLY SIANNED!! =( no luck at all..bo bian =( money gone jus like dat

Den went to sk swimming complex wif my cousins..hahaha saw some super cute kids!! =D got a pair of siblings attacked me ..hahaha super cute la and I saw a kid looks like lemon on the float..cos she wore a yellow swimming cap..hahaha and she is super small!! I saw another kid dropped into the pool bcos she swinged too hard to throw the googles..hahaha the mama shocked like madd!!

The slides were scary for me..i jus sat each of them and I din went up le..LOL but not bad la..quite fun..i tot my muscle wld b super ache but surprisingly its not..jus feel veh tired nia

Den at night went to PS to meet charlotte, hweemin, junhui and Nicholas for dinner..i ate the slowest..bo bian..hahaha den chatted along the way..super long din c junhui..he changed le..hahaha and I still feel dat charlotte is super chatty..hahaha and saw hweemin mama under their block..hahaha long time no see too! We shall meet up soon again! =D

2/5 Saturday
Went to kovan to hav breakfast..den saw the aljunied MP..i dunno who is her and I dun even knw aljunied de MP changed to someone else le cos mine is Ang Mo Kio GRC and not aljunied..weird de la..and there r always events near my house for the white sand and punggol GRC but not the Ang Mo Kio one..jus treat us invisible..dats real bad cos we dun even know those events until they r alredi there celebrating

Saw my neighbour Po and her mama while we were eating..hahaha so cute of her and she knws to speak more and more..sometimes the conversation is really funny..so cute! =D

Saw the Samsung phone F480..hmm not bad..the salesman is funny..his brain is hanged bcos he was bz serving someone else and he served me too..LOL funny guy and yuan lai xiaoming wanna get Samsung too..COPY CAT!

3/5 Sunday
Went to bishan wif kor to buy the tics..finally bought the arron kwok tickets..super ex although it's the cheapest =( totally broke

4/5 Monday
Meimei is super biased..i dun like her..in her heart onli hav her erjie which is xiaoming..hais I got no position in her heart

We were sayin where to go for Friday and she mentioned Tamp one bcos she wanna go and shop uniqlo..her erjie territory lehs..TAMPINES LEHS!! Last time she keep complaining so far or wad..now she took the initiative to say she wanna go there but in the end she say its too far for her to take bus from her work..nehmind I forgive her

After dat she told me she wanna go Dempsey..super ex lor..i where got money lehs den she mentioned some other places but in the end she mentioned NOVENA!! HER ERJIE WORKPLACE!! SUPER BIASED LA!! Broke my heart..i looked like an invisible =(

Tampines and novena..HAIS super far for me..novena is near to meimei to go home and does not makes a difference to xiaoming cause she works there..for me lehs..super far..her heart onli hav erjie and I dunno y she call me da jie when she treats me like dat =(

And today the auntie gave me super big portions for my dishes..its double of phyllis one..hahaha phyllis keeps sayin dat auntie loves me..LOL I think its bcos dat auntie is new..btw thanks auntie huh!!

Actually I was planning to leave early to sch wif YL de but I afraid sup dun allow den I emailed her..she took 2 hrs den reply me -____- den YL went without me..in the end she say I can leave early..sianned I shall change it to next Friday to leave early ba

And today woke up late sia..actually shld wake up at 7.35am de but I din on my alarm cos I off it last wk due to labour day..den I woke up at 8.20am sia..heng my kor din go work today den my papa still can send me to work..heng ar..hahaha and YL din bring his card..LOL I tot he contacted me cos he wanna tell me my sup came..xia dao me sia

5/5 Tuesday

Ytd chatted wif km didi abt phone..hahaha but I still like the outlook of F480 lehs although its veh common and the price still so ex for M1..268 lehs..i where got money..my phone onli can trade in 100 the most..sians mayb I got to postpone my recontract of plan =(

Km also say dat after he got his license..he will drive me out!! YEA!! Together wif pris to rent a car and he so bad lor..tell me to pay for petrol cos they got license den I dun hav..i told him to wait for me to get mine den drive out..HAHAHA den I dun need to pay le..i shall wait for dat day to come also..hahaha

And heard from yl dat the LO doesn't care..dats good..but wad a slacker..no comments sia

Went to 164 to eat today and saw stella & yl sup there..hahaha they cant find a seat so they joined us..hahaha chatted quite happily..hmm not bad

And there was this cat dat keeps looking at PQ..hahaha it knw dat it could take some food from him and the cat ate the whole bone in..POWERFUL! its teeth can bite those bones lehs..and I m thinking how it is goin to digest wif bones ar?

Sometimes I choose not to think abt it..if u r thinking..ppl wld say u think too much..if u r not thinking..ppl will say u r running away from it..so wad shld I do? I m confused..i onli know dat I m worrying..if worry lehs..ppl will say dun think so much..it will b fine..if u r not worried..den ppl will say how come u looks like u dun even care and have fun outside

Is dat I care too much of how ppl thinks of me? I really do care..i din share wif anyone cos I dun wan to dampen the mood..hais wad can I do? Too much things in my mind..my load is getting heavier =( its better to think now as I got nth to do for my work..i think I wld b quite stress when it come to fyp

Jus listen and do wad we say is enough..i knw u r really bored but wad we say is gd for u..i really dunno wad I can help u..sometimes I really feel super frustrated so dun force me to give u faces telling wad r the correct things dat u shld do..i dun wanna hurt ur feelings and if I hurt urs..i m hurting mine too..its really a real bad thing..i had tried my best..really

6/5 Wednesday
OMG ITS BTT TODAY!! I GONNA WISH MYSELF GOOD LUCK!! =D some frens knw dat I m goin to take BTT but they dunno when izit..hahaha so I jus get the luck from myself will do =D mus pass everything den tell them ma..dun wanna disappoint anyone..SO JIA YOU! And I jus studied during work nia..oops..i m too lazy..LOL

Met up wif mikee ytd..hahaha her child is totally COPY from her..HAHAHA so cute lor..her son doesn't look like her..hahaha but so cool lehs..her son speaks canto! 3 yrs old nia! LOL so cool..i cant even speak my hokkien well..hahaha my mama always keep saying dat I m lousy

PQ brought us to 168KW de manufacturing site! WOO~ first time went there but at least we went there b4 leaving dis company =D and PQ keeps explaining to us on the way lor..looks like he alredi worked here veh long like dat..LOL

Just now sup checked my progress of work which I had done it like 1 wk plus ago..LOL it looks like we r having meeting lehs..den I m presenting my work to her..den she still discuss some of the things wif me which I m totally blur wif..hahaha I dun rmb wad I had done last last week lor..my brain is getting slower now and she assigned me with new stuff again

Finally got my half-day leave from her!! I dun dare to talk to her lehs..sometimes she looks weird weird one but heng ar..finally got it le..actually she is quite gd one cos she prepared some stuffs b4 teaching me..analyst the work le den explain to me..and even write it on paper b4 giving it to me =D

Phyllis went back early cos she is feelin unwell..so pro lor..she got the MC from the company doctor..hahaha good but they say the medicine isn’t effective one..i think everyone jus go there jus to take the MC nia

7/5 Thursday
PASSED BTT!! WOO~ super happy la =D FTT is at june..mus borrow the book from my fren after his FTT =D

I was a bit late for it as I think they went in 15mins b4 the test..and I m 5 to 10mins late ba..I jus agar agar look ard the room..dun hav ppl ard my age lehs..all like uncles, aunties, ah bengs and ah nehs a lot..sitting at both my sides r ah neh..i knw 1 of them is foreign workers cos I saw the pass..my mama even ask me can copy ans a not? LOL I said its random question somemore the ah neh use tamil..how m I goin to copy? LOL

I chiong there lor..walked super fast..cos actually got car to go there one..but in the end..dun wanna say..i hate his attitude! Sometimes I feel dat he doesn't even respect the person..always take things for granted..grr dun wanna say liao..i wld b agitated if I continue

Today there is dis angmoh at kopitiam saying abt nasi goreng..he told his colleagues dat there wad dis warrior call nasi and the other call goreng or wad de..something like dat..den he say its weird to say dat I wanna eat nasi goreng cos its like eating those warriors..hahaha den I turned my head to laugh..LOL

Chatted wif another cleaner auntie again..yuan lai her child last time in TP studying food & nutrition or chef de ba..wa she mus b clever one cos it's a bit diff to get in also

Just now Phyllis told me dat she forgot to take her change from vending machine after an hr..i tot she put in $1 or wad..cos the drink is 30cents..so the amt is bigger..den she say she put in 40cents nia..-______- still wanna tell me to help her check..its like an hr ago..where got possible lehs? Qian bian one..hahaha

Chatted wif xiaoming jus now..hahaha so ke lian to eat lunch tgt..if I can den I go and pei her ba but is like I need to walk to far out lehs..but she is my pig buddy..and I m a gd pig buddy..so I will consider..LOL =D

8/5 Friday

So blur of me dat I brough 2 umbrellas out..-_____- dats y I feel how come my bag a bit heavy..den when I reached company den I realized..GRR..wad if I m goin out and bring my 2 umbrellas to walk here and there =(

Actually planning to go wl workplace to eat after work de but she said full reservation and need to queue for 30mins to an hr.. =( so long..cannot go le..next time den we go ba! =D

Wa jus now saw 2 things at the kopitiam..got 1 mix vegetable stall de auntie shout super loud..she quarreled wif a customer..make me xia dao sia..scary bcos a few mins I was at the stall buying food..phew~

Den saw dis cat super funny..it walked into the kopitiam den I saw dat how come it shivered until like dat..yuan lai it is peeing beside the bucket dat they dispose waste or those plates or wad de..and it ran super fast away after dat..HAHAHA

And I already my work super early..so sians..rotting soon..feeling so sleepy lehs but its Friday! Woo~ left 3 more weeks!! =D

Btw Catherine say there’s a super nice brownie at sin ming there..mayb shall go there 1 day ba..hahaha and its called the baker’s story..i shall find it online when I got the time =)

Another promoting canteen food email is sent..LOL dis time they need to promote the 2 canteens..LOL super funny la..cos their canteens seldom got ppl eat de..the canteen at APHQ is not bad but a bit too ex..den the other side they say is not nice..hahaha ke lian lehs..but I still wun go..LOL =X the most go APHQ one unless its raining and we dun wanna go out =)

I feel like straightening my hair a bit lehs..looked so messy to me..a bit feel like cutting to my short and nice hairstyle lehs..but like dat will tio complaint..LOL hmm I shall consider but I m poor =(

9/5 Saturday
yesterday stella went to collect her top prize massager..so lucky hors..i told her to play mahjong..buy 4D and toto..LOL den she say I m a gambler..hahaha no lor..i play mahjong also dun play money one lehs =D

aunt came so suddenly when I was still happily slpin..hahaha totally blur blur de..cos they wanna go temple too..so we went tgt =D

there was dis little boy ard 5 to 6 yrs old ba..he said something super funny while I was praying..i wanna laugh out lor and he made me cant concentrate to pray lehs..LOL
he told his papa while his papa was praying..papa ar..help me tell Buddha to protect my nose hors..i was like HAHHAHAHAHAA in my heart..den his papa replied: han na han na..i will tell Buddha to protect ur nose..LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL..den after dat I saw dat kid tell the buddha THANK YOU in ENGLISH!! LOL

and I hit the bell wif my 10cent coin! Super lucky! =D I heard the WAA from the ppl ard..tyco de la..den the lady beside me was like WA LAU..how come mine din hit dao..LOL

10/5 sunday
Happy mama’s day!!

Hahaha papa asked me when m I goin to wear skirt so randomly..hahaha how come the trend is back again..it looks like a hot topic..LOL I din buy bcos I din go shopping ma..den if got go I also din really take note of skirts..aiyo..ok den the latest wld b on my 21st bday..LOL 21st AGAIN..everything also pushed to dat date

Went to my fren hse to print the bursary docs..thanks huh..hahaha

Den after dat went to red hill to eat..hahaha not bad =D

11/5 Monday

Just now catherine ask me wanna eat bread cos she got a whole loaf of bread and stella was chatting wif Catherine abt it..hahaha I was there listening..the conversation is funny la..hahaha Catherine still tell stella dat I dun wanna eat bread..LOL cos I wanna go home le ma..later go home cannot eat my dinner ar

Stella say dat her hse onli bought 5 eggs nia and still cannot finish..hahaha cos her husband is in navy dats y need to go sailing veh often..so nobody is at home..dats y 5 eggs also cant finish..den Catherine is living alone in sg..she is a Malaysian..dats y she bought eggs also cant finish..LOL den they keep sayin they mus share share next time..HAHAHA and they shared their 1 loaf of bread!!

They were sayin abt fruits too..catherine say dat she bought 1 apple and 1 orange nia..but it is still placed in the fridge for super long..cos she din eat..hahaha but banana de was super funny from stella..she said she bought 1 bunch of bananas and she ate 8 bananas in 2 days..HAHAHAHAHAHA SUPER FUNNY LA!! Where got ppl eat so many..HAHAHAHAHA

YL today went back to sch but he got ps by PQ..LOL cos PQ forgot to bring his documents for his bursary so he got to go back home first den go to sch at a later time..hahaha dats y YL wld hav lunch wif us..orelse he will siam dunno where lo

Phyllis was saying abt her reflections for attachment..she is super kua zhang la..got 1 time she sian until go toilet to paint her nails..win le hors..hahaha and she say during dat time when we first met in the lift..she wanna say hello to me but afraid dat I wld think dat she is a psycho..LOL funny la

And stella loves to sing too!! LOL but she say she sings veh softly..hahaha same as weilin ba..sing so soft to ant? LOL jkjk mayb its I m too thick skinned dats y I sing so loud..LOL =D

And stella took the Chrysler cab for $47!!!!! Super ex lor..cos she took it during peak hours..den still got ERP..den go on the cab alredi $5 den jump by 30cents..waseh..super duper ex la!! Hahaha her free massager and the Chrysler cab..LOL ke liana r..she told me NV take Chrysler!! LOL yea I will cos I m kiam siap..LOL

12/5 Tuesday

Jus now went to TPY to find xiaoming..hahaha PQ tag along too cos he say dat the food here he eat until sian liao..hahaha den went to eat the chicken rice dat YL mentioned..super normal lor..dunno whether is the rice, chicken, cucumber or the chilli nice..LOL PQ ate prawn noodle..he also say hai hao nia..den jus now I ask YL again..he say he ate once nia..WA LAU EH..QIAN BIAN

Went to NTUC to buy drinks first den drank it on the way..helped xiaoming drink her apple aloe vera..not bad lehs..LOL cos got APPLE!! =D still got QOO and apple drink in the fridge..all r apples and I haven drink finish..LOL no time to drink lehs..hahaha

After dat went to courts..hahaha shop all the 3 storeys..hahaha crapped on the way..sometimes xiaoming so qian bian..made me really bian her sia..wanna choke slam her..LOL keep sayin me..BAD PIG

After dat went to popular walk walk also..den reached office at 2++..LOL my sup also dun care..LOL and I left at 11.35pm..LOL wow!!

Treat dat pig so gd den she still say me..i dun like her..hahaha I shall treat her bad again so dat she will knw dat last time I m gd to her..HAHAHAHAHAHA =D

And super funny for the MC cos I dunno how to act..den tell her to replace me..HAHAHA she is carol and I m minglee..hahaha funny la!! PQ was laughin at this also..LOL

Jus now stella treat us donuts..hahaha made my throat wanna spoil le..cos today flu and a bit sore throat..after eatin dat..WOO~ all the best to my throat huh

Cham..boss claus treating sausage party on fri lehs..cham clashed wif my half day lehs!! =( so sad..mayb I faster eat den siam le..LOL somemore I love to eat sausage..btw the lunch is called Weisswurst lunch..so chim hors..LOL =D

13/5 Wednesday
Din go to work today and went tamp to meet xiaoming first and go to polyclinic tgt to take MC..our plan jitao failed..cos we plan to take queue number den go and eat breakfast den come back..in the end lehs..we need to take temperature and I think dat person dun wanna let u go out ba..jitao sianned -______-

Den sit there for almost 2 hrs..both of us r rotting soon and super hungry..cos we din eat and went there but at least she ate some fruits at home..heng ar in the end din gastric pain..hahaha

The doc is funny..he keep humming the song..he looks super happy..LOL heng dat xiaoming din come in..orelse she wld keep giggling..hahaha

After dat we went to Tamp one to foodcourt to eat the roasted meat shop opened by terence cao..hmm not bad la..but the charsiew a bit too hard..and finally saw uniqlo!! Xiaoming keep psycho me to buy lehs..but I wan super warmth de jacket lehs..orelse I cant tahan during fyp..hmm I shall consider abt it..HMMMMMM

Saw the boston huang opened de cafe also..stella say its like normal HK cafe..next time shall go there c c..den after walkin almost the whole shopping..we haven’t had much time left..cos dat meimei keep telling us not to b late and I din go to espirit and top shop =( den took xiaoming de fav. Bus 72 back to sch

Alight the stop after the one dat we always alight..den saw cheehou at dat busstop wif his frens..hahaha xiaoming go and beat his cap den he was like super shocked to c us..LOL I buey tahan of the cigarette smoke and siam super fast..hahaha

Having weird weird feelin when we reached the sch..cos quite a few months din go back le..mixed feelings..den went to meet xiaoming bro first..LOL she bluffed her bro dat she dunno where to get Ezlink..purposely wan her bro to c vivien..LOL

When meimei saw us..she super enthu to tell us to get the card..saw Ashley and Brandon too..in the end Brandon din play cos he is goin to repair his camera..i dunno him at all..hahaha first time met him..LOL but still HI!

After takin ezlink..went to sports hall le..wa a lot of students lehs..cos its wed ma..den 2 of them went to change..den me and Ashley went to buy drinks..hahaha thanks Ashley for the treat! =D

1st round teamed up wif Ashley..hahaha we lost..LOL den 2nd and 3rd round teamed wif xiaoming..lost at the 2nd round and won at 3rd round..and super sorry for xiaoming..i hoot dao her face..looks super painful lor..super sorry to her la..feel so nei jiu =(

In conclusion..teamed up wif me will lose..hahaha and I got phobia to play badminton le..and Ashley and xiaoming is pro in badminton de lor..cos they played their single match so there r 2 pros and 2 noobs..i m super noob..keep standin there and c nia..hahaha but my muscle still ache like madd lehs

After dat went to find those classmates dat r havin fyp..saw joyce, Thomas, jialin, mars and in the end saw chermine too..a lot of ppl keep on complaining lehs..sounds scary..meimei says actually she hopes dat fyp come faster..but now lehs..she say she feel dat attachment is much better..LOL dats no choice..we got to face it..we mus hav determination and lets jia you tgt!! =D

After chattin wif them..den I acc meimei to cp to buy her fav subway and her bro de dinner..hahaha we chatted super lots also..cos she was super shocked after seeing something den chatted super lots abt my stuffs dat I din mentioned much abt it to any of them..bcos it is alredi over dats y I told her abt it and hope dat she could learn something from it..hahaha its tough and tiring but it's a valuable lesson dat we wld always remember..i jus hope to share wif her how I feel dat time and explained y I din mentioned to them although they r my best frens =)

I onli can say during dat time is really tough for every for us..realli thanks for those who stands by my side always..dats y sometimes I feel dat the thing dat u do for others may mean a small small thing for u but it may mean a big big thing for them..so jus help whenever u can..no matter how small the matter is..do things wif ur heart and wif no returns..ppl wld really appreciate it

and I chatted wif xiaoming the whole morning..and chatted whole afternoon wif meimei..talked too much ytd..LOL I m such a chatty person..hahaha

And finally the report is out at last..it had gone but there is still 1 unknown thingy there..so dun worry ok? I wld b there always for u =D lets continue to jiayou tgt..those bad times is alredi a past..so lets march forward to the future!!

14/5 Thursday
Today dat xiaoming broke my heart..she say mayb she cant join us tmr..den after I said her..she say we made things difficult for her =( super sad by wad she said..hais

Complained to meimei cos she gum gum ho msg me to ask me hows my muscle..hahaha and she brighten my day..keep consoling me..thanks meimei =D

I dun like dat pig! She is bad! I shall treat her bad too! Too nice to her is not a good thing..GRRRRR

Today super aching all over sia..even my butt also hurts lor =( I need to exercise more and everytime say say nia..and meimei say after she bought her swimming suit she wld go swimming!! YEA!! 4 of us must go sk to swim hors!! At least play water bcos I dun like to swim now le..feel so uneasy dat my head went into the water

Den later goin wif PQ and his colleagues for dinner at ECP..seriously speaking I dunno them at all..i din even c them b4..but heard from PQ dat they r ex-NYPians..hahaha so can say is senior and I wanna build up my courage to b more sociable!! And somemore they can sent me back and I told PQ dat it is dangerous for strangers to send me back and he is good to tell me dat he acc me to sk den he go back home =D thanks huh so dis is called gentleman =D

But I think bcos he wan more ppl to go dats y he like dat =X LOL jk la but PQ say his dept boss is goin too..i feel so awkward and extra there lehs..cos I not from dat dept de and somemore from APHQ..hais but I promised himd at I will b goin le..i dun like ppl to PS me so I wun PS him =(

Btw Catherine solved the question dat cherie sent to me!! She is pro lor but she is not an engineer..she is a senior finance assistant or wad de..totally not related to engineer but she looks at digit everyday ma!! LOL jkjk but she explained to me how it works..hahaha COOL!! =D

FINALLY ITS FRIDAY TMR!! AND TMR HALF DAY!! =D

15/5 Friday

Ytd went for dinner at ECP..went wif PQ and his dept colleagues..super shocked cos ALL GUYS!! SUPER ODD AND EXTRA THERE =( sat there for quite a long time b4 they set off to ECP

Super shocked again when we reached there..cos more and more uncles came..some r ex-infineon staff..OMG in the end 13 of us went to the old town cafe to eat..

After dat went to a nearby pub to drink..they ordered 3 shooters..wow!! super huge..its tiger time! LOL I drank half mug nia cos I dun really like beer..PQ drank quite a lot..jing min was sabo-ed for drinking quite a lot too..heng bcos I m girl dats y they din force me to drink..yi si yi si will do

Know Yap, Samuel, jing min, nicx, chun mun,marcus, TV still got 1 guy dunno who forgot his name le..still got some ppl which I dunno at all also..and got a ride from them back home..they also stay in sk de..hahaha jus nice lo and heard them complaining of someone..hahaha the one tio complaint one..i c his face I also dun like him =X LOL who cares..he is not in my dept..dats gd enough le

After chattin den knw dat PQ was a lifeguard b4 and now he is a Swimming instructor..so cool hors and his pay super gd lor..yuan lai he is the rich man..dats y his wife loves him so much..LOL =X

Btw thanks those ppl for the treat and the ride =D

Xiaoming called me during midnight and chatted wif me and I kept on suaning her cos my mood isn’t dat good also..i was frustrated wif lots of things..keep sayin I m too harsh..yea I m..bcos I wasn't happy and she delayed my time to slp

In the end I slept at 4.30am -_______-

And dat meimei called me in the morning..chatted during the journey to my work..and really chatted till I reached near my workplace

Den after dat Jeremy called me too..wa she..the previous day I jus charged my phone till full batt..bcos of them..my batt is FLAT!! Scary!!

And jus now sup emailed me to tell me dat she wan to check my progress for work and she forgot I took half day leave..this looks like the jack neo show: “jus follow law”..everything also use email..hahaha

And actually there was some prob wif the prog but she solved it and she was happily smiling and say GOOD to me..hahaha heng dat it can work =D and she assigned new things for me to do..totally no clues to do abt it..sooooo I dunno wad to do also and we discussed our work till the start of the party..dat was sooo long

After dat was the Sausage party!! The sausages was nice but the pretzel was super salty..i m almost died of consuming too much salt..hahaha and everyone was eatin like madd cos they ordered too much..in the end we finished it too..hahaha thanks claus! =D

Left the company alone after the party ard 1++..actually wanna leave early but in the end everyone was happy and I didn't wan to spoil the mood..somemore I tio PS last min..quite buey song for it bcos actually I can PS her in the beginning but I din..in the end she did dat first..HAIS dis means dat dun b too gd to a fren..some frens bu zhi de to do things for them..i knw wad I shld do next time le..super disappointed

Took bus and mrt to Sch..the 2 of them keep sayin dat they waiting for me at block A and I kept on rejecting them cos I wasn't really happy..tio PS and they made me disappointed during the previous day..i ignored them when I saw them and they sticked to me like madd..kept on holding me like a criminal and I wanna go home and they dragged me back =( I m super tired and meimei holded my hand bcos she wanna practice..i knew dat..hahaha orelse she wun go and hold my hand cos she dun like touchy stuffs..for xiaoming is ok cos she is those who dun mind de..but meimei is so secretive..HMM

I kept wanting to run away and they dragged me to Marina square..sat down at starbucks and saw 2 cute little kids running ard..they were cute and I tried to run away again..hahaha after dat wl came..she was super agitated when saw the 2 of them

She looks like she wanted to kill them cos she knw dat I m unhappy of them..she tot we r ok but we weren’t..i was sitting there to rest after tryin to run away..hahaha

I kept chasing xiaoming away cos she is goin to meet her sis and bro..she kept sayin those erxin things la and in the end she came to meet us back

Went to walk ard and after dat went to Glutton Bay and wait for them..ordered zi char, oyster egg, hokkien mee, sugar cane juice, chicken wings..hahaha not bad la

The guys went to play pool after eating..those girls dun wanna go and we slacked near esplanade den meimei and xiaoming decide to go to merlion side to check any places to chill out so jus tagged along..no place to chill and we went to mind cafe AGAIN!

U can imagine dat we walked from city hall MRT to citilink and to marina square and glutton bay and merlion there and to mind cafe..my legs r breaking soon lor

By the time we reached there..i m super super tired..i almost fell asleep and we were there waiting for the guys to come..the only thing to wake me up is to keep on picking up calls..picked until tired also sia

Justin called me too..the one who I taught him Chinese previously..hahaha he invite me to his house to play tennis..i dunno how to play at all and its quite mahfan to go there also..i shall consider dat

Took cab back and heard from yip dat his cab fare cost $32 cos they walked 1 round..they r rich

16/5 Saturday
Went to Gold class with Jeremy cos he got free tickets..thanks huh..the seats was super comfortable when u lied down..will fall asleep de lor..plus I din slp enough for the previous day and came out so early again..my mama like not veh happy wif me cos I kept goin out nowadays

Watched Angels and demons..yuan lai xiaoming, meimei and me watched it on the same day but all at different places..i m at vivo..den xiaoming at bugis de iluma den meimei at PS..so coincidence..the show hai hao lo..a bit confusing in the beginning..some erxin parts in the middle

After dat walked ard vivo for super long jus to find a present for his fren..he cant decide wad to buy after walking for so many shops and we walked for hours..i recommend so many things for him until I sian and seriously I wasn't in the mood again..i was so tired for the previous day and he cant decide wad he wan to buy after walking almost the whole vivo..made me wanna kill ppl

After dat went to bugis to c iluma..cos xiaoming say most shops opened..so went there take a look..Quarreled wif him on the way..i admit my temper wasn't gd but I really say out wad I wanna say lor..GRR in the end iluma also nth much to see..ate dinner there but the dinner was lunch cum dinner

Actually wanna go back home but he told me to go to the Youth voices(acapella) dat his cousin is performing cos got extra tic again..dun wanna go de but was forced to go..the performance was not bad..saw a super humourous and cute ABC ba..which I think a lot of ppl wld like lor =D

There was this poster shop dat we saw and finally he bought his fren present..helped my kor see his spiderman poster..super cool lor..got raining effect lehs but cost $90..super ex but super nice also..meimei de twilight also not cheap but dat poster sg dun hav de lehs

Came out when it was havin a 15mins break den he told me dat there were cookies of those ikan billis..nasi lemak flavours..went there to try..not bad but super ex lor

Btw the music coordinator de kid looks SUPER CUTE LA!! Cos her husband is angmoh..den the kid looks like teletubbies dat SUN lor!! Head so round and dun scared of strangers lehs..i wan him!! AWWWW~

Den took Cab back again =D I din spend much and Jeremy is jus a fren nia..no feel at all

17/5 Sunday
Stayed at home to watch monster inc..its super nice..i’ve watched it b4 a few years ago..hahaha =D

18/5 Monday
Super tired and slept in office..slp until giddy sia..hope no one saw dat..aiya dun care liao..and kept on complaining to yip..nowadays really too many things made me buey song..everyone is like picking on me..i admit my temper isn’t dat gd either

I always tried to control but I really buey tahan le lor..everything doesn't get on my way! GRRRRRRRR

DUN MAKE ME QUARREL WIF ANY OF U ALL ANYMORE!! I WARN U MY MOOD IS BAD LE HORS

I think if this continues..i wld go back to my own world again cos I dunno wad I wan again after so many things had happen..i feel dat I dun wanna give so much of myself to others anymore..HAIS disappointed wif too many stuffs..no one to share wif also..emo carol is back again =(

19/5 Tuesday

Scare like mad sia..wanna reply yip email in the end press print as the reply button is jus below the print button!! They wun put wld u confirm wan to print a not lehs

Den jitao print 60++ over 109 pages..heng ar..holly helped me to stop it..hahaha thanks a lot!!

Jus now while hearing the FM..i kept on giggling lor..they wld think dat I m saut but its really funny lor..audience need to siing aaron kwok song and dis lady wanna act aaron kwok voice and sing..she keep laughing while singing den those DJs also keep laughing too..made me laughing without havin any sound..ITS TERRIBLE!! HAHAHA

Jus now had lunch wif YY and his interns..actually is not really had lunch wif them..we sat at different places..after whole meal..they approached us..and chatted a while and we head off to APHQ canteen to sit down..some of them had ice cream..PQ and daniel chat super lots..they r both crapper..hahaha and there was 1 korean and china..hahaha not bad..nice to meet u all

While waiting for train at potong pasir..there r some probs wif the train..it dun move..waseh first time encounter sia..in the end..i din reach home late..its amazing..hahaha

Finally book my driving practical wif mr chia who is my driving instructor intro by xiaoming..hope dat he has the patience to teach me orelse I wld need to change to auto le cos I feel dat my leg and hand cant do things at same time..hahaha

Super nervous when I called him..den some questions I wanna ask I also forgot le..btw dis sun is my first lesson..i m super nervous now..and I think dats the onli slot left for him..and I booked wif him super fast..i think he is shocked also..hahaha and *SHIVERS*..WOO..hopes everything gets alright =D I can learn as fast as I can

20/5 Wednesday
Went back to sch for the director list tea reception..wa quite a lot of ppl there but a few familiar faces nia..saw YL there but I din say HI to him cos his frens r ard him..btw i went wif ah lin and yippy

Finally saw how the director looks like after 2 yrs in nyp..hahaha I tot there will b chairs den in the end dun hav -____- stand there to listen the speech and c those top scorers of the different years students and between MIT and ECC

ECC got super lots of ppl got it lor..is like for MIT..yr 1, 2 and 3 onli 1 piece of paper of the ppl..den ECC got 1 piece for each year..super big difference lor..hahaha

After the speech can go and hav their buffet..ahlin and yippy dun wanna eat..drink orange juice nia..onli I ate..its not bad lehs..hahaha after dat collect cert den go back liao..a bit sian la..but at least I din go to work..hahaha

At night went to Tamp one again..went uniqlo to buy the jacket..bought a black one cos even my mama say black suits me more..and there is a guy bought black too..hahaha not I wan everything to b black hors

Actually wanna buy a dri-fit shirt too so dat if I go to gym..i can wear but those r guys sizes..my mama even tell me to go to the kids section to c lor -____- but dun hav the colour I wan orelse mayb I will buy lehs cos looks not bad..hahaha

Den I wanna buy grey jeans too..went to try..not suitable lehs..my mama say I looked like auntie =( and 1st time I c the changing room need to take off shoe and there is carpet inside..its cool lor and the service is super good lor..cos I told my mama to c whether izit nice a not..den when I come out from the room..my sandals was placed properly infront of me to make me easier to wear my sandals..waseh super good service..thumbs up for them! =D sg seriously need more of this shops..will made everyone happy after shopping from their shop

Den went to the dunno wad jap shop to eat..inside got those small small de shops..i like the way they organize things and my mama love the ramen..she hav 1 more place to hav her dinner next time le..hahaha

And I wanna buy no 25 for toto!! Cos the queue number we took is 25..den the price and the ramen plus the hotplate noodle is $25.25!! ALL FROM DAT SHOP!! So HUAT AR!! LOL

21/5 Thursday
Today sent the celebrity swine flu to a lot of ppl which I received from cherie..its like in less den a min time..Holly was OMG SO CUTE!! ITS SO FUNNY after she received the email..HAHAHA cos its super cute!! HAHAHA
Hope dis wld brighten up her day!!

Den lunch time stella jio us to go to Macpherson there to eat the famous Prawn mee..papa got bring us there b4..but I think it was last year..the weather super hot lor..its killing me!! Thanks PQ to treat us the drink

Hahaha planned to buy a cake for YL 21st bday on mon..we were planning abt it..will c how ba

Later goin to adidas at cityhall wif PQ..hahaha hope I can get the things dat I wan..YEA!! and its gd to hav such an ON fren =D

Chatted wif holly jus now cos she went to the pantry too..she said she looked like she is at home..still need to help her husband to wash cup..hahaha her angmoh is super chim cos she is from US ba..yuan lai she got 3 kids..one is 6yrs, 3yrs and still got 1 next mth is 1 yr old le..hahaha her 6yr old kids learns gymnastic sia..cool man and she say her second child is cute..hahaha I asked her where she lived but I dunno wad she say..hahaha and her 6yr old kid is goin to pri sch next yr..shld b german sch or international sch run by Singaporeans..hahaha cool man..she got 5 yrs contract here and her husband hav 2 yrs more contract here..all the best to her!!

22/5 Friday
Went to the nearby banganwan solo today to order the cake for YL..he so dua pai..need me to order lehs..hahaha cos his bday is on mon ma..so mahfan hors..old man lor..gettin 21 soon

Den ytd went to adidas at raffles city shoppin wif PQ..waseh nth much de lor..those stocks dosent look tempting at all..the shoes like dun hav much sizes also..sianned den went to the adidas at the citilink..it looks much more nicer!! But too ex le la but I wanna buy belt de..but its white..i dun wan although the price is reasonable cos they got discount..mayb I shall wait till GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!! Woo~

Went to these 2 shops onli den went to suntec convention hall cos PQ wanna c the semiscon exhibition but too bad..it closed den wanna go and hav a light dinner for me and a decent dinner for him

Den he wanna bring me to carl’s junior to eat the beef fries..he kept on making me to do stunts lor..so dangerous to cross the road like dat..scare me sia..and he din tell me dat he wanna cross and jus crossed it like dat
-____-

Carl’s junior is jus opposite..so near yet so far but super lots of cars lor..i told him to cross the bridge at suntec there..he dun wan in the end lehs..walk 1 big round to cross the bridge at marina square -______-

We like 2 blur ppl walkin ard marina square to find carl’s junior..the thing is last fri I m at the 2nd level and I din saw carl’s junior below!! Hahaha sotong sia

Chatted a lot abt sch while eatin..not bad la the fries and thanks for the treat although we shared..cos its not possible for me to finish somemore I got to go back to eat my dinner lehs..hahaha

After dat we din walk citilink back cos seriously both of us dun like citilink cos it looked endless to me but he brought me to cross roads again!!! No traffic light de lehs..scare me again..1 day do so many stunts

Den he brought me to the hotel dat I previously..i din knw dat we can jus walked in like dat..hahaha den its at the 70th floor!! Superb scenery..hahaha can bring other frens up next time..thanks for intro dat place for me =D or even hold small bday celebrations there cos it looked super ex..hahaha

Btw thanks again! =D

And later ard 3pm goin to the Mustafa warehouse..hahaha =D cos a lot of colleagues not here today..catherine and stella wasn't here lehs..catherine went to training..den not sure abt stella..hahaha

Today not goin for tennis cos justin wun b there also..somemore I dunno how to play plus still got 2 of Jeremy frens..dun feel like goin and I wanna rest..dun feel dat alright cos I feel dat I m getting sick soon =(

And dat xiaoming..hais..in the end we compromise by seeing hows my condition first..and she is super greedy..i told her dat I go for dinner but not K..she say dun wan orelse she goin to cancel it -______- somemore she wanna sing till close lehs..qian bian evil old woman..sorethroat still let me sing so much..wan me to die den happy =(

Jus now went to have lunch wif YY and those uni interns..phyllis and YL din come cos they dun feel like joining..they r boring person..dun need to care abt them..hahaha jk den went to blk 83..hmm a bit far..the food not bad but too salty for me le..and its ex too..i m getting poor le =(

Chatted more wif shuaidi and Daniel..hahaha they r from NTU and SMU..daniel from EEE, live in AMK and shuaidi from accountancy live in TPY..shuaidi from ze jiang and got tuition grant to study here..21 yrs old soon..cool..all jus graduate from 2nd yr..all the best for u all! Btw they r Jacqueline, brian, zhe han, xuankuang

Actually wanna go Mustafa..but PQ got her fav lynn to jio him to somewhere at production side and he tot is go after work -____- nehmind..phyllis c her pattern wun go de..den YL is boring person..he will c his PQ go den go de..den nehmind ba jus cancel lo..cos I lazy to walk also..quite far lehs..hahaha waiting for time to pass so to go back!!

Catherine wanna worsen my sorethroat..keep feeding us wif chocolate..hahaha btw thanks huh!

♥ 11:36 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

20/4 Monday
Its Monday again..a bit sian but I m looking forward to this fri bcos I can get my pay and c my dears too =D

Currently enjoying my free apple cranberry in office..hahaha its nice! I found it in the fridge and nobody drink it..so I m the one who is goin to drink it! Still got 1 more bottle of apple cranberry and 2 bottles of orange..hahaha there r also beer too..woo~ dats for boss not me
..hahaha

And 3 ppl complained how come my blog is changed to private..hahaha I wanna see still got how many ppl will b telling me dis..LOL I think nobody le ba..some of them jus view it secretly..and meimei say dat I got secrets..have mehs? Who will put their secrets in blog..secrets r in my heart..HEHEHE I knw lots of things~ =D but I m selfish to share..HAHAHA how can I say my own secrets out

And yuan lai meimei din go and watch the concert..wasted sia..aiyo but today I c the newspaper..it seems like it wasn't dat nice also

Watched the president command performance ytd at ch 5..WOO my jie is there..hahaha SUPER DIVA! =D she is the last to come out lehs..MOST IMPORTANT OF THE SHOW! HAHAHA =D but I dun like her hairstyle..looks weird weird de

AND MY YANZI GOIN TO OEPN HER CONCERT AT 11th JULY!!!! Wa she..the tic is ex de lehs..$168 lehs =( who wanna watch wif me?

21/4 Tuesday
OHH I found a website dat my yanzi jie went to see her current bf in the ironman competition.
http://www.ironman703singapore.com/ Check this out!

I FOUND SOMEONE TO ACC ME TO WATCH MY JIE CONCERT LO! WOO~ GREAT MAN! HAHAHA u all confirm dunno this person..i rmb dat trixie and meihui knws her too but I think they also forgot abt her le ba..dats LEE CHIN! Woo~ she super ON to go!! YEA!! COS WE R STEFANIE SUN FANS!!

The previous concert is like in 2005? I forgot abt it..when she was still having her REDdy hair~ super cool! Dis reminds me of I highlighted my hair as red too..LOL dat auntie still call me apple -_______- but dat was YEARS AGO~ hahaha

YEA YEA YEA!! I wld look forward to 11th july!! And super long din c lee chin le..dat time almost will meet her up during the FM s.h.e autograph session but in the end she din go..also thanks for helping me to buy the tic! =D but my pocket de hole getting bigger and bigger =( BIG UNTIL…..

OHH OHH OHH!!! Dats y I feel the date is soooo familiar!! I heard the FM den dat DJ says dat the sponsor izit the 7-11 DEN YA HORS!! MY CLASS ALSO 0711!! OMG I LOVE HER LA!! HAHAHA we r fated!! LOL ppl will think I m crazy but u wun knw how I feel!!

Lets say something abt my yanzi jie..she has accompanied me for 8 to 9 years le =D since I m primary 6..and now I m poly 3rd yr..wa seh I m such a die hard fan..hahaha but like dat say until she like veh old also hors but she is still young in my heart

Her songs accompanied me during the happy and sad days and even b4 I moved to sengkang..hahaha

U knw y I wld love her? Its jus bcos of my papa!! Unbelievable rite?
Hahaha

This begins when we were watching the tv and her second album ‘my desired happiness’ (我要的幸福) jus released and the advertisement keeps promoting her album..the songs were really nice when I heard from tv and my papa tell me to go and buy her album..HAHAHA

I went home and listen and dat cd became mine..LOL after dat I went to bought the first album..slowly I love her songs..hahaha saw from the tv dat she got damn lots of awards..super hot and popular at dat moment and slowly I bought her 3rd album, 4th album and now to the 11th album..u wanna ask which album I love the most rite? I wld still say my desired happiness..hahaha bcos this is the album where I knew her

She is a student from NTU..motivates me to go there too but I dun hav the ability to go so..hahaha jus forget abt it..LOL

I love the way dat she is a veh true person..not those like those singers who r veh fake..act here and there and I rmb where miss tan yih tyan said she likes her too bcos she comes out to this entertainment circle wif jus a plain T-shirt and jeans which really stands out of the crowd! Hahaha good description! =D

This goes the same to s.h.e! they r also veh true whenever they r on the stage or not..this kind of personality attracts lots of ppl esp their friendship..hahaha super duper close..i think everyone hopes to hav friendship jus like them and their singing is fabulous! Woo~ I love them too!

For the s.h.e concert in sg..they invited yanzi jie jie..wa she I almost fainted ba..hahaha I m exaggerating la..LOL I WAS SUPER SUPER SUPER SHOCKED WHEN I HEARD DAT..hahaha totally OMG to me and I really enjoyed the concert! Hahaha how can u possible to c all ur favourite idols in a concert..hahaha cool! =D

22/4 Wed
A smile, a thank you, a gd morning greeting from somebody u dunno wld really brighten up ur day..jus like the cleaning aunties and the security guards here..hahaha they r more polite even then those ppl who work here..once u hav higher positions den others..the attitude is different..this is the practical world dat I dun like

我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂

Finally trimmed my hair =D ytd lee chin called me abt the tic thingy..she said she went to c wheres the seating but u knw wad she told me? She said her fren knw Yanzi de elder sis! Wa she win liao lor..hahaha den she try to ask whether can help us get infront de tics ma..wa super cool la if can get but if cannot also nvm la..hahaha I m alredi veh happy to c her =D

Ohh got ferrero rocher from stella..she said is a treat from boss =D

23/4 Thurs
Heard dis song at FM 五月天..super long din listen and realized may is coming le..dis song is a veh relax song..suitable to listen at the beach..hahaha wa seh hope to go beach real soon again =)

Today den I knw dat YL is such a pro in o2jam..hahaha super long din play le lehs..and I told him to send me..dun need play online de lehs!! Woo~ I can play whenever I like le =D

Phyllis went to cut her fringe to wawa head ytd..i wanna try dat too but I dun dare..hahaha I scared super ugly den I wld emo there for a few months..LOL and she told me grow long hair too..how come everyone wanna me to keep long hair lehs? I jus feel my hair is super messy everytime..seriously speaking..i din had long hair since young..the longest length was in poly yr 1..hahaha I xia dao when I saw the pic lor..LOOKED SUPER OLD..LOL ok la..i try to keep a bit longer now but needs to keep on trimming ba cos my hair isn’t dat straight also..money money again =(

How come PQ and YL thinks dat I got a new phone? Weird lehs..i din change at all lor..mayb its bcos I faced the phone in another side..dats y they din realized but dis is 7th week le lehs..alamak ar~

P.S: Soul mate is the one with whom you could sit with without saying a word and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you have
ever had.

24/4 Friday
接受和付出爱是快乐的来源。Really?

Super bad mood ytd bcos I really hate ppl who lend my things to other ppl without asking my permission..totally no respect for me..i lend it to u bcos I trust u..i feel dat u got the responsibility to treat my things well but u really disappoint me..u broke the trust dat I gave u..my heart is bleeding now

Finally got pay le..i really spent a lot for a month..i need to control myself le..but I super long din go shoppin le lehs =( if I go shoppin..i think it wld b really worse lor =( wad shld I do? I got a lot of things need to buy but but but..

YEA!! Finally goin to meet my dears later..so long din saw them..ard 2 wks le ba after the camping..den for meimei is like 3 wks..waseh super long lor..miss them loads =D

Date wif my jie at night later..WOO~ I miss her too..the last time I saw her was at the Singapore entertainment award and I m goin to c her during july!! Lee chin told me dat she bought the tics le..theres a couple goin wif us too..they r her frens..U C..I NEED TO MAKE FRENS WIF THOSE FREN DE FRENS..endless one..everybody jus wanna widen my social circle..hahaha

And mr beh wanted to go sing K so much..he is goin to ask his fyp mates to join..but dats Thomas de fyp mates but mr beh is closer to Thomas de mates den his own mates..hahaha I dun wan to sing at ppl wif ppl I dunno

WOW Boss ate my sweet!! The fox sweet..so funny..i think he loved the grape flavour cos I think left 1 nia..den he keep digging the grape flavour out..LOL he still ask me can I have one? LOL so funny..HAHAHA Catherine and stella took too..hahaha actually is stella ask me whether I got sweets de ma..den boss gum gum ho came here..den she shun bian ask him wan a not..i was shocked dat he wants it too..hahaha weird feeling..mayb its bcos of boss..dats y and yuan lai he got eat dat sweet de =D

Today PQ is super hyper..such a rare scene cos most of the time he sits there quietly de..hahaha keeps shooting me lor..at least he is much hyper now cos I dun like ppl to sit there so quiet..like so emo den we left him out..hahaha he keep sayin I go chiong -________- I din go le hors..not free also =X LOL

So nan de and FINALLY saw ming guang at blk 5 de kopitiam..hahaha I told Phyllis and she dun believe..den she shouted MING GUANG! Den he was super shocked to c us..hahaha funny! =D

Today xiaoming and meimei broke my tiny little heart again =( xiaoming din bring her ring den meimei wanna giv xiaoming a surprise to pop out infront of her later..she onli planned for her erjie..den I so jealous =( hahaha

Slacked the whole day today cos I haven tell sup dat I finished my work..hahaha dunno how to approach her..later when goin home den tell her ba

25/4 Saturday
Ohh finally meet my dears ytd..took company shuttle bus to TPY den to novena to meet xiaoming..thanks YL for tellin me dat TPY is near novena orelse my mind only have potong pasir -______-

Can say dat I lost my way to meet xiaoming cos they got lots of shopping there and super long dat I din go to novena..the last time is I went wif them..i think was last yr ba..den I tot I could go there walk walk wif xiaoming..in the end meimei say she reached TPY le..totally sianned -_______- travelled so far den din shop dao..den took train back to TPY AGAIN..heng got train concession orelse I wun do dat..LOL den the train was SUPER SQUEEZY!! Like sardine fish..i m facing xiaoming plus shun bian holdin her orlese I wld fall down den I realized there was a kid behind her..SUPER FUNNY COS THE LITTLE GIRL HEIGHT IS JUS NICE AT HER BUTT!! LOL

LUCKILY her mama saved her by carrying her up..orelse dats the worse situation in her life..LOL I m exaggerating but my pig buddy butt isn’t dat nice la hors..LOL

I bluffed xiaoming dat meimei is at serangoon le but actually shes at TPY de interchange queueing up..den I told xiaoming to come wif me..she was like HUH..y dun queue up? She din knw dat was meimei..she was SHOCKED! Hahaha u c how biased is meimei..dun wan jie jie wan erjie nia..made me sooooo jealous=(

Ate hokkien mee, kangkong, oyster egg, pork porridge, stingray and sugarcane juice..i din eat much bcos they ate =( somemore a lot is spicy de..so bad =( hahaha

After dat went to cold storage to get some stuffs and bus-ed back to meimei nanny hse..played mahjong and thanks for her aunt to serve us wif baileys..initially the alcohol percentage isn’t dat much bcos she put more coffee in..but she kept pouring baileys to my cup! Hahaha den I can feel the WOO~ of the baileys..although its 17% but its strong enough to make u dizzy..somemore add too much baileys le

Mayb its bcos I dun really like too milkey stuffs plus I m not used to milky alcohol..in the middle of the game..I feel the giddiness and super feel like vomiting dats y I kept quiet..LOL but after the whole game..i m OK le! =D although I m a bit bit giddy nia

Meimei aunt ask whether r we so noisy always? YES! We Are! LOL or else no fun ma..hahaha keep talking talking and talking

Happy dat they watched yanzi wif me too! =Dalthough its jus awhile nia =( din watch finish bcos I told my kor to fetch me back..sickening..he reached at the wrong time den send ahlin back home too

Btw heard from xiaoming dat Cherie mama say dat I m a big eater..i think she misunderstood bcos I m the last the eat finish..cos I eat super slow..LOL dun think is a big eater but dat day I eat until SUPER DUPER FULL..FULL UNTIL THROAT cos I was SUPER HUNGRY..LOL mayb dats y she misunderstood but I gained weight during the few days

And meimei asked me whether how I wanna celebrate my 21st bday..i shall think of it but mayb I wld psycho meimei to go club! LOL if I got the time..i wld jus organize dat bcos I wanna c her shake her body! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

26/4 Sunday

Ohhh went to PS today..finally bought a pair of sandals at cotton on..hahaha both slippers and sandals was from cotton on..i m super budget..bo bian but at least I bought le =D

Watched 252 signal of life..super nice cos its super touching! =( I love the xiao mei mei de acting..made my tears burst out when I saw her..cos she is CUTE!! =D when she is sad..i also feel sad for her cos she act until super kelian in dat show =( and so nande dat i wld cry in a show actually i love to cry a lot la..esp when i was young but i dun think much ppl c me cry b4 ba..even my dears too..hahaha i m a super geng person..so bo bian..btw its a nice show!

Kor say dat he wanna organize our family to watch arron kwok concert! Woo~ but super ex lehs bcos we din watch a concert tgt b4 and heard dat it was super nice..alamak my pocket super duper biggest hole =( cos I jus bought yanzi de $168 tic nia..everybody pls save some money for me..i m really broke =(

Tmr need to work again =(

♥ 11:12 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

i wan to watch shijuku incident and 252 Signal of Life (23th April) and mayb X-Men =(

15/4 Wednesday
Post another email again =D
不知道大家會不會有這樣的感覺...　其實任何事都一樣　總是繞了一大圈之後又回到了最初的自我所以人更應該懂得知足　而不是無止盡的追求深不見底的慾望　有時候最簡單　最原始的　最初的或許才是最好...

有些人或許常常在抱怨自己不夠快樂　不夠幸福　不夠富有　但其實你跌到谷底的時候不滿足　飛到雲端還是會不滿足... (yea we wld nv get contented if ur own dictionary does not hav 知足)

當然我的意思並是說這一大圈是白繞了　而是應該抱著美好的心情去追尋自己的可能性　而不是總是怨天尤人 (yea dun keep blaming other ppl or the heaven..sometimes it is predestined..all these r ur challenges..u need to face it to make u grow or even brave and stronger as the time goes by)

就算會回到原點　也還是走了一遭　任何喜怒哀樂都是你的回憶...跌了跤也好　遇到挫折失敗也好　回頭看看自己的原點　那最簡單的生活　其實並沒有那麼糟　對吧？(yes I agree)

Phyllis and PQ went to eat kfc today..wa she go to east coast sia..me and YL budget..dats y din go..hahaha den stay at downstair to eat..eat super slow..and i feel super tired for a sudden Wa lau PQ also call me boss sia..hao yi si mehs..i knw I got boss face la..but no money onli..

LOL Jus now accidentally sent a chinese email to holly..wa she she wan me to explain to her sia..like doin a presentation to an ang moh lehs..next time I shall not send emails to them can le..LOL train my ang moh also dun need like dat train one..hahaha

And today b4 I went out of my hse..u knw wad my mama told ma? She said ytd she went to tampines one le!!! WA SEH she hao yi si to go without me sia =( emo le la..she say not a lot of ppl cos she went during afternoon den passby there den shun bian go walk walk =( heng ar..i told xiaoming to acc me to go..if she dun acc me..i wld chop her up into pork chop..live so near still dun acc..if she come sk I also dun care abt her..hahaha but I still think she wld acc me de la..hahaha

And the 168KW so ke lian sia..even the canteen committee also need to send email..saying dat there r promotion for wad honking delights..HAHAHA funny sia..dat place not much ppl go there for lunch de cos a lot of ppl say the food is not nice at all..and I din eat there b4..so I dun care..hahaha

Den YL brought a super long I-weekly mag from sep 2004..i think I hav dis mag also..its at the cupboard or wad cos s.h.e is there ma..hahaha last time crazy to buy any mag dat has them..now ar..wa seh dunno how long din buy mag lo..hahaha save money is piority..nth else

16/4 Thursday

A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package: 'This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package.'

He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box.'She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion.

Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died.

He turned to me and said: 'Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion'.

I still think those words changed my life. Now I read more and clean less. I sit on the porch without worrying about anything. I spend more time with my family, and less at work. I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through. I no longer keep anything.

I use crystal glasses every day... I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarket, if I feel like it. I don't save my special perfume for special occasions, I use it whenever I want to.

The words 'Someday....' and ' One Day...' are fading away from my dictionary.

If it's worth seeing, listening or doing, I want to see, listen or do it now... I don't know what my friend's wife would have done if she knew she wouldn't be there the next morning, this nobody can tell. I think she might have called her relatives and closest friends. She might call old friends to make peace over past quarrels. I'd like to think she would go out for Chinese, her favorite food.

It's these small things that I would regret not doing, if I knew my time had come.

Each day, each hour, each minute, is special.

Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.

End of story

Feeling lost of direction when I stepped out of my house..super feel like crying but I din..i dun like the atmosphere..how good wld it b there is a hug for me at dat moment =(

How come izit so diff to fulfill a small wish but I still hope dat everything gets alright.. Good dat there r emails and sms to divert my attention and also my work too =)

Did a lot of work today..i was rushing my own stuffs bcos sup is coming back tmr..i need to ask her some questions..so I tried to do my stuffs..a bit anyhow do cos seriously I dunno how to do Another day past like dat..is a good or bad thing?

17/4 Friday

U r stressed bcos u r worried..u r worried bcos u r afraid Dis is wad i m now =(

Wa seh jus now asked supervisor some questions..she looks like she really wanna kill me..super agitated..mus b PMS..i dunno ma..u din teach me also..duh~ ok I forgive her ba O.O

Wa seh SCARY! My supervisor jus pop out while I was reading i-weekly..hope she din saw it..den suddenly her tone is different..den slowly teach me..scary scary scary..CHANGE SUPER FAST..YL also shocked dat she came so suddenly and he act as he is doin his work again..ACTOR!!

After work goin to Macpherson to eat dinner wif yippy..wa seh..from dat time say until now den meet up..cos he live at Macpherson..near to my workplace..shun bian can explore wad is nice to eat..hahaha

我还不清楚怎样的速度，符合这世界变化的脚步。

18/4 Saturday

Met up wif yippy for dinner ytd..hahaha thanks huh..chatted quite a lot..not bad =D if got chance den go there to eat again ba

did cleaning for my room ytd..looked like maria when my mama assigned me some works..hahaha yea and my room is sparkling clean =D

and hahaha my papa is cool and cute!! he heard karen mok song on FM and he knw its karen mok by her vocal!! WOO~ hahaha i din knw dat he knew dat..LOL he asked me wad song is dat..den i say dat it is 他不爱我..den he wanna said it in eng..den he said: 'he dun like me'..den i was like HAHAHA like is 喜欢..love is 爱..den he repeated again..'he dun love me'..HAHAHA and he said dat he like dat song..HAHAHA u r so IN huh~ i told my kor abt it and he was laughing and laughing..and he also said dat he like dat song too..NICE! =D

♥ 4:03 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

6/4 Monday

Still feelin giddy when I m out of home
Sians
Cos ytd couldn't slp
Bcos the previous day slp at 2++am
Cos I m playin restaurant city and chatting
Den ytd watched soccer wif kor till 12.30am
Cos I really couldn't slp
I wld feel giddy without enough slp
Or I slp too late =(
Wad happen to me?
I also dunno
I wasn't like dat in the past
Recent exam period also like dat
Weird
Mus b I m getting older
Hmm

Watched mr bean holiday today
Still super tired
Wanna slp
Sians

10% 10% 10%
Does this 10% make a veh big difference
I think it does help
But but but
Hais
Sorry dat I couldn't help =(
Mayb it's a good thing
We shld think of the positive side
For the happy side of thinking
The whole session had ended
But I m still feelin emo
It is easier said den done =(

Monday blues =(

7/5 Tuesday

Super shocked while hearing 933FM dat the singer ah sang who sing ye zi had passed away ytd =( rest in peace

Dats y I saw her mtv in the Taiwan news ytd but they finished reported the news..i tot its jus a normal news but hais..feel sad abt her and I got her first album..she is onli 34 yrs old.. she had breast cancer..the 4th stage which is also the last stage..i wished she wld b better in heaven =)

Hope dat I wun bring dis emo back home cos today is my mama bday =D

Cham I wld feel super emo after knowing dis kind of news..mayb its bcos something dat only some ppl know wad I mean

Sometimes I feel dat those ppl who dunno wad happen..loves to say nonsense..i m jus sayin something which I encountered b4..there is something u really dun wanna say out bcos to me some ppl wld think dat u act pitiful la..or it isn’t a thing dat u shld b proud of..i met quite some kinds of ppl b4..dats y I knw..hahaha can I say I m experienced?LOL so sometimes I hope these ppl shut their mouth up and dun keep backstabbing ppl la..or badmouth behind other ppl..ok la I shall stop saying liao..hahaha

Jus now heard ye zi from 933..feel the emoness after listening dat song..its a veh emo song but its more emo if u r hearing it now..hope dat I could hav some hugs now =(

YL said dat I m a lucky person bcos I dun hav illness jus like ah sang..yea I m lucky in some ways but not all ba..at least I have my family and frens dat love me..its enough more den anything else =D

失去的不能从来 so everyone mus treasure wad u hav now =)
I m doing my part..so how about you? Dun take everything for granted..try ur best to help anyone..dun b so self-centered..think of others b4 urself..but also dun make urself so miserable jus to make other ppl happy la..hahaha u urself also mus b happy and willing..u mus rmb who helped u b4..they r ur angels and u can also b their angels =)

Took bus today cos I m super tired and lazy to walk..its not worth it cos I got train concession..saw YY on bus..chat awhile and walked separate ways..weird hors..hahaha den reached company at 9am..dat qianbian YL keep sayin me..i let u hav more time to chat wif phyllis alone lehs..u see how good m I =D

Btw
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! =D

8/4 Wednesday

Ytd super funny..went out to hav dinner..den my kor drop us off first den he went to park his car..after dat he came to meet us and here he wans to tell us abt the story while he was waiting for a place to park..den there was this guy wanna stop wad he said..4 of us turned our heads immediately and see wad he gonna do..cos we were concentrating on wad my kor wanna say..den he was like O.O super shocked! Hahaha he shocked for a few secs and said: ‘do you all wanna order satay?’ HAHAHA I to he wanna ask for directions or wad cos he dun looked like a satay man..hahaha and so I was laughing crazy again..hahaha

Aiyer sians..tmr and fri need to go Clarke quay or boat quay again..its the same to me cos they r jus beside each other =( I m bored of there le..i think I gonna stay away from there for months le ba..LOL

Jus now ask supervisor some questions again..den she saw me how I on the triple output dc power supply thingy..her face was like super shocked cos the sequence was totally wrong..heng is I din tio saut..hahaha cos nobody teach me wad..den I agar agar by myself lo..they keep thinking I wld knw everything lehs -_____________- tell u all I dunno anything abt all these..u mus tell me EVERYTHING but I wld still forget la..hahaha so b patience to teach me again =D

And cham I asked the questions..i still dunno how to do..alamak..i dun care le..tmr den figure out..hahaha jus now watch norbit till halfway..if tmr got time..continue to watch the 2nd part..hahaha

9/4 Thursday
Yea!! Tmr dun need to come for work!! =D later goin Clarke quay to meet up to hav class gathering..goin to mind cafe again..LOL I think it wld b nicer to play wif ppl u knw better..hahaha dat time too shy to play liao

Ytd cough like madd bcos after eating the alcohol chocolate dat Phyllis took from her dept..the chocolate jus BOOMED in ur mouth wif the alcohol..great power impact but my cough is not bcos of the alcohol..its jus something small and sharp picky poking my throat..cough like my voice also change lor -_________- super uncomfortable

Ytd went to c the doc..hahaha the doc was funny..i looked super old lor..so many illness den he keep saying dis one nehmind one la..dat one also nehmind..i keep laughing..hahaha how come everything also nehmind one..dis one veh normal one..dat one veh normal one..LOL looks like I m fine but I forgot to say dat I wld dizzy!! Alamak sians
Decided to go to 164 to hav lunch..in the end change to block 5..u knw y?bcos we saw our colleagues there!! Hahaha faster siam sia..cannot let them knw we come out so early den go back so late..hahaha =X

And Yl ar..its not my problem..u r the one who build the wall..even Phyllis and pq says dat!! Hahaha we got communication barrier between us..mus b generation gap..LOL lousy old man

And dat lousy CK! Dun even knw my number!! I m last sem de class rep lehs..how can u dunno my number and we still in same CS project grp lor!! -__________- mus b ur phone not enough memory to save mine cos all r others girl number OOPS! =X

13/4 Monday
How come nobody believe I m super anti social person? If I m close to u..i wld b really super close to u..but I need more time to b really close wif u if u r patience enough..hahaha and my kor ask me wanna go and sing wif his gd buddy and gd buddy de sis..first time he is so gd to treat me lehs..=X hahaha although i seen his buddy b4 for a lot of times..but I din chat wif him and I din even see his sis b4..worse still somebody say my singin lousy..how can i let them hear my lousy vocal lehs but my mama tell me to go cos she say like dat know more frens ma..AGAIN I m goin to knw new frens..looks like everyone wan to widen my social circle but I still dun think I m socialble enough..dis kind of thing need to learn from xiaoming..hahaha

U told me dat I had changed a lot..is for u..u wld think dat it isn’t a gd thing but for me..i m not sure either.. but izit really dat bad? Ppl ard me needs to tell me too but dun u think changes is due to the environment? But I really hate the way I m when I m feelin super low at dat time..i need to take back my courage and stand up as fast as I can..u may not know y..but it's a MUST for me to do dat..it isn’t a simple thing to do dat..if u were me..i think u wld think differently too..cos u wun b able to think in my shoes

I felt a sudden urge to rest so much..felt the tiredness in me again..thinkin dat I got the wrong time to hav my BTT..cos I dun hav the mood and energy to study again..sians and I think I gotta spend my dis weekends wif my family..i feel dat I m neglecting them although I tried to acc them whenever I can..how come today emo again? Mus b Monday blues

Oh ya sat after the rain..we saw rainbow..its lovely to see it at the beach and for so long I din go to the beach but din really relax much cos it is super sunny..me and xiaoming tio a bit of sunburnt..but heng it's a bit nia =)

Dis YL keep calling me boss for no reason..den Phyllis also learn from him..i got the boss look mehs?or my looks is fierce ar?hmm I also dunno but dat yippy also calls me boss too

a story for everyone..we shld learn dat

A long time ago, there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much land area as he likes, then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered.
Sure enough, the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could. He kept on riding and riding, whipping the horse to go as fast as possible. When he was hungry or tired, he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible.
Came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying. Then he asked himself, "Why did I push myself so hard to cover so much land area? Now I am dying and I only need a very small area to bury myself."
The above story is similar with the journey of our Life. We push very hard everyday to make more money, to gain power and recognition. We neglect our health, time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love..
One day when we look back, we will realize that we don't really need that much , but then we cannot turn back time for what we have missed. Life is not about making money, acquiring power or recognition. Life is definitely not about work! Work is only necessary to keep us living so as to enjoy the beauty and pleasures of life. Life is a balance of Work , Family and Personal time . You have to decide how you want to balance your Life. Define your priorities, realize what you are able to compromise but always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts. Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of Life, the whole aim of human existence.
So, take it easy, do what you want to do and appreciate nature. Life is fragile , Life is short. Do not take Life for granted. Live a balanced lifestyle and enjoy Life!
Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

14/4 Tuesday
Share another story wif u all..i may not send to everyone so I jus post it here..super meaningful and I m doin it right now

A philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly he picked up a large empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, rocks about 2" in diameter. He then asked the students if the jar was full?

They agreed that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the rocks. He then asked the students again if the jarwas full.

They agreed it was. The students laughed.

The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

"Now," said the professor, "I want you to recognise that this is your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your partner, your health, your children - things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The >pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, your car.
The sand is everything else, the small stuff. If you put the sand into the jar first, there is no room for the pebbles or the rocks. The same goes for your life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out dancing. There will always be time to go to work, clean the house, givea dinner party and fix the disposal. Take care of the rocks first - the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

But then...a student then took the jar which the other students and the professor agreed was full, and proceeded to pour in a glass of beer.Of course the beer filled the remaining spaces within the jar making the jar truly full.

The moral of this tale is:- no matter how full your life is, there is always room for BEER.

Hahaha dis story tell me to go and drink beer =X and after some of the things happened..i realised some of the things r realli like the sand..jus some small stuff and u r calculating it too much..magnified until so big and made urself miserable..say NO to all these..kick them out of ur life and focus on ur family and frens..dats our piority..although these r ur piorities..u shld learn to hav some time for urself..i always put too many things infront of me..without havin much time for myself..realli no life..2008 is gone..dats the worst yr dat i encountered too many things in my life..now i learn to let go some of the things and this wld realli make u feel happier..always look ahead..lookin backwards is jus to remind u dat u shld not repeat all these mistakes again..jia you!! (i look like havin a lecture talk again..LOL u all can skip here..type for fun nia)

super bz lehs..need to meet dears..sing..dinner..bcos all these i will not try to do it on weekdays..except fri..cos i m super tired after work..so i dun hav much energy left..i knw i m lazy bum..bo bian..LOL

meet up wif the girls ytd..pris, charlotte, hweemin, trixie..hahaha had a dinner at the foodcourt..everyone was budget..LOL had lots of talk..chat until a bit no voice..hahaha but not bad..thanks for pris to organise! =D hope we meet up soon again..sorry keep yawning ytd cos i m realli tired but i got listen to wad u all say de hors..hahaha

Waseh super long din watch movie le..the last show I think is twilight wif my dears..pris also say WA SEH SO LONG SIA! dat was jan ba..i forgot when..i knw its ard jan and feb..LOL wa lau eh really super long sia..they say confession of a shopaholic is nice but a lot of theatres din show le..i wanna watch Shinjuku incident lehs..somemore now got another new show =(

Z-chen is coming back soon to the singing industry! woo~ dats nice! jus heard his new song today..its realli nice..i support good vocals! YEA! =D

went to eat jia xiang mian wif my papa..jus opened today nia..hahaha ytd went there look look but still renovating..surprising it opened today..to me hai hao nia..normal normal..veh ex..6plus for a bowl of mee..my papa cant finish and i ate half of his portion plus mine..super full and seriously i gained weight..dun believe can ask YL..hahaha mus b dat 2 bowls of rice caused de=(

and ytd ate wif the girls..i m not full after eating the duck rice lor =( my stomach has enlarged..LOL dis is a real bad thing..i shall cut down my food to normal portion =(

and jus now took company bus wif YY!! YEA!! yuan lai it haven ceased yet..lousy email..made me so confused..hahaha but at least la..it came back..i dun need walk back home le =D chatted wif him on bus and he took train too..so chat chat chat..he is goin to sing wif his frens again..he asked me along and of cos NO for me!! for my kor de i alredi think so long..somemore i onli knw YY nia..more cham and we knw for 1 mth plus nia..HAHAHA where got things to chat..he still say a lot of frens bring those frens and frens..wa seh -_______- totally not interested..I M ANTI SOCIAL..LOLOLOLOLOL

and ya dat day so sad..finally went to beach after at least half a yr..but din relax much and din see my sunset..mayb rainbow came bcos they knw i cant hav the chance to c sunset..i wanna go to the beach again but when will it b? =(

♥ 9:55 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

finally i m back here..i m super lazy to blog..hahaha cos i m aching all over =(

oh ya friday went timbre @ the arts house..the menu is totally different from the one i went wif the girls..hahaha i was like erm..i wanna eat pasta but they dun hav..hahaha cos for the arts house is mainly to go there for a drink but its still nice afterall..i onli rmbered i drank appletini, woo woo and another one..i forgot its name..all r nice! =D but i din drink all la..of cos i share one ma..rite? btw the band's 2 vocals r really nice =D

and for ytd..HAHAHA they told me to blog as something like dat super simplified version

head to bedok..cherie house..east coast park camping..steamboat..back home..slp

HAHAHA too simplified le la..dats not my style lehs..somemore ppl LOVES my compo by complaining to me..hahaha even CK reads my blog..shocking rite? LOL but he dun even knw wad is a tag -_____- tell ur yippy husband to teach u la~ HAHAHAHAHA

woke up super early..7plus..i was late for meetin ahlin..paiseh..cos cut apples last min ma..bo bian..paiseh huh..den head to bedok wif bus87..rocked there for super long..at least 45mins..den met xiaoming at the interchange..went to ate breakfast first den went to NTUC to buy some stuffs before heading to cherie's house

WOO~ finally played WII AGAIN!! HAHAHA dats was fun!! but super tiring..hahaha played quite some games..cherie and xiaoming went to prepare food..den ahlin tell me to play the hoola-hoop game..wa seh..torturing sia! no way dat i m goin to play dat game again..mus b dat game made me ache de la! HAHAHA jk jk

after playing some games..play until tired lor..and of cos me and ahlin went to help too..but we din help much =X..finally head of to ECP le..carrying super lots of stuffs there..and 1 of cherie's cousin went wif us first..his name was xing dee..(sorry for the errors)..hahaha wa he got a lot of angmoh songs sia..IN lehs..LOL

thanks for the malay uncle dat drove us there cos we r overloaded wif 1 more ppl..i sacrificed by lying super low at the seat..OH YA DATS MUS B ONE OF THE CAUSE TO MAKE ME ACHE!! =(

went to pitch our tents and make everything in place..there was dis little baby enjoying his/her beach sitting on the rocky..eh i dunno wads dat called..so nehmind abt it..hahaha the baby was cuteeee..and his/her papa was friendly..he offered to help me and ahlin to take photo but its ok =D hahaha thanks huh

3 of us played wif xing dee at the beach..played iceman..xiaoming is the iceman..hahaha we run until super tired sia..another cause of aching =(den finally cherie's 3 more cousins (i onli rmbered 2 names..wei jie and wei xun..i forgot the girl's name..hahaha easier to rmb)..aunt and maid came..hahaha some went to rent bike..some stayed at the beach..hahaha its fun..xiaoming and i was building a super big sandy ice kachang..the girl(cousin) is digging a super deep hole..HAHAHA we were doin OPPOSITE thing totally! HAHAHA

while i wanted to go and take my camera to take the pic of the super big ice kachang..u knw wad happen? IT RAINED -_________-

nehmind we put all our stuffs back to the tent and all of us hide in the tent..the aunt and 1 cousin went to mac for shelter..8 of us was stuck in the tent..initially it was ok..as the time passed by..the tent is FLOODING!! HAHAHAHA the kids was like WA MY PANTS R WET! den cherie and ahlin brought them to the shelter..left me and xiaoming was like WA WA WA!! HOW COME SO MUCH WATER COME IN..TOTAL FLOOD!! we can accumulate cups of water easily in the tent..u can see how floody the tent bcum..and while i was clearing the water den i realised my phone was half soaked in the water!! my earpiece was soaked too!!i m sweating like madd..shorts is totally wet..den shirt was half wet too..hahaha 4 of us was drenched..ahlin most cham de..i shall not mention dat..hahaha

clear the water until i was super tired and we left the tent there and stand beside there wld b a better choice..cos clearing the water is an endless thing..finally the rain stopped..den ah lin and me went to find toilet to wash up..after when we were finally ok..everything went all right..we were goin to bbq..it rained again! -_________-

and this time we dun wanna bbq le..head back to cherie house wld realli b a much much much better choice..hahaha bo bian..den went to her house to have steamboat..thanks cherie and her mama of helpin us to prepare the ingredients..thanks a lot..her mama was stuffing us wif lots of food..hahaha 3 of us sitted infront of the tv while waiting..super hungry..esp xiaoming..ate an icecream in the afternoon nia..heng ar..3 of us ate mcchicken..but i m still super hungry too =(

theres realli lots of food..ate super lots lots lots..i was bloated..hahaha dat xiaoming la..made me ate 2 bowls of rice =( evil pig!

after dinner they ate fruits sia..but of cos not me..i m realli bloated..no more food is allowed..den watch some shows and finally headed back home..super super super tired!

and here i m wif my aching body =(

i m thinkin i still got to walk to workplace tmr..super sad =( but YY tell me still got free company bus lehs..i shall try wif him tmr back home! YEA!! =D

btw i m having camping outside for the 1st time..if there r still chances to go for camping..hope dat next time wld b a successful one!

in conclusion..sony ericsson phone is realli good!! i said my phone and earpiece was soaked rite? still working as normal lehs!! =D and i opened the cover..i saw the battery there also got water lor..even sim card has water too but looks like my phone is a waterproof phone!! HAHAHA heng heng ar

but still last of all thanks again for cherie and her mama!! =D

♥ 6:08 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN CHONG XIAN! =D
HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY TOO! =D

so hows the blogskin? hahaha i knw u wanna say simple and nice cos i choose one wad..new look new feel lehs..tell me if there is anything to edit =D

and i knw vanx wld b buey song cos i changed the song..hahaha new look new feel lehs..of cos mus change song la..this song is realli nice..hahaha specially for frens! =D recommended by xiaoming..actually i knw dis song but i dun realli listen..hahaha but after dat i knw its meaningful and i kept listening..LOL

this blogskin made me spend a few hours sia -____- although its not me to do the design but its like so terrible..for so long i din see HTML codes and my eyes are really blur cos got to transfer dis and dat here and sometimes got prob here and there..dats the bad of IT! super time consuming=( and somemore i m perfectionist so bo bian..slowly change..hahaha next time hit 6000 views den i change hors..dun view so fast cos i m lazy to change

and u knw wad? i forgot to send those things dat i blog to my email..hahaha nehmind..monday den send den i jus paste it here..alamak i wld b super bz la..later goin out..tmr goin out whole day ba den mon night also out..so i better blog b4 i forgot everything..hahaha or i got to push it to sunday le but i knw ppl miss my compo blog =D HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

i wld jus blog abt wad happen after my work
ytd was super fun la!! HAHAHA MI0711 class event again!! SO HYPER SIA!! dis lousy organiser throw so many things for me to do =( dis lousy organiser know who he is la hors..see him small..let him off this time..HAHAHA i kept complaining to him!!LOL everyone blast my phone sia not his lehs..type sms until my hand suan..the sms come in non stop one lehs but i still wanna put him in charge next time or someone else..LOL i m lazy to organise la =D

i m the first one to reach clarke quay =( everytime like dat one..actually was meetin at long john silver de but i saw no customers in the shop..hahaha how wld i dare to sit there without buyin any food to eat..hahaha den i sms all of them to meet at burger king..den i was still bz smsing other ppl..wl came from my back to scare me..so bad of her..2nd time le hors! dat time is u and xiaoming! enough of scaring me! i m super concentrating of wad to type for my sms lehs..so bad of u =(

den chit chat until CK come..he la slow lehs..still say he wld reach super early..in the end both of us reach le den he reach..SLOW! hahaha we love to say him de la..hahaha FUN! den finally xiaoming reached..she also veh slow la..my pig buddy is like dat one la..mus b there is some delay of flights for airpork =X

we were deciding of wad to eat..in the end 3 of us keep chit chattin of something else..we were like in our own world..HAHAHA everytime we meet..we wld like dat one..u all used to it can le..den i notice CK was standing there alone wif a bit sian de expression..HAHAHA funny but i got entertain him hors

finally his husband came which is YIPPY! my instructions of tellin him to meet us at another shop was so clear..he reached within a few mins..den after dat CH reached but he dunno where izit..i was bz eatin and yippy offered to ans my phone..in the end lehs..CH cant find us -____- lousy yippy..shld let me ans the call ma..hahaha ok la dun continue to suan u for the moment..bcos theres more behind!!

after dat joyce came too..bcos ch and yippy haven eat..den back to burger king again..den chit chatted a lot..CH new nickname is called "chicken breast with nipple"..I LAUGH LIKE MAD SIA!! HAHAHA super funny la..theres a story behind..i think by the time i say the story..alredi old liaos..can ask me if u all wanna knw..hahaha den joyce nickname is "di gua (pig liver)" HAHAHA funny too

den headed to mindcafe..decide super long for the combo set..hahaha den played a few games..hahaha the 2 games dat my kor recommend is nice..esp is the dunno wad dinosaur game..HAHAHA snatch the bone like mad sia!! HAHAHA super funny..got 1 scene..i saw CH doin stunt sia..jump from the side from the table to another side of the table..HAHAHA and we combined 2 tables lehs..u can c how far it is..HAHAHA laugh like crazy!!

den pictionary was nice too! and i realised CH is also an actor la!! HE AND XIAOMING R FROM TCS!! BOTH COUSINS FROM TCS LEHS!! got the gene of acting sia..HAHAHA and he tyco-ly won..hahaha

den after dat play til behind behind..we were playin of forfeits..HAHAHA joyce took a few pics wif the worker there..xiaoming and ah lin too..HAHAHA i wld post it to facebook =D

den we were playin the 'hand' game..i dunno wads the name..hahaha super funny..ah lin and i had the best coordination..den xiaoming and joyce not bad..the loser is YIPPY AND CK!! WOO~ u knw wads our forfeit?! its them to shi zhi ji kou and smile happily for a photo!! HAHAHA 2 GAYS!! but they r couple la..makes not different!! 1 husband=yippy..wife=CK LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL laugh laugh laugh

after dat i tag wif CK..den ahlin wif yippy and joyce wif CH..wa lau eh..i can see dat CK is super noob cos i lost!! LOL act couple again..hahaha funny sia but yippy ar..i wun snatch from u de! DUN WORRY OK? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

den another round of ahlin and CK, xiaoming and CH,me and yippy..hahaha me and yippy not bad la..he hors wa seh..let me nervous at the back of the end..KEEP LOSING SIA..HAO LIAN LEHS HIM! heng ar din lose..ahlin and CK lose! so they shi zhi ji kou again and act as couple!! HAHAHA aiyer CK act act one..lose so many times..wanna take photo den say ma..dun need to lose one..hahaha heng ar i din shi zhi jin kou..HAHAHAHA

THERE IS A BIG BIG NEWS!!ACTUALLY AHLIN AND CK DIN LOSE..IS XIAOMING AND CH LOSE!! CH WENT TO HIDE THE CARDS ON THE FLOOR!! SICKENING LEHS HIM!! DEN XIAOMING SAW DAT AND SHE DIAM DIAM!! DIS THING I JUS KNW TODAY COS CH TOLD ME!! I WAN TO SEE COUSINS HOLD HANDS LA!! MORE HAPPENING!! HAHAHA SO LETS RMB TO FORFEIT THEM NEXT TIME!! =D

btw i laugh until no voice =(

ok la dats all..later i m goin out..now i go and post the photos le! a lot of them is blur de cos i din on flash =( so cya on sun!

P.S: jolin tsai de 妥协 is super nice..super recommended! i keep on listening nonstop!! HAHAHA xiaoming and ah lin better learn! next time go K and sing! meimei dun need say le la..jolin fan lehs..hahaha =D

♥ 2:52 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

~!#$%^&* (i din scold any vulgar hors)

i wanna scold dat super qian bian guy dat is realli so qianbian..say my papa bumped into his car while parking..is like GOT MEHS?!

he keep claiming dat HE SAW DAT

OK..if my papa realli BUMPED into ur PRECIOUS CAR
DEN WHERE R THE SCRATCHES?! EVEN IF I PUT MAGNIFYING GLASS THERE..I DUN THINK I CAN SEE ANY SCRATCHES

I WAS STARING WIF MY EYES SUPER WIDE AT HIS BELOVED CAR AND CARPLATE..I DIN SEE ANY SCRATCHES AT ALL..my papa was like huh also

ok if we realli in the wrong..we wld pay u but ask u where r the scratches..he cant say anything out and giving dat ~!#$%^&* stupid face! his wife also din know wad happen lor

keep touching his beloved carplate..if u love ur car so much den dun drive out la!

ok la i knw i m agitated but dat person realli looked qianbian

ok i stop talking abt this le..i mus cool down =D

AND YEA!! FINALLY BOOKED BTT!! WOO~
ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF!!
hope dat i could pass bcos its sooooo difficult to find a slot!!
JIAYOU!!

and oh ya i forgot to mention something real funny..dat is stella told me she wanna create an acct for some application..den is like super funny la..her surename is tong..so she applied stellatong but username taken away so she tried stellatongtongtong..also cannot den she said she typed stellatongtongtongtongtongtongtong......... tong until she also cant rmb how many tong she typed..THE USERNAME IS STILL TAKEN!! I KEPT ON LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY BUT ITS SO TERRIBLE WHEN I CANT LAUGH IT OUT!! HAHAHAHAHA cos the office was super quiet la and i keep on chatting wif her non stop..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA stella is super funny la! =D she gonna miss us when we left the company ba..i think i wld miss her too =(

♥ 9:18 PM

Friday
hahaha while i was on the way to workplace..saw some funny stuffs..HAHAHA i was on the train and there was this lady standin beside me..she wasnt holding to any of the pole and u knw wad is she doin? she is applying her makeup -____- 1 hand take mirror..the other hand apply mascara and those makeup things..i was like WA SEH! PRO SIA!! HAHAHA i need to hold the pole inorder to play safe..and she wins le..hahaha

after dat saw dis mama and her little son was jus walkin infront of me..1 of the mama shoe jus came out while walking..den she turned back and realised her shoe was behind..HAHAHAHAHA her face was like erm erm erm..super paiseh and i tried not to laugh..HAHAHAHA

chatted wif stella after lunch..hahaha she asked me whether i knw abt this webby called twitter? i knew dat bcos meimei de aunt got mention b4 but i din go and sign up an acct cos i was bz usin facebook..hahaha den she was like how come YL dunno anything huh? BCOS HE IS OLD WAD!! DIN UPDATE HIMSELF ONE!! LOUSY LOUSY LOUSY!! LOLOLOLOLOLOL he still dun wanna change friendster to facebook lor..see how outdated he is..HAHAHA he gonna kill me when he see me on mon =(

chatted quite a lot wif stella..hahaha girls r like dat..once chatting we cant stop..chat until my supervisor came..she wanna see wad i had done for my work..hahaha and dat stupid true yoga called again..i wonder how they knw my name and contact number..dun care la..i wun attend anything and wun pick up any calls from them =D

sitted tgt wif supervisor for more den 2 hrs -____- super sleepy while she was teachin me..taught me super lots of stuffs lor..i think i was blurred..hahahaha she say dat sometimes she dun even knw wad is she talking abt..HAHAHA sometimes i m like dat too..cos everyone is tired..and i m learning TOTALLY NEW THINGS!! i do my own things after she left..hahaha but i will continue my stuffs on mon ok?dun say i m super slack..i m doin my job..i m not like YL..everyday watch movie..listen music..watch until no movies to watch le..FREE UNTIL CANNOT..STILL EVEN FORGOT TO SEND HIS REPORT WHEN HE IS SOOOOO FREE..LOUSY LOUSY LOUSY!!! HAHAHA

catherine and stella was sayin me and YL like opening provision shop there..HAHAHAH cos we got quite some sweets and chocolates there..den oat, milo..everything also have..HAHAHA den they keep sayin: how come u all keep on having new sweets or wad de? LOL cos we love to eat when we r bored..dats the only pleasure there!! excluding watchin movie,listen songs or FM..HAHAHA

Sat
went to buy those incense paper and lots of things to pray my ahgong and taigong, taima at my ahma hse..only our family went -____- weird relatives wif weird thinkings..dun realli like them and dun wanna mention abt them also

and those stuffs wasnt cheap too..i told my kor dis kind of business can earn lots of money lor! hahaha somemore sell these things dun hav expiry date one..keep how long also can..HAHAHA den we were like next time he went to SIM to study business den we go open this shop..HAHAHA use his marketing plans!! LOL SUPER CRAP!! and he even said can do some online buying..website wld b call www.incense.com (paper or joss stick also can) or www.kimchua.com (DIS ONE IS SUPER SUPER FUNNY!! )..i was laughin like crazy!! i almost choke eating the beancurd..SICKENING HIM!! HAHAHAHA

and something scary happened..i dunno how to explain..so nehmind..hahaha interested den ask me in person..i m better in describing when i see ur handsome or pretty face..LOLOLOLOLOLOL and oh ya also the xiaoming and meimei sms incident!! EERIE!! woo~

and i realised the restaurant city in facebook is fun!! woo~ new game for me! =D
its late now..i need to slp soon! ah bye!

♥ 1:20 AM

Friday, April 3, 2009

Be prepared to read super super super long posts for all these 5 days! =D

30/3 Monday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HEBE JIE! =D

Today also kiap by the train doors..LOL cos I dashed when the light is blinking but phew~

2nd last day of the company shuttle bus..i wld go to company at a later on wed..hahaha dun care..cos my sup din come so early also..and I really dunno how to do the assignment..so I shall continue to take my time ba..hahaha

Den chatted wif Phyllis and YL in the office communicator and we were saying dat phyllis wish for her upcoming bday is to hav a card and go to the pub at Clarke quay called ‘clinic’ and YL pays money for us..LOL YL keep acting blur but YL ar..this is her last yr of being a TEEN lehs..so treat us la..LOLOLOLOLOL dun b so kiam siap..everyday I let u read my newspaper lehs..i m so gd sia =D

Changed a new keyboard today..hahaha YL say I treat here like my own house..realli ma..Claus also say make urself comfortable here and I dun feel comfortable wif the keyboard ma..not nice one..mus change something nicer wad..somemore I still need to stay here for another 44 days lehs..sians sia

Watched a bit of 十万个为什么 jus now..hahaha but they dun hav the song lehs..made me feel a little of disappointment..den watched 2 episodes of unexpected access..the pig and the woodlands checkpoint one..i dun dare to watch the funeral and the other kid episodes cos I think both hav those operations scenes..scary

Did nth much today so I shall say abt ytd

Went to the KangXi emperor exhibition wif jeanette..charlotte ar..dun cry cos I dun think u wld b interested so I din call u along plus I was called last min too..dats y

Ytd was super sunny..i m feel the heat everywhere and the flow of my sweat..hahaha there was some problem wif my umbrella and nehmind we still jus used it..the queue was super long..i think I wld dehydrate if I was needed to queue any longer.

Finally went in but still the queue was super long..sians so we waited patiently to walked in..finally saw some potraits of kangxi, his mama and also his papa..ppl was snapping the shots of those potraits but camera and video is not allowed..securitys were catchin everyone all over the place..hahaha

We were taking photos too and there was this security caught us taking photos..hahaha he told us to delete all the photos..i deleted 2 blur ones and changed it to my bro pics =X I m taking it for jeanette onli cos I will not wan to save all those photos..no use for me..hahaha

Den got dis sickening auntie asked me whether I got c the sign of no taking of photos and videoing a not..i was like sorry I din saw and went away..hahaha dun care abt her la sickening auntie..heard from jeanette dat dis auntie also keep pushing her not to let her take any photos..hahaha she looked like the one of the auntie in the Adrian pang baby show..LOL I told my mama abt dat..she laughed dat how I describe dat auntie..LOL

Share some knowledge abt KangXi emperor history..actually I dun really knw abt all these history cos I wun rmb so b4 I could still rmb..he had 3 empresses, 50 concubines and 55 children..scary rite? LOL and abt half of his children died b4 the adult stage..sad case..my mama still say so rich and eat so many gd stuffs still die so early ar..LOL exactly! How come huh?

After looking abt all these..there was a place which was super funny to take photos..i wld post to facebook when I got the time..hahaha ya hors I haven post the photos dat I took wif my dears..wld post up asap ba

After dat walked to Clarke quay central..super far lor..it was drizzling and we were so ke lian to walked there wif an umbrella wif some probs..LOL dat was the 2nd time of the wk dat I went to clarke quay central -______- I think I wld go there tmr AGAIN! Cos charlotte asked me to go to mind’s cafe tgt wif her frens to play some games..i knw I m sua gu cos I din go b4..i keep on hearing ppl goin to dis cafe but I din go there..hahaha how come I m keep on interacting wif my FREN’S DE FRENS lehs? Hahaha but I dun mind la..i m tryin to b more sociable and nobody believe dat I m anti-social but the fact is I m really an anti-social person ma..nobody believe me =(

Ok lets go back to central..ate bar chor mee..LOL and bought the chocolate croissant(how to spell?) dat meimei din buy during dat day..hahaha tasted not bad..den walked ard and jeanette bought a jacket..the auntie was like this bread tasted super nice lehs! LOL she looks like a big fan of it..hahaha still tell me Holland village also hav..hahaha

Finally went back home =D super tired but in the end I cant get to slp =( but heng ar..today din feel too tired..hope to rest early today! Cos tmr still got to go Clarke quay AGAIN! The 3rd time of the wk! =/

P.S: I din drink at all although I m in Clarke quay

31/3 Tuesday

Last day of the company FREE shuttle bus..so sians..tmr got to walk to company and back to mrt station..is super far but I wanna save money..so bo bian =(

Super tired sia..feel like sleepin lor..i wld try to catch a nap later IF POSSIBLE..hahaha mus act working but my eyes are closed..hahaha

Played wif Phyllis new bought iphone today..i wanted iphone or the Samsung dunno wad phone too..i think dat one is Samsung..not LG..the one dat veron has it but I think she lost her phone..she win le la..hahaha ai yo..but I dun hav money plus my contract haven end yet..hahaha I wanted to sell the nokia phone lehs..but my papa wanna keep =(

Oh ya I keep on forgettin to say dat my supervisor de voice sounds totally like joyce..when I heard her voice..i wld tot of joyce..LOLOLOLOLOLOL

LOL I forgot dat Microsoft access is to do database..HAHAHA YL keep sayin I gei siao..realli wad..i forgot le lehs..now I recalled I grouped wif xiaoming den we were struggling doing this project..hahaha and this is the only project dat I grouped wif her also..realli super difficult to do lor..link here link there..link until my brain all stucked..HAHAHA and I rmb the only project I grouped wif meimei is the IS project nia..LOL others r all wif ahlin le..hahaha ke lian hors..i knw they dun wanna me to group wif them..dats y like dat =X

Later still got to go out but I will try to come back earlier to rest..cos tmr got to walk to workplace..sians

1/4 Wednesday

Happy April’s fool day!! =D
I m gonna burst out laughing!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I can laugh the whole day!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

IThis is the msg I send to my dears :
This thing had been in my heart for a veh long time..i wanted to tell u dis but..hais..ok la I dun waste ur time..i wan to tell u dat I had been noticing u everytime..i think u know wad I mean le ba

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
SUPER FUNNY SIA!
In conclusion..meimei is faster..hahaha let’s start wif something isnt dat funny first..hahahahaha

Faster den others but doesn’t mean dat she is the cleverest (0.5 stars upon 5 stars)
Meimei: Yes.
Meimei: Happy April’s fool (send immediately after the yes msg)
Me: can you accept me?
Meimei: Happy April’s fool (she sent AGAIN! LOL)
Me: yea I know but I m serious..can u accept me?
Meimei: April’s fool oso cannot. Cos my heart only has Edward =D tell this joke to wl la… (I knw her heart always have Edward Robert Tan M.S..dats y I stopped playing wif her..HAHAHA and she forgot to mention xiaoming..HAHAHA she dun wanna let me play wif her ER JIE =(..u r selfish..LOLOLOLOLOLOL)
Me: Hahaha I told to 3 of u all..i think they still dunno yet..dun go and ask them hors..i will tell u after everybody reply..shh..hahaha
Meimei: ok ok..haha I m smart right..hehe..ok start work.tell me later
Me: Hahaha hai hao la..lol bcos they r slow as they r older..i tell u when u come back from hk ba..lol..jia you in ur work!

Trick here trick there..endless game (3.0 stars upon 5 stars)
Ahlin: yea I love u too haha
Me: can you accept me?
Ahlin: haha I will accept u de =) haha
Me: Really? More den a fren?
Ahlin: haha yea more dan a fren
Me: But wad is ur definition of more den a fren?
Ahlin: Hmmm the best among the best of all the frens haha
Me: I wan more den dat =(
Ahlin: den wat u wan?
Me: u know I know de (I was trying not to laugh when I m typing this..LOL)
Ahlin: haha u playin with me arh?
Me: no I m serious
Ahlin: hmmm how I noe wat u wan..u nvr tell me
Me: Hmm ok nehmind..i think I better dun scare u
Ahlin: haha I noe la u wun scared dao me la
Me: Really ma? Den sorry abt it..treat it as I din say b4 ba (HAHAHAHA)
Ahlin: eh u hor bluff me arh cos today is apr fool’s day lor (SIAN)
Me: hahaha aiyer not fun le..dun tell anybody yet hors..lol btw u knew it all along rite
Ahlin: haha yea cos when u send me the 1st msg I jiu noe le..so I play along with u haha

Really tio shocked! (5 stars upon 5 stars) – she reply super duper slow..i can understand bcos she is oldest..hahaha
Xiaoming: wow..sound so serious.trying to scare me eh..
Me: I m really serious..can u accept me?
Xiaoming: Accept u as a fren? Yes. Of cuz..u alr are. =)
Me: Nope more den dat
Xiaoming: tao yan…say u miss me huh.i know la.
Me: yea I miss u everyday..but..hais nehmind abt it
Xiaoming: Oui. Why u sound so different today? (HAHAHAHA she has fallen into my trap!! =D )
Me: hais..i dunno whether u get wad I mean a not..den nvm abt it le ba..dun disturb u to work le (LOL! I m acting EMO!)
Xiaoming: I dun get it...Why u sound so sad?
Me: Cos I dun wanna scare u..but u dun get it den nvm abt it..treat it as I din mention anything b4 ba
Xiaoming: jus say ma.
Me: this took me a lot of courage to tell u dat I feel dat I m treatin u more den jus a fren..i wish u to b by my side everytime..i think u know wad I mean le ba(took me so long of wad I shld say sia..LOL I got the urge to put HAHAHA behind but cannot..LOL at the same time I m wondering dat she is playin wif me too..hahaha cos she wun fall to this kind of trick so easily de..she is old wif LOTS OF EXPERIENCES! LOLOLOL)
Xiaoming: Haha. U dumb dumb. Dun think I dunno its april fool day..! haha. (I m clever..i guessed dat correctly but I still wanna continue to play..HAHAHA)
Me: yea I know but I m really serious abt this (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I think dis really scares her out..HAHAHA)
XIaoming: Come on carol . Stop joking…..(HAHAHA really scares her..continue my plan..hahaha dats soooo fun! =D )
Me: Really I m serious
Xiaoming: u dun sound u are…and u choose e wrong day my dear…haha. Den wat u want me to do if u are so really serious eh? (HAHAHA really serious eh..say until like I m always not serious one)
Me: I m serious my dear..i also dunno wad u can do..jus wanna tell u how I feel =( (LOL I feel like laughing out)
Xiaoming: okay…I know now..den wat u want me to do eh?
Me: I also dunno (I dunno wad to reply and I m havin my lunch..LOL evil)
p.s: she din reply me but bcos I m too bored..i msg her again after super long time
Me: how?
Xiaoming: How..Wat u want me to do. I ANYTHING (HAHAHA she knw I m talking nonsense..STILL BOLD HER WORDS LEHS..LOL scare me sia)
Me: How come u become so fierce..cool down cool down
Xiaoming: haha..no la. Not fierce..jus doin wat u want me to do ma…(she always have typo error in her msg de )
Me: phew..hmm wad shld I do? I m confused too..wad can u suggest to give me some suggestions?(I m rhythm-ing the words sia..LOL I m smiling to myself while typin this..LOL if I m at home..i wld laugh out..HAHAHA)
Xiaoming: Firstly…tell me it's a joke.. Secondly im in love wid someone u know..Thirdly its vivi! =) (hais..i dis pig buddy not in her heart sia..broke my heart lehs..hahaha dats y everytime she so biased)
Me: u mean I need to lie to myself telling u dis is a joke? And impossible to b vivi (HAHAHA i feel dat I m from TCS too! LOL)
Xiaoming: Haha. No la. I love vivi… (wa seh meimei ar..u c she so biased! Me and ahlin bcum invisible le)
Me: its so impossible..u wld only love vivi as a good fren..nth else rite
Xiaoming: Haha. Yah la.. I love all of u. =) (at least u said dis orelse I wld chop u into porkchop)
Me: But I dun wan to b the same as them (ROFL!!)
Xiaoming: Yes. U my pig buddy too ma. (HI PORK BUDDY)
Me: ya I know but can I have more den dat? And u off work le izit? (I knw I keep saying the same old thing cos I m tryin to act serious ma)
Xiaoming: Haven. Still working.. More den a pig? Hm… Dog? Cat? Cow? U choose lorz. (sickening one..dun act act wanna change urself to something else..i wun allow cos u r the most suitable one to b pig)
Me: Ya hors..u off work at 6pm..i m so forgetful..u know wad I mean de la..rite?i jus off work..i come and meet u at novena mrt (after I send den I suddenly rmb dat they knocked off at 6pm..LOL go meet her ar..wait long long..i was super tired and wanted to go home so much)
Xiaoming: Haha.. Come lo.. I meet my fren at 7PM at tamp. U so free huh? (evil!! )
Me: Aiyo meet so early ar..den nvm next time ba
Xiaoming: Haa. Okok. Go rest ba. Happy april fool day hoh. Bye.

P.S: 3 of them alredi knws april fool in the beginning..they r jus entertaining me and love being TCS ACTRESSES..hahaha and my pig buddy is super evil..LOL but if not evil also cant b my pig buddy..and rmb SHE IS THE PIG AND I M THE BUDDY!! LOLOLOLOLOL she knws dat too and she loves being a PIG! I KNEW DAT!

Super funny la..i keep smiling to my hp screen..cos I cant laugh it out..ppl wld tot dat I m crazy but its really funny la..sorry my dears for cracking such a joke but its april fool day ma..need to hav some fun during dis day..i cracked my head to think of this lehs..hahaha I think when I m older and I c dis post..i wld still b laughin like crazy AGAIN..LOLOLOLOL hahaha so come and claim hugs from me if u need to b consoled..i will saying u all..LOLOLOLOL sorry abt it but I still love u all..pig buddy wld still b pig buddy..mei mei wld still b mei mei..ah lin will still b ah lin..so dun b misunderstood..hahaha

Oh ya today walked to my workplace..wa she 20mins walk..i m sweating like madd..bo bian =( treat it as a healthy walk everyday ba..i dun wanna waste $1 each trip and I can wake up at a later time for work if I walk also..hahaha and ytd not enough slp cos I feel dizzy today =(

And yea ytd went to meet charlotte to go to mind’s cafe to play those games..not bad la but it wld b better if u go wif a whole gang dat u knw veh well..cos I dunno 2 of her frens and to me its difficult to knw ppl in such a short time but at least knw 2 more person ba..1 is Sharon the other is jing lin

Shared a meal combo wif charlotte..played the vege game..dats funny bcos there r onli cauliflower, pepper, lettuce and tomato but I keep sayin cabbage..LOL and charlotte lehs..keep saying apple..den everyone tio her virus..HAHAHA funny

And the samurai game is fun too cos u need some strategic skills and some mind thinking..hahaha den met ahlin to go back home and also tgt wif charlotte..2 weilings r tgt wif me at the same time..funny..LOL sorry for ahlin to keep on waiting for me and also thanks too..den reached home super late..11plus..den turned to bed at 12.30am cos my mama keep on talking to me..hahaha den acc her to chat lo..super tired sia

The april fool ‘joke’ dat YL told me is super lousy..hahaha I really forgot dat today is april fool day cos I m really dizzy without enough slp..and so nan de he wld msg me in the morning..something mus went wrong..LOL

Super lousy la he..he told me dat he is in company le den after dat told me our company shut down today and he went to level 2 to wait there..duh~ lousy! If really shut down..168kw wld shut down first..and stella wld inform us de lor..so lousy!! I msg him when I was jus outside my dept dat he needs to giv me 50bucks if he is in the office..LOL I think he was shocked to c me pop out so fast..hahaha

And u knw wad..he wanna trick me again..he told me dat PQ and Phyllis din come to work today..but when I stepped into the office..i saw him bz chatting in the conversation..and close the conversation window immediately..when I sat down den he told me dat they r not in..den I ask him who r u chattin wif jus now if they wasn't here..den the conversation window POPS OUT AGAIN!! LOLOLOLOLOL LOUSY LA U!! wanna tricked me for 2 times also cannot..MISSION FAILED!! HAHAHAHAHA bcos he tricked me den I tot of an idea to trick my dears too..and thanks ya..i was entertained for the whole day..hahaha

Den today PQ and YL wore green, Phyllis and me wore grey..LOLOLOLOL super coincidence lor..i din realized until Phyllis mentioned..hahaha

And I tot my supervisor wun b comin today but she pop up out of no where..scare me sia..hahaha

Take a nap in office cos I m super tired..slp also mus hav skills one ok?hahaha den did nth much also except tricking the 3 of them..watched a bit of alien vs monster and doraemon..YAWNS..i m waiting to go back home

2/4 Thursday

Gd lehs..today sup din come again..i think she went for training ba..hahaha if she got come..she wun come and talk to me also..but if she is here..i wld feel dat wad if she keeps spying me of wad I m doin..den how?LOL but at least I m slackin

Jus now I was takin a short nap..den claus dunno pop out from where..he was super near lor..cos he was at Catherine desk..den Catherine is jus sittin the desk nearby me..heng ar..i din watch video and I m actin dat I m reading the book plus see my comp..LOL heng heng sia

Den after lunch time played the sneezies game wif PQ..dat game is fun..hahaha I shall tell those ppl wif ipod and itouch to dl..den when I saw them..they can lend me to play..LOL

Finally finished 1 episode of shi wan ge wei she me..hahaha after u watched..u will find dat yuan lai ru ci..but how come their characters keep on havin stomach pain de..super lots of times le..LOL den the wu la professor looks soooo funny wif his botak head..HAHAHA I rmbered dat time I got the whole series but I din go and c wad r they explaining abt..i jus feel the characters r cute nia..dats y I watched..HAHAHA I like the pig..sooooooo cute..different from my pig buddy cos I onli knw she is old but for cute ar..EHHHHHH HMMMMMM let me think…LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

tmr den i post wad i done today and tmr tgt =D

♥ 11:24 PM

Saturday, March 28, 2009

26/3 thursday
I think I had decided to blog once or twice a wk bcos I m lazy to come online everyday jus to blog..jus agar summarize everything lo dat everybody wish to c me doin dat..hahaha dun miss the compos hors..LOL

Sometimes I feel blog isn’t a veh gd thing cos ur frens wld knw come and view ur blog without really coming in contact wif u..its not really veh gd but bo bian but I wld still blog but not dat often le cos not free to do so also

Ytd my $250 jus gone like dat =( super sad..cos I told my mama to help me buy the number dat I dreamt of..super nan de dat I wld rmb lehs.i heard the radio and the number is exactly the same! but all the numbers r there but 1 of them is not in sequence =( I shld hav told her to buy i-bet =( money fly away jus like dat

Den Phyllis and PQ got more salary den us =( cos we came back for the first day..rmb? den $30 jus fly away also..and they dun need to come for 1 whole wk lor..in the end their pay still more den us =(

Den sup gave me something to do..totally dunno how to do sia..she gave me a dunno wad programme and wanna me to change to the labview..duh~ both programmes I also din c b4 lor..how m I goin to do..mayb I shall use the 2 mths to do hors..slowly do la..she din say deadline also..so hack care la..own time own target

And made me super emo ytd la =(

But dats over..bo bian =( got to get over wif it..actually get over le la..jus say for fun nia..tmr got to meet my dears =D

Today did nth much..do some of the interface thingy den chatted wif stella..hahaha and shared umbrella wif XR and YL..squeezed 3 person sia..win le hors..hahaha heng ar its near..dats all =D

27/3 friday
Hahaha watched stella video and animation for her wedding today..hahaha she knew dat I got learn flash and she and Catherine was like..go and learn this one next time la..freelance veh gd to earn money..LOL den Catherine say next time giv her my contact number den she could contact me..LOL haven learn den I got business come in le..HAHAHA funny la

den work went to meet up wif my dears..we r goin to meet at clarke quay..as usual i m the first to reach again..reached super early..i think i reached b4 6pm..waited for ahlin to come first and she din bring her hp out!! saw her wif her 3 other collegues..hahaha can see dat they r super hyper ppl..hahaha den while waiting for xiaoming to come..saw another ahlin fren again..a different one..dat was 1 of her best fren..and for less den 20mins time..i saw 4 of her frens..scary..hahaha

xiaoming was super slow..made me waited for so long sia..my legs r rotting after standin at least 40mins =( her lousy airpork is so slow..disappointed..LOL! den saw the 2 of them den went to central to walk walk first..bought some sweets, drink and jelly back..cos meimei haven reach lehs..dat one is slowest one..bo bian..hahaha

den walked to liang court to hav dinner at tampopo..its a jap restaurant..den while waiting for the queue to move..went to shop ard again..meimei bought her mag den ahlin din buy her hello kitty lehs..so nan de sia..den went to the supermarket..saw a handsome jap guy..all of us feel dat he is handsome lehs..so means dat he is realli yandao..HAHAHA and he acc his mama to buy a trolley of things sia..LOL onli saw side view onli sia =( HAHAHAHAHA

den went back to the restaurant..ate ramen..hmm not bad..thanks for ahlin de treat!! who call u to get such a gd result for this sem ar..LOL jkjk den after dinner..passed by those pubs and clubs..we were psycho-ing meimei to go wif us 1 day..and u knw wad she say? she say when she is 21 yrs old den she go..by dat time xiaoming is super old le lor! LOLOLOLOL she wld b bz findin a bf and dun care abt us le ba..hahaha

den walked pass the bungee seats thingy also..we can feel the nervousness standing near..HAHAHA cos we din knw when wld they shoot up to the sky..i told xiaoming to scare meimei when the moment it shoot up..in the end when xiaoming tap my shoulders and scare meimei tgt..I MISSED THE SHOOTING UP! -_______- hahaha i knw dat u all dun understand wad i m talking..so nehmind..at least the 4 of us shld knw wad i m talkin ba..hahaha

after dat walked to the opp of the bungee seats thingy and cam-whored there..the pic dat i took wif xiaoming is super funny! SHE WAS SUPER EVIL! u will knw wad i m sayin if u saw the pic..but if she is not evil..she is not my pig buddy le

i gave free hugs but nobody wans =(

we wld b meetin out on either next next thurs or good fri or either both..cos class gatherin is on 1 of these 2 days! =D

28/3 sat
watched doraemon in the morning which i din watch for a super long time..hahaha cos ytd while we were at the supermarket..there were doraemon video for the kids to c..den saw dis jap kid was watchin and singing the theme song..his voice was realli super low..hahaha xiaoming said dat mayb foreigners break voice earlier..HAHAHA or mayb they wld break again while they r in teenagers..LOL we were jus crapping and ahlin still say he dun look like local..3 of us were like -_______- so ming xian dat he is not a local but a japanese..hahaha

and so..
i wanna change blogskin but theres a few i want! alamak..wondering which to choose..HMM
i think i will change after the counter hit 3000..hahaha

29/3 sun
will b goin to dunno where wif jeanette to c the dunno wad things of beijing..LOL dun blame me dat i everything also dunno..cos i was called to go veh last min at night..so after i went den i knw..so ah bye! happy weekends!

my headache is acting up again =(

♥ 4:20 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Wad a tired day again..ytd sup told me dat she is goin to giv me assignment..den jus now she told me dat they r bz and yeying din come today for work..so postpone to tmr..hahaha SLACK! She still ask me whether I can surf net a not..i say cannot..hahaha den she say: den u do wadever u wan ba..hahaha woo~

But now I feel like sleepin onli lehs..hahaha cos I jus came back from lunch not long ago..and ate a bread plus a cup of milo..finally I m full but I feel sleepy..hahaha I wanna watch movie lehs..HMM

Actually ytd I shld meet mikee at 7pm but den I forgot abt it until she msg me at 6.55pm..i was enjoying my desert after my dinner..super shocked sia..walked super fast to cp..i mentioned to her abt it and she was laughing..hahaha btw thanks mikee again..btw I still set reminder in the morning to remind myself lor..mus b dat stupid headache caused the prob! I m still in pain b4 I slp..super pain sia..u can count how long did I tolerate wif dat qian bian headache

Yawn I m bored now..but its PAY DAY today! Woo~ gotta check my acct later..HAHAHA dats my motivation! =D

And I watched transformer today =D but watched till behind I m dozing off cos I m super tired sia..HAHAHA and I m waiting to go home! =D

♥ 10:27 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009

1 more hr to go b4 goin home..FINALLY!

My head is super pain now and I m currently in company..super sians..actually I was needed to go thru wad the supervisor had taught me jus now but my head is super pain..all I wanted to do is jus to rest!

Slept at ard 12 ytd..wa she almost sleepin for 18hrs ytd! Scary la! But all my brain cells r dead after coming here =( somemore made my head super pain =(

My supervisor taught me alien things for ard an hr..wa she gd huh..den she said tmr she goin to giv me assignment to do =( actually is today de but I say I need to digest those stuffs..in the end I din look at it le..hahaha

Cos jus now Phyllis intro us to Mike who is the hyper person dat she keeps mentioning but he doesn’t look hyper lehs..hahaha many diff ppl diff thinkings..wa seh he taught super lots of things also..also almost an hr..gd huh..everything jus bombarded to me at 1 go lehs..how m I goin to store it in my tiny little brain? Somemore I got serious stm lehs..dats y I m having SERIOUS HEADACHE NOW! OUCH! My tiny little brain is such a poor thing..sayang her when I reach home =) mus let her to rest more..she had exceeded her overload today..poor little thing =(

But finally now I knw wad my company is doin now after 2 wks..LOL this company is doin for automobiles and communication..at least I rmbered something =) gd job little brain! Ok dats all for everything..she needs to rest and waiting for the time to go back home! =D

And dun keep complaining abt the compo dat I typed! HAHAHA cos the most dun read onli ma..RIGHT? ok la I dun b so evil..i put SMALLER font next time to prevent u all from reading =D

oh ya..i rmbered the dream where i saw S.H.E! hahaha i dunno y my kor and a writer was there..there were like demons there..den we were chasing them to kill them..and i rmbered we chase the demons to a big big house..was it a bungalow or terrace?i dun rmb..i onli knw dat it was big..den we combined all our energies and formed to a super big one and hit those demons..so the cartoon dat i had seen when i was young..HAHAHA and of cos they r dead..bcos we used all our energy..we r dread..we could onli stay there to wait for ppl to come..i rmbered i played a game wif ella..hahaha den the others was sitting by the side..seein wad we r doin..finally our parents came! ok actually i typed a lot at behind but i deleted away..i knw nobody wld understand wad i m sayin but nehmind..ITS MY DREAM! i rmb can le cos its wif my S.H.E! nice dream! =D

Dats all..Ah bye!

♥ 10:04 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

i think i m in hibernation mode today..HAHAHA

jus now after chatting wif pris and xiaohao till ard 5pm..i went to slp again

i was shocked when i opened my eyes..it was already 8pm! slp until muscle ache sia..i m afraid i couldn't slp later but i think there is no worries for it bcos my eyes r feelin tired AGAIN!

called my kor jus now to ask him whether he got tio 4D a not..WA SEH 1st prize lehs! but not in correct order..but he placed i-bet..hahaha heard dat won $80plus and not $4000..a bit sians la but at least won lehs! shld tell him to giv me $2 to let me drink kopi..hahaha when is my luck coming? i m still waiting~

i m thinking for the attachment pay dat i m goin to earn..i shld use it for my bed OR my driving license fee OR my sch fees lehs? HMM the money isnt enough at all for anything..SIANS

i think my bed is calling me again to turn in to bed early..nights everyone! =D

MONDAY BLUES~ and i better do something for my work tmr orelse it wld realli affect badly for my grades =( cos i had been slacking for 2 wks..JIA YOU BA! electronics is bad..wad a G programming =(

ACTUALLY i wanna slp le but i came here to update again! HAHAHA cos jus now after finish blogging..i planned to offline and slp de but den..

YY said Hi to me..less den 5 secs time another window pop out..its meimei! she said hey to me..both of them is like keep hi hi hi to me and hey hey hey to me for NOTHING lehs! SO COINCIDENCE LOR! FATED lehs..NAN DAO?? hahaha if got chance can intro to them lehs..HAHAHA

and yea i wanna slp le..FINALLY nights! =D

♥ 10:20 PM

i m still feelin tired after slpin from 1.30am to 3pm..HAHAHA i m gonna b a pig soon..i spent half of my lovely sunday in slpin lehs..dat was yrs dat i din slp for so long =D

kept on dreaming different dreams but but but

i rmbered dat i dreamt of my dears..LOL i think i saw xiaoming kissing meimei de face AGAIN..LOL

ate super lots of things when i wake up..i knw i cant stuff myself wif lots of food..cos i wld feel realli sleepy..dats the end

my bed is staring at me =D

♥ 4:31 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

today is a lucky day..went to AMK to have breakfast..super lots of cars there..tot we wld b so lucky to get a carpark lot there when we reached there but there was a car waiting there =( but we r realli so lucky dat there was a car beside us is coming out! =D

den there was this guy standing beside our car..he was trying to call my papa..i was totally blurred..yuan lai he wanna giv my papa the $1 coupon to use..so kind of him! =D told my mama dat today is a lucky day! hahaha got a carpark lot so easily and ppl give us the coupon! =D saw his car plate and told my mama to buy and won $75! although its not a lot but AT LEAST, RIGHT?! =D

lady luck is coming to our side lo! FINALLY! =D AND SAW RAINBOW OUTSIDE MY WINDOW AGAIN!! WOO~ realli lucky day! YEA! =D

oh ya ytd went to eat our lunch at swensen..a total of 13 ppl..woo dats a lot..took boss car there..and i was the onli girl on the car -____- tgt wif YL, cai peng and lifeng..boss de driving skills r scary..scarier den my kor de driving..i kept grabbing the seat to balance myself..HAHAHA phew~ others took cab

reached there..we seated at the corner..YL sense something is wrong..bcos we r the lead of the day but we seated at the corner..hahaha actually we were sayin dat my supervisor (samantha) was sitting right infront of boss..looks scary..in the end they saw we were at the corner..and told us to go to sit in the middle..in the end..YL sat infront of boss! HAHAHA sorry to let u sit there..cos u all still can hav guy's chat..boss wld b sianned to chat wif me ba..HAHAHA

yuan lai he is german..came to sg for 7-8 yrs le..meimei wld tell me to get close to him..see whether he got son a not..den can know them rite? HAHAHA boss lehs! u tot i m so daring to keep talking to him ar..and my ang moh is super lousy..dun tell me to hav an angmoh bf..i cant communicate! LOL ohh meimei ar..u can use ur german worr! gd chance huh..HAHAHA

den both of us ate fish & chips..actually i wanna choose others de..but u knw la..they eat super fast..boss ate ribeye steak..i wanna eat dat too but but but it wun let my stomach full =( unless he let me order another set and wait for me to eat..but its not possible right?

actually the fish&chips wasnt full either..i think my stomach can contain more and more things nowadays..dats the bad thing if u r working..keep on eating =( there was a surprise cake for lifeng! we din knw dat was his bday..he face looked super shocked! LOL ate icecream cake again..2 icecream cakes in a wk sia..i think dat was black forest..not bad..ate dat cake and drank lots of water..finally i was full =D

went back to office and feel like sleeping again..dragged the time to ask my supervisor some questions but she looked super bz..in the end lehs..she went for meeting..alamak got to wait for mon den ask ba..and i dragged for super long le..cham but dun care la..i dunno electronics wad..need more time to understand..LOL! EXCUSES! actually its the truth wad =D

i can sense dat we had already drifted apart..i think there is no way back..i regretted of wad i was thinking dat time and knew dat i was wrong after dat but its already too late =( hope that i can have the ability not to let this happen again =) but still..thanks fren =)

♥ 9:01 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

oh ya ytd went to super far to eat lunch..went to eat my bah chor mee..LOL but not bad la..quite nice..den the both of them ate macaroni and porridge..HMM made me sweat until i buey tahan..ITS REALLI VEH WARM!!

den went back home to celebrate my papa bday..went to cp AGAIN jus to collect the cake..my kor is so dependent on ME..LOL jk la..collect cake i also need to tag along =( and u knw wad? i ate bar chor mee again.. -_____- cos my papa wanna go there to eat..den ok lo..EAT AGAIN..but its quite different la..hahaha after dat went to ikea..c c awhile onli..i wanna go there again..cos i love to c the way they put their furnitures! =D so who wanna go? HAHAHA

den came home to blow candles and take pictures time! borrowed the polaroid camera from jeanette de fren..thanks jeanette for helpin me to borrow..den took quite a number of pics! =D and ate ice cream cake!! WOO~ DATS NICE MAN!!

super tired for the whole day sia..but on the phone till 12am =( totally not enough slp sia

den reached office the FIRST again! there is this ang moh lady..i think is also from our dept..sit quite close to us also..i forgot her name..LOL came to chat wif us..she's friendly but her ang moh is chim de lor..I M STRAINING MY EAR TO LISTEN..LOL i tot strain is for eyes nia?? HMM anything la hors..after dat sians den slack slack slack..email email email..chat chat chat..waiting for my supervisor to reach company

FINALLY she came at 10am..hahaha den slack awhile den clarify my doubts..i feel like i m attending a ONE-TO-ONE tuition sia! cos i totally dunno wad the whole thing means den she slowly explain to me..HAHAHA after dat i told her i slowly recap wad she taught but after she left..i was slacking again cos its goin to b LUNCH TIME!! =D

went to blk 10 again..the auntie biased one..YL and I ate mixed vege rice..his one SUPER BIG PLATE LOR..MINE LEHS? SUPER TINY AMT OF RICE LOR..cant fill up my stomach size..make me go back to company still feel hungry =(

hahaha den catherine heard dat i m hungry and offered me her chocolate love letter..den chocolate..biscuit..sweets..LOL thanks lehs!! shared the biscuit wif YL..ITS NICE DE LOR!! HAHAHA and finally i ate my wang zai xiao man tou!! HAHAHA still left some

den watched JUST FOLLOW LAW..hahaha some parts super funny la..actually watched the front part wif YL when we r waiting to go home..ITS SO SUPER TORTUROUS!! I CANT LAUGH OUT LOUD WHEN IT WAS SUPER FUNNY!! HAHAHAHA I LAUGH UNTIL I LAY ON THE TABLE AND WANNA BANG THE TABLE!! HAHAHA but office lehs..mus keep quiet..hahaha den today watched by my own..and finally watched the whole movie..hahaha not bad la =D

b4 goin back watched resident evil wif YL again..dat one ar..i dun wanna watch..later i xia dao den i go home got nightmare sia..or i cant concentrate on my work..HOW?! HAHAHA

YEA!! tmr boss goin to treat us to swensen to welcome us!! WOO~ tmr den update wad had happened ba!! i think i gonna bring my cam and order fish and chip for myself ba..LOL kiasu sia..think so fast =D

♥ 10:25 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PAPA!!
AND ALSO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOHAO!!

i think i better blog tmr cos i m super tired..YAWN~
NIGHTS EVERYONE!! =D

♥ 10:35 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

today reached company super early again..cos i knw after the company bus ceased i wun b goin there so early..hahaha somemore my supervisor dun reach so early..den i go so early for wad rite..jus wanna save money and the bus stop directly infront of company lehs..confirm take company bus rite..hahaha

received the sch sms while waiting for bus..den checked results using stella's comp(secretary..HAHAHA)..hmm not bad la..quite satisfied..at least got improvements..i tot i CAN CONFIRM dat my gpa will drop..cos for exams i m SUPER slack cos i can swear dat I really jus couldnt get the mood to study at all..hope it wun happen again cos u wld feel damn uneasy when u din realli study or ur mind is blank de..i hate dat feeling..so hope dat it wun come back..hahaha yea! my dears all got improvement but meimei haven checked her results so i dunno abt it..hahaha hope she improves too!

ah lin is treating the 3 of us! woo! cos i bet wif her if her gpa increase or maintain..she wld treat us lo! hahaha u c i help u all get free dinner lehs..somemore at dempsey lor! how r u all goin to thank me huh? LOL

and xiaoyip is goin to treat me for the next K session too! HAHAHA happy sia! Heng ar I need to treat him a meal in hawker centre onli..LOL veh big difference rite but bo bian..K session is he say de..HAHAHA

den jus now went to eat wif YL onli cos XR say she is bz wif her things..den YY wanna eat at canteen..tot XR not coming orelse we wld wait for her de..went to blk 10 cos din go there b4..i ate SUPER slow la..bo bian lehs..my teeth gum got prob again..SIAN dunno whether izit growing new tooth lehs..so I wun b able to chew so fast..paiseh!

b4 walking back went to buy some kueh..WA LAU EH! Tio TOK sia! SUPER DUPER EX! DAT AUNTIE KEEP ACTING GONG! Dun worry I wun buy anything from u next time..SIAN but heng ar..today mood not bad

lets continue wif ytd..HAHAHA saw YL at downstair b4 goin to company..den in the end we r the 1st 2 to reach there! -__________- really too early le lor..SIAN

den had lunch wif YL, YY and XR..hahaha XR dun wanna sit opp YY cos she said she wanna c my face..HAHAHA den YY keep sayin abt dis thing -________- DUH~ mus b jealous XR dun wanna c ur face rite?YY is a super big eater..choose 5 dishes for 1 plate of mixed vege rice..xia si ren..he is those kind dat no matter how he eat also wun fat de..win le hors

after dat while waiting for the company bus to go back..saw YY again..den chatted wif him on bus..wa she REN BU KE MAO XIANG! U knw wad? He is a 4 pointer scorer..i mean for GPA..WIN LE HORS! I was super shocked when I heard dat from YL..YL also win le lor..he gets 3.9 and above for every sem lehs!! ONE MOUNTAIN IS HIGHER DEN ONE MOUNTAIN(yi shan bi yi shan gao)

made me feeling so guilty cos I keep slacking..esp for the lessons behind..i din listen to wad teacher said and keep on talking or doin my own stuffs..but heng heng la din affect..PHEW~ wad I can say is jus tyco..REALLI..I CAN SOMPA!

those who r closer to me knw wad had happened..cos i realli dun hav much mood to study also and keep on worrying here and there..realli thanks for being wif me..i wld rmb the help dat i get from each of u..THANKS! =D

reached home heard a good news! yea! hope everything wld get fine after the final confirmation! so lets continue to jia you ba!=D

after dat went out to meet Mikee to settle some stuffs..thanks Mikee too! =D greatly appreciated! and i saw a levi's top..i dunno whether izit levi's signature..looks nice lehs..my mama also say not bad..i tot got discount lehs..in the end dun hav..quite ex lor..no choice..SEE NO EVIL! dun buy =( save money is more impt! =D

At night still got to meet jeanette to get the camera from her..hahaha den return her the dramas also..ai yo better come back quickly to rest cos I m really tired..SLEEPY SIA

Blogged from company..i jus copy and paste nia =D

♥ 7:07 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

still haven book for BTT..sianned! there is no sat or sun slot..how am i goin to go there to take my test..i can confirm dat i cant rush back..so when can i take my license? HMM let me get it b4 my 21st bday and i wld realli b super duper happy! so dat i can tour ard! woo~

jus now acc mama to temple and saw ppl who r less fortunate there..hmm sad for seeing dis scene..there is this lady which some movement problem for her..it looks serious..she needs to use a walking stick to support her body..she got a young daughter too..ard 5 or 6 years old onli..luckily her physical capabilities is alright..i tot she was too young to understand anything but its not..she offered to help her aunt (her aunt also have movement problems but she din use a walking stick)by initiating to hold her hand..how sweet it is =) i felt realli touched for dat moment..at least she got a filial daughter to b support wif =)

ohh ya ytd i m the big chef again..but it is at home..hahaha cos i mentioned abt dat time cooking spaghetti/pasta at xiaoming hse..she wanted to hav a taste of it too so bought some ingredients from cold storage and came back to cook lo..i realli looked like big chef and giving instructions to her..LOL but i also got help la..hahaha those frozen meatballs from NTUC was also thrown in..HAHAHA i ate dis kind of S/P dis time..but it taste nice! i cant differentiate spaghetti or pasta..so sui bian la hors..can eat can le..and i felt dat mine is nicer from wad xiaoming cooked! =D big chef jiu shi big chef..bo bian! LOL and i ate 3 times of S/P within 1 wk! i m turning to bcum ang moh too but is an ang moh which had bad spoken english! HAHAHAHAHA

oh ya the xiao xiao family! (is xiao xiao not siao siao! HAHAHAHA)
lets start wif the girls first..of cos its from the oldest one first..LOL
minglee: xiaoming
carol: xiaorol
weilin: xiaowei/xiaolin (dunno which one to choose lehs..both also ok..let weilin choose herself ba)
vivien: xiaovien

i dunno abt the guys bday except cheehou, yippy and hongrui de..so anyhow la
cheehou: xiaohao
hongrui: xiaohong (LOLOLOLOL little red riding hood)
yipchun: xiaoyip
chunkeat: xiaokeat
thomas: xiaopang

and i heard ppl complaining abt my blog..looks like compo rite or soooo wordy? LOL dats my style ok?! i m veh gu yi one lehs..who call u all to read ar..HAHAHA super evil! =D somemore i din post any photos le! HAHAHA all can b found on facebook cos blogger is super slow in blogging photos! =D

SIANNED! TMR IS MONDAY AGAIN! MONDAY BLUES~

♥ 1:41 PM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

HAHAHA my super single bed is here! Woo~ damn comfortable..but it is super duper tall..it occupied too much space of my room..i cant even walk towards my table..i got to step on my bed or roll over my bed to reach my table..LOL my dears wld knw if they come to my hse 1 day..hahaha

wave goodbye to my bedbrame which accompanied me since i was realli super young..at least 15 or 16 yrs..it wld b in my memories de..sayonara~ =(

i din woke up dat early today but i saw my mama was preparing to go cp and i offered to acc her =D jus woke up onli lehs den brush up super fast and went out lo..buy quite a few things..its heavy de..at least i was there to help her carry..heng ar =)

after dat went to hav lunch wif my mama and kor kor at amk..chit chatted a while..and feel dat i cant complain the work stuffs to him cos he wld definately use HIS compared wif MINE..hahaha in the end i wld lose talking to him..hahaha better chat something else wif him next time..hahaha later goin to cp again to buy cake! =D

my pocket's hole is getting bigger and bigger..for less than 2 wks..i had alredi withdraw $100..den $60 for transport..later $40 for the cake and $115 each month for my bed =( super duper poor..ya hors! i haven even include my meals during work! wa seh big big hole sia! so my dears ar..dun tell me to keep on treating u all la..u think i print money de mehs?

u c $600 minus $115 for bed left $485 den makan and transport dunno how much..HMM i need to save..i wld confirm dat i wld treat a super big big meal to u all during my 21st birthday if i din open any chalets or wad..LOL but need to wait la hors..HAHAHA so i m saving now for my 21st birthday? HMM dats a bit too long..LOL i m not even 20s yet! and i wld treat those who r closer to me too! no worries! i got to save lots of money to treat u all! so dun tell me to treat u now..hahaha and i m getting my pay on the 24th! =D

ytd WALKED to my company from potong pasir which was damn far! i was sweating like crazy when i reached company..hahaha den slowly on my comp and eat my breakfast b4 chatting in company's msn..hahaha saw LOTS of email which is sent by YL and some by my dears =D slowly chatting for the whole day but i got continue wif my LABVIEW programme thingy! =D do until my back damn suan and told ah lin abt it..in the end i forgot to tell her to massage for me when i saw her..cos i dun feel suan and sleepy when i saw them! they r my medicine! LOL FUNNY!

keep yawning on the train while i m on my way to meet my dears..yawn until i realli teared on the train lor..continuous de lehs..buey tahan sia..reached the earliest den waited for them and read my newspaper..ipod shuffle released a damn small shuffle! smaller den an AA battery which is less than 5 cm lor! control of the songs is by the earpiece! DAMN COOL LA! but for me i wld confirm lose it de..i m super careless person

and finally knw my thumbdrive is wif xiaoming..LOL i dropped it at her hse cos i went to her bed to rest dat day..hahaha she ask so many ppl ard but din ask me -_____- i tot i lost it or it was in the washing machine le and i alredi gave up looking for it..but heng ar! save money to buy new thumbdrive cos i told YL to help me take a look of thumbdrive at the ITshow cos he is goin there to buy thumbdrive also..HENG AR! btw thanks YL! =D

den finally waited for so long..ah lin came but i m on the phone wif xiaoming cos she dunno how to walk to meet me -____- LOUSY! LOL den ah lin hugged me so suddenly and i felt dat she is realli TALL..LOL my neck almost spoilt while hugging..HAHAHA ah lin hugged xiaoming too when she saw her..HAHAHA i din hug bcos i m still in the shocked of the TALLness and the sudden hug..HAHAHA next tme ba

contacted for meimei for damn long and she din pick up any calls or sms..after xiaoming called so many times..she din ans..i called 1 and ONLY time nia..she picked up! dats y she is my tweenie and meimei! LOL den dat qian bian xiaoming told us dat the restaurant plus pub de timbre is veh near onli..its like walked damn far lor..its near SMU and fort canning there (i keep saying mount faber..LOL i also dunno y)

went there to wait for meimei to come..she took cab here..HAHAHA and cherie came too..hahaha den ordered food..i order hot sausage pasta den meimei & ah lin ordered fish & chip..cherie and xiaoming i dunno wad they ordered..hahaha looks creamy de..i din ask them also..den they ordered pizza too but i din eat cos i dun realli like cheese..i m eating damn slow..HAHAHA bo bian dats my style..cos it was quite salty and spicy..so slowly eat lor and hear their complaints while eating and those things dat happened recently

den ordered apple martini for me..chocolate martini for ah lin..capolitian (dunno how to spell la..AI YO) for meimei..den xiaoming dunno wad lychee wine de..something like dat la..cherie din ordered..den i feel mine taste the best! LOL

played the fist game again..HAHAHA damn funny..we were having a lot fun! and ah lin spilled my apple martini! =( $2 jus gone like dat cos dat glass is like $10..a little bit nia den she spilled quite a lot =( forfeit is to drink their drinks or eat the leftover pizza..hahaha in the end we mix the drinks tgt..hahaha taste ok la..i rmb got 1 round..dunno which person pour so much..is like the amount is double or triple of the normal rounds..hahaha den in the end is i drink! HAHAHA

actually we were waiting for the live band de starting at 10pm but we waited until 10.30 or 10.45 they still haven come lor -____- and xiaoming plus meimei is rushing back so bo bian..next time if got chance den go ba..or go somewhere else..hahaha so early go back sia..and din drink enough..ah lin alredi buey tahan when she is on the cab..she say she feel veh giddy..hahaha shld train her next time! =D

i still miss them like crazy although jus met them ytd..felt dat we gather a while nia..not enough at all..xiaoming suggest we shld meet up every wk! HAHAHA i dun mind at all! =D i miss everyone like crazy..i shall hug everyone next time! and i hug meimei b4 she alight the cab..HAHAHA i m the 1st to hug her! LOL cos she damn scared of the 2 of them..LOL cos they keep kissing her..HAHAHA but i kissed her ytd too! 1st time! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA she is siam-ing xiaoming and din knw i wld attempt to kiss her..HAHAHAHAHA SUPER FUNNY LA! realli had fun! =D MEET REAL SOON OK?!

CAUTION! BIG NEWS! (news provided by phyllis) now den i knw MR SON WEI MENG GOT GF!! LOL shocked to knw dat..i tot he dun hav gf lehs..HAHAHA somemore is phyllis maths lecturer..HAHAHA woo~

♥ 3:59 PM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

meimei asked me ytd wad is 168KW - it is the 168 Kallang Way which is the older building
APHQ is - Asia Pacific Head Quarter which is the newer building (u can c dat it looked like a ship near the expressway)

YL- Yew Loong
XR - XueRu
YY - Yang Yee

today reached company too early le la..cos i was trying to take the company bus from potong pasir..reached company at 8.20 lor..the most onli 2 ppl there nia -____- tmr i shall go at a later time..i shall try to walk there tmr ba! or wake up early to take company bus lehs? HMM i shall consider abt that..hahaha

den eat at my desk there..den got the cleaner auntie came to clean table..hahaha there de auntie veh gd de lehs..will say gd morning to u one..hahaha last time work at RC hotel de they treat u like invisible..den so nan de..i tried talking to her cos i feel dat she is friendly..chatted a while..i can c dat she loves chatting too..LOL yea made frens wif auntie! =D

she also jus came the company 4 mths nia..newbie too! =D and lunch time i saw her too! said HI to her! =D

after dat YL came to the desk which is near to me cos they told him dat the computer can log in le..but actually its not..so he tried to figure out..and luckily and finally can log in le..so when he was trying to go into his email..ERROR AGAIN! SIAN!

den both of us figured out damn long..nobody wld care abt us de..and finally i solved the prob! tyco! LOL and i m damn happy cos i wasted a lot of time..HAHAHA by dat time is alredi 10 plus lo..in the beginning listening to MP3..abit sians den switched to FM..HAHAHA but the connection there isnt veh gd..and my supervisor popped out of no where while i was listening! quickly pulled the ear piece lor..i think she knw dat i m listening..LOL dun care la..she din say anything also

she came to help me to do the administrator rights thingy..hahaha finally OK le =D den slacked and email until lunch time..hahaha met the other 4 for lunch..went to damn far de place which is called kallang bahru to eat..the weather is super duper HOT! i feel dat i m raining..after eating went to buy sweets and titbits back! WOO~ dats my best companion when i m sian..i feel dat i gonna b fat after my attachment..eat le den come back and sit down lehs..somemore keep eating sweets!

actually i m bloated wif dat plate of mixed vegetable rice..damn full la..but after walking back..i feel dat 1/4 of the food is digested..u can imagine how far it is..and having a sorching sun above our heads!

went for lunch for 1hr30mins..nobody said anything also..HAHAHA afternoon was super duper slack la! i cant use internet but intranet onli and the company dun allow us to use ebuddy those stuffs..tio banned for everything..but the company got this thing call the microsoft communicator..damn gd lor..its like msn but onli for the company..HAHAHA both buildings de also can b connected

i was damn bz for the whole afternoon chatting wif ppl and emailing..LOL chatted wif yewloong although he is jus veh near me (can say dat he is jus behind me..i can jus roll my chairs to find him)..phyllis which is is at 168KW..xueru & yangyee but they were damn bz..den pieng quan(which is also lucus dat i know his new name today nia) he dunno went to where so din chat wif him and also chatted wif stella (the secretary of claus [the boss] )

while i was bz chatting..i went to make some milo (i brought it myself) for myself..hahaha the ye ying came to talk to me..she say she wanna go to potong pasir mrt today also..so she wld b joining me..hahaha after dat stella came too..LOL she came chatting wif me..hahaha she looked veh cute and i din knw she is 28! i tot she was those 23 or 24 nia..somemore she is MARRIED! i cant believe lor..she worked there for 2 mths nia..hahaha she is a veh friendly person..hahaha and she is damn gd..cos she c us like veh boring..den she sent some interesting emails to us..HAHAHA so gd lor..still got 1 shooting game lehs..LOL funny!

den the yifeng (head of engineers) helped me to install the labview..eeeeee i dun like..install equal call me to do my job..but i dun care..i continued to slack and keep on chatting..hahaha cos claus went to korea for 2 days..stella looked damn happy..she say we can listen to mp3 ma..cos nth to do also..she keeps on teaching us bad things..LOL but we r doin it b4 she told us! YL was playing his PSP lor! win le la!

den finally knocked off lor..while waiting the bus company saw YY..hahaha he wanted to take the bus too..and i spoilt my tag dat thing..i dunno wads dat called la..i feel dat i m a spoiler..HAHAHA ok tmr i will try askin the 168KW security to change for me but i dun think he will change lehs..he wld tell me to pay for it ba..LOL nvm i still got the 'string/rope' to hang ard my neck for the moment..cos dat card i need to use it to access everywhere..hahaha

chatted a lot wif the ye ying also..she is from shanghai but she is damn pro..cos she got her degree in sg..goin to get married soon..searching for flats to buy and her bf got 2 master degree lor! i was damn shocked sia..wa seh win le and she told me we need to help her to do dunno wad thing..sianned..u look at my face u think i will knw how to do mehs and i keep tellin her i learnt IT not eletronics..HAHAHA hope dat she wun assign so many those stuffs to me..hahaha

felt dat wa seh i talked to soooo many ppl today lehs! wad a bz day! LOL at least those ppl r friendly..i shld talk more to my supervisor too! HAHAHA cos supervisor wad..mus try to get close to her..actually she is quite nice but i dun dare to joke wif her lehs but i dare to joke wif stella cos she is not supervisor..hahaha i think dats the prob..hahaha

phyllis and lucus damn gd la! i mentioned previously dat they dun need to go there next wk..and i think they r still gettin the same pay lor! cos they say dat their supervisor told them dat he jus treat them as they got come..WA LAU EH! SIANNED!

hais..suey la..same company but different building nia..so much difference..HAIS den throw me to do wad electronics..HAIS not interested at all..bo bian =( but at least these ppl r quite friendly la..treat it as we wld knw each other for 3 mths onli..so mus treasure the days we r tgt -_____- if they r m dears wld b gd..but too bad its not..but i wld try my best to knw them and make my 3 mths happy! even the auntie i also can chat lor..y not them? LOL i need to think of the brighter side! yea! tmr i will try using the sweets dat i bought to make frens wif them..LOL

my dears ar..if i cant go den u all jus meet first la..realli! i wun mind at all..i knw u all miss me..HAHAHA but i miss u all too la =D

finally blogged finish lo.i shall continue eating my dinner and watch tv..den bath den watch tv and slp lo! FRIDAY IS COMING TMR! YEA! 56 more days to go! WOO~ SEEYA!

ppl out there! email me if u r free..i wld reply damn fast de! LOL cos i m bored
carol.chng@infineon.com

♥ 7:16 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

WA LAU EH WA LAU EH WA LAU EH!!!

heard from the 2 nyp-ians dat 168KW there got shut down of whole company for every month! and it last for 1 whole wk each time lor! means dat they dun need to come 1 whole week for every month! which is equal to their attachment is onli 9 WEEKS! NOT 12 WEEKS! somemore during attachment period got 2 holidays..1 is good friday..the other is labour day..they looked like having 2 months attachment onli lor! GRR! Y HQ HERE DUN HAV THE SAME! I WANNA KILL PPL!! MY FACE LOOKED DAMN BLACK WHEN I M ON MY WAY HOME! SICKENING!

and they were reallli slacking for the whole day lor..nobody cares abt them..it doesnt make a difference whether they r in the company a not..so good lor! 1 of them is called phyllis..the other call peng quan..peng quan told us dat he stared at the table and the table stared at him everyday..somemore there is dis colleague who is a veh enthu guy..keeps bringin them to tour ard the 2 companies! SO GOOD LOR! damn jealous de la

not like both of us..cope in the company and slack..i realli doze off while staring at the comp..they send me a pdf file which is like 96 pages! i read for 3 hrs..but i was slacking and dozing off most of the time..read half nia..and I STILL DUN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING! TOTALLY ALIEN! cos i din learn b4 ma..den tell me to read dat for wad..i also dunno

den i was using the company email and keep on chattin wif cheehou, yippy and weilin..LOL the place is like damn quiet la..i m tryin my best to keep my volume down of typing or else everyone wld knw dat i m chatting in email! i think my supervisor saw lor..cos the other guy send email to me..den c whether can receive a not and he saw cheehou de name there..LOL dun care la

so after finish reading..i m goin to tell them i dun understand a single thing..i jus read it BLINDLY! HAHAHA bo bian ma..tell me do some admin stuffs still can..tell me do ELECTRONICS ar..BYE BYE!

went lunch tgt wif those colleagues again..they ate damn fast lor..their lunch is like less den 30mins..suat one..so early go back company for wad..tell us to stare at comp so early mehs..OF COS NOT! YL and i was actually saying dat we eat slow slow den drag their time..but in the end lehs..although i m the last one but is like so fast also lor..heng ar..saw phyllis and BQ there..LOL and those colleagues din wait for us also lehs..walked away le..den we dun care..jus continue to sit there and chat wif them..actually saw yangyi and xueru de..but they were sitting at another table and left earlier

after chattin..YL and phyllis acc us back to HQ to get our contracts bcos we need to giv back to HR..we were wasting lots of time..too much time to spend..hahaha den slowly walk back to 168KW..den saw YY and XR outside HR office..hahaha so coincidence lor..they looked damn ke lian la..face black black one..cos they were doin damn lots of things

we were planning to go BQ and phyllis de table to c c so we told them to tag along but they say they got a lot of things to do..so they din come along..SO KE LIAN LEHS! we were tryin to slack and they r having so many things to do..and BQ and phyllis de dept there looks not bad..but the dept looks older cos our HQ is newer ma..after touring den slacked at the lobby there chatting..LOL dragging time again la

damn sians and i tried the bus today..wa lau eh..took damn long..turn 1 whole big round..in the end alight the bus stop that is jus opp nia..waste my time and money

neh mind..mei mei and weilin miss us like crazy..LOL dats y dat time keep meetin up still not enough de rite? LOL i miss u all too la..but den for dis fri..u all can meet up first la! i can meet some other days too =D

i m still feelin sleepy today so i shall not come online after i blogged! so see ya tmr! =D

♥ 7:35 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

today my first day of work lehs..reached 20mins earlier..rot there for at least 30mins at the lobby to wait for the HR to come..yew loong reached earlier den me..hahaha and there was another 2 students sitting there too..also waitin for HR

after dat went to sign contract and knew dat they were from NP while waiting to do the access card..u knw wad i saw? the security dat i seen for 2 days at the lobby..he was in dat room helpin us to make the access card..LOL! is dat his part time job? or he is too free le? LOL cos somemore we need to take photo on the spot to do the card..HAHAHA looked so funny lor!

he still ask me wanna view the photo ma? den i said: can ar? security: of cos! i said: can retake again ma? (LOL!) security: of cos can! after another photo is taken..security: this one seems to b nicer lehs ..i said: ok la den i take dis one..HAHAHA

those NP de quite friendly..1 is yangyi (guy)..the other is xueru (girl)..hahaha we like knw a few mins nia after chatting and we r exchanging emails le! fast rite? cos we r at the maunfacturing building and needs to walked to the HQ..on the way we were like sayin..hey later meet tgt and hav lunch hors! LOL

den while waiting for our supervisor to come down..the HR person told us..u all can meet up for lunch lehs..den yangyi told her dat we had alredi planning to meet up! LOL and she was shocked to hear dat..SO FAST AR?! hahaha

den saw my supervisor and yewloong supervisor..hahaha the dept not bad la..jus dat i studied IT and they called me to do electronics..seriously i dun like electronics..i even skip classes sometime cos i realli dun understand..hahaha but bo bian lehs..my C++ bcum electronics sia..wad is the sch doin again? i also dunno

gave me 1 damn thick de book..den tell me to follow the book and play wif the program..the thing is the book is so NOT THE UPDATED! so many things different de..i keep clicking here and there..c until sians..cos my supervisor went to training..den b4 she went i ask her where to find dis thing..gd dat she knw dat the bk is not updated one! =D

went to 164 there to hav lunch..they ate damn fast lor..i realli got to train up my speed..and they went back to office so early..my 1 hr break looks like used less den 40mins nia..den cope in office again wif dat prog until i m so sleepy..heard from yewloong dat he is falling asleep soon..LOL realli sians

den saw the dept boss..hahaha ang moh lehs! not bad..his name is cruz dunno wad..hahaha he say dat we can have lunch tgt wif the dept of 8 ppl at 1 of the fridays if they r free too to welcome us..LOL! 2 interns nia lehs also mus welcome us..somemore he bought those fried bananas, tapioca etc for the colleagues to eat lehs..nice boss! =D

dis dept de ppl also quite friendly and helpful..heng ar all speak chinese except the boss..easy to communicate also..LOL

den after dat went back to 168kw to take back our contract wif supervisor bcos below 21 needs parent signature..den saw the canteen there..den yewloong was sayin: wa dis canteen like not a lot of ppl hors..not bad lehs..den the supervisor heard..she said: the food not nice de lor..LOL i was there laughing again..HAHAHA funny..actually the HR compliment the food at the HQ today..she also said dat the food at 168kw not nice de..LOL

den slowly strolled back to office wif yewloong and walked to our HQ de canteen to c c..not bad la..den back to our office get our username and pw..totally slacked there while tryin to log into the comp..the comp is damn slow..and bcos we dun hav our own table..we were actually chucked at those tables fulled wif wires..hahaha but soon we r gettin our table soon but it dun realli looked gd too..hahaha

den keep on chattin and slacking until the time to go home..took company bus to potong pasir..saved some money lehs..but it will b ceased on 1st April =(

and now the yangyi from NP is complaining abt his work..esp his FAKE friendly boss which we saw today..they r realli ke lian..somemore attached to there for 6 mths..do so many things on 1st day..somemore he went to ask the supervisor for something to clarify..den the supervisor told him dun come and disturb him..wa seh like dat de mehs..so bad..but heng i m not there =D i tot he was friendly when we saw us..SO FAKE SIA!

ok la gtg and slp le..today i m tired..tmr still got to wake up early sia..sians..8.30 lehs! actually is 8am to 5.25pm de..den i ask my supervisor..she say so early no one come de..come ard 8.30 can le..den she say she always come ard 10plus..LOL win le la..dat means i can slack during dat period of time..den yewloong supervisor more funny..he say he also come at 8plus..so he tell him sui bian come at any time..LOL dun go better rite?den YL was like HUH?how is ur sui bian?..den in the end he told him to come at ard 8 to 8.30 cos we dun need to clock in ma..come so early for wad..tmr i m still doin the same thing (i asked my supervisor le)

dats all for today..i will update if i rmb..ah bye night! and there r still so many ppl chattin wif me -____- I NEED SLP! =D

♥ 10:05 PM

Monday, March 9, 2009

now at home slacking actually shld b in the company workin right now..i m realli damn disappointed wif NYP management la..cannot make it sia..made me run for a wasted trip there sia..woke up damn early sia..den i realli need 1 hr to reach there lor! SIANNED!

seriously i dun like to take train to work..i also dunno y..jus dun like..i prefer bus mayb its bcos i can c those scenery..not dat boring..and i waited the bus for damn long sia..so slow..i m almost late lor..cos i reached at 8.30am..gum gum ho..is like i reached the bus stop at 8am..and took the bus for 6 stops nia..u could c how long did i wait for dat snail bus

and i tot the back gate of the company is open but its not!! need to walk dat slope up and i was rushin cos i m afraid dat i wld b late..panting like madd sia..early morning walk slope up and its quite distance sia..i m imagine-ing dat I M GOIN TO WALKED DAT SLOPE IN THE EARLY MORNING AND WAKE UP AT 7AM EVERYDAY!

7AM is yrs ago for me..i din wake up at dis time for veh veh veh long time le..i dun like it =(

reached the company den sit there for damn long de la..chatted wif phyllis (now den i knw is ming guang classmate)..she is those ang moh speaking de lor..cham for me la..cos my ang moh cannot make it one also..hahaha mayb dis is the chance for me to speak up in english..more den 30mins..den the HR person came..den still need to sign contract but den she told me she cant find my particulars! WA SEH I SENT LE LOR..NOW DEN TELL ME DIN RECEIVE..den tell me i can go home first..cos if they have it now..they need a few days to process the clearance..its like -_______________-

i came here den tell me to go home..so free sia..den she told me the fastest is wed or i had to work next mon..also gd la..more time to slack at home and continue my holidays! den knw dis guy called wad yao long ar..i think is like dat..he also go back home..hahaha cos he went overseas den din sent particulars at all..actually we were on the way back to nyp to ask those staffs there..took bus 90 and damn fast reached TPY lor! all of them need 30mins to reach company nia =(

but den in the end din go..cos mr BLA BLA called..den took 159 back and rocked back home..sit until my butt also pain..HAHAHA

den dat mr BLA BLA called..his tone is damn not gd lor..like wanna kill me lor..pissed off wif him..ITS NOT MY FAULT LOR! how i knw u din receive the email and NO ONE CALLED TO INFORM ME! u jus told me dat sent the email to u and the HR person lehs..i sent le and i got confirmation by the hotmail acct..u din tell me dat i need to call u or the HR to confirm once again..i m jus a student..how wld i knw all these things..i tot ALL these shld b done by ur management..the company also said dat they cant contact NYP lor..DUH~

lousy management sia..called dat LO a few times also wun pick up the phone one..totally sianned..dat mr BLA BLA sounded so much differently when i called him just now..I THINK HE REALISED DAT I GOT SEND LOR! HIS TONE IS SOOOOO MUCH DIFFERENT! and i purposely forward the sent item dat i sent dat time to them..i got the evidence dat i got send lor..not my fault..he cant say anything also..QIAN BIAN!

i shall happily continue my holidays to wed or next wk! dun jealous! =D

so many ppl r worrying abt different things..so i m one of them too =(
i can sensed dat he is realli worried for today but he is tryin to keep it to himself..dun worry..jia you! i wld always b there for u..realli hope dat u wld b alright for this wk and i can acc u tmr =)

jia you for this fren too..jus think over and over again of wad u realli wan to do..dun b so stucked in dat situation cos it will nv end..u realli need to think properly..perservere wif ur decision..but dun b regret of wad u done or did not do..i can do it..u can do it too..u can find me anytime..i wld try to help u if i can =D

and for this another fren..jia you too! dun think so much le la..u nv try..u nv knw..if realli no choice den think of other solutions lo..can de la..no worries! =D

and thanks girls for the encouragement of jia you for today..hahaha and also some of my other frens..i knw quite some ppl told me but i forgot is who le..pai seh my stm doesnt hav the chance to recover lehs =(

ok la i go eat my lunch le..bye!

told them i got send le ma..u c finally knw dat i m not at the fault rite..the tone was realli so much difference..at least i m not so pissed off le..if i din went for a wasted trip and the NYP management dun use such harsh tone to talk to me..i wun care abt it so much..i m actually quite happy bcos i jus slept for my nap..hahaha so cooling day..nice nice slp for me =D

and tmr go for work at 9am! WOO~ can sleep longer le la..COOL MAN! but dun tell me the 9AM is for tmr nia..i wld wan to chop ppl up again..hahaha

and its so sickening dat ming guang is not in the same company but his classmate is..and meimei is in the same company as ashley but i m not wif either of them! SUPER DUPER SICKENING!

kept on sms-ing to lots of ppl today..hahaha i better saved up for the other days..hahaha later got to read up my C++ orelse i wld b damn alien to it for tmr..jia you everyone! and i heard some complaints lo! HAHAHA see ya soon~

♥ 11:15 AM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

damn tired after watchin the sg entertainment award ytd..reached home at 12plus..finally saw my yanzi jie after ard 2 yrs! =D she looks gorgeous! woo~ she is still as power as ever and i still love her as much! UNREPLACEBLE DIVA! =D

went there wif jeanette and her fren xinyan..cos b4 dat acc jeanette to queensway shopping to buy her shoes..hahaha ke lian for her cos there r 2 pairs dat she wanted..1 pair is for guys nia..the other one lehs..no size..damn sians de la..in the end went to converse to buy -____- there r converse everywhere..but converse canvas shoes r realli damn gd..i love their shoes..hahaha highly recommended

cos i wore mine for damn long..is like from sec 2 or 3 dat i bought in japan..actually it was in pink (i mus b siao to buy dis kind of colour..LOL) den i din wear bcos of dat colour so i bought dye and dyed it to black..and it is fading now..the latest colour is grey..LOL if it fades back to pink..i think i shall buy another pair lo..but need money again..hais

there r so many things i wanted to buy lehs..but i shall keep my 2 eyes closed..save money is more impt den anything else..not dat i m money minded..jus dat i realli need to save for some uses and i spent alot during the period from CNY till now =(

elizabeth saw me there..hahaha but sitting at the another side den after dat kongming saw me too..he went wif some psa members..and i din knw dat nyp can get the tics lor..but still thanks for jeanette to help me get a tic..and yuan lai charlotte went to..but we din saw her..jeanette saw her at the bus stop while takin back home..hahaha so coincidence dat so many ppl went

saw a lot of artist..i m lazy to describe cos my main intention is to see my jie =D

and i did bring camera but i din take any photos or videos..u knw y?

its not bcos of the battery

its bcos

i forgot to put the MEMORY CARD back to the camera!! LOL dats so crap and i realli got serious stm =(
hahaha i got damn lots of things to do..and i forgot how to do C++..totally cham..and i also forgot wad i wanna blog le..so i come back later if i rmb..hahaha so cya

meimei makes me so disappointed in her..hais bad girl

♥ 1:45 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

later still got to meet jeanette at 10.30 so i came here to blog first cos i knw i got lots of things to blog..i feel dat i wld forget anytime..hahaha

ytd reached home at ard 2am ba..i m realli damn tired..how can my complexion improve when i m slpin soooo late everyday?and how can i wake up on mon? alamak sians..and i din hav enough slp either..my mind is full of things

reached so late home bcos i m at xiaoming hse playin mahjong after i came back from somewhere else..i was out almost from the morning till late evening..den when i reached there lehs..she was cooking and i needed to help her to cook too cos everyone was playin mahjong..so tired still help her sia..bo bian ma..i m big chef =) in the end lehs..i heard lots of complaints abt her pasta..LOUSY! hahaha heng ar nobody say abt the sauce or any uncooked items =)

quite a lot of ppl r there..i try to mention them..me, xiaoming, weilin, see gim(xm fren), shiying(xm fren), wenxiong(xm bro fren), jun xian(xm bro fren) and also xm bro..teamed wif weilin and lost $6..xm and the jun xian lose more..so we can b counted as lucky..hahaha and they r filled wif energy to play mahjong lor..i m old le..i cant do dat so i went to the room and slp a while but the mosquitoes r biting me..hahaha bo bian..my blood is sweeter..they love it cos they dun wan pig's blood..LOL

after the 2 guys left..den played wif xm, seegim and shiying..I KNW DAT IF I DIN PLAY MONEY..I WLD WIN! hahaha everytime like dat de lehs..win damn lots sia..hahaha the forfeit of drinkin the beer is seegim..ke lian ar..heng is not me..or else how can i wake up today to meet up wif jeanette and i think i m goin to reach home late today cos mayb she got the free tic to go to the singapore entertainment award (mayb my yanzi jie is goin lehs..hope she is goin)=) but i got damn lots of things to do lehs..hope i can do all at 1 time for tmr..and $6 plus my cab fare..not cheap huh..wa seh realli got to save money..i jus took out $20 dat time thinkin dat it wld b my makan money for the wk of dat job lehs..but lehs..i gave $10 to ah lin ytd..which means i left $4 nia den today still got to go out lehs..I REALLI NEED TO SAVE MORE MONEY!

did nth much at xm hse..use lappy a while..watch tv nia..actually can dun go de..jus c dat ah lin wld b sians if nobody acc her..i feel dat i m a great fren..LOL DAMN BHB..ok lets stop it here

next is i m goin to say abt the previous day which is on 5th march
we were planning to go to meimei hse bcos ah lin need to get songs from me..den i shun bian can kop from xm also..and dis meimei dun wanna go to xm hse..she say go her hse better cos she is lazy..everytime like dat de lehs..buey tahan but its gd also cos its near to me..hahaha den meet xm initially at bus 27 there..HAHAHA now den i knw there dun hav the bus we wan..LOL cos she saw ah lin and called her..den she say dun hav..heng ar orelse i wld walked for a wasted trip

den they met up first bcos dat xm reached so early..my parents went back a bit late and i m eating realli damn damn damn fast..i m gobbling up everything..den while walking to the interchange..i din saw them..THEY JUS SCARE ME FROM MY BACK OUT OF NO WHERE! heng dat i got balance well enough orelse i can CONFIRM i will fall

den while walking to meimei hse there..SAW DAMN LOTS OF CROCKROACHES..we were SIAM-ING all lor..some r still alive..DAMN GROSS la..den xm called meimei to come downstair to meet us..cos meimei haven eat dinner..den she told xm its jus nearby..IN THE END THE NEARBY IS THE BUANGKOK MRT THERE! IS LIKE DAMN FAR LOR..AND WAD A SUNNY DAY HUH! AND WE COULD TAKE BUS 43 AND DUN NEED TO WALK LOR..i m alredi sweating when siam-ing the crockroaches le..den worse still need to walk to far..i feelin dat i m raining sia

went there ate ice-kachang and shared wif them..den meimei ate her nasi lemak..after dat went to NTUC to buy ingredients for dinner cos they r goin to cook..video-ed some videos..hahaha quite funny la..we can c dat how undecisive we r when we r buyin..bought and went back lo..i din carry any cos i dun wan to..hahaha i knw i m evil..and xm la..nobody dare to let her carry..so ROUGH one..i think buy the time we reached meimei hse..all those stuffs r spoilt lo

den back there to use comp..chit chat..watch tv..play nintendo DS (ah lin de) after dat i went off cos meetin someone..b4 dat was chattin wif xm in the room den throw dat 2 youngs de go and cut ingredients and deal wif the soup..hahaha we knw we r evil cos we r pig buddies

they were so lazy and dun wanna walked to hougang green to buy salt and waited for me for hrs lor (paiseh let u all wait for so long)..hahaha when i reached there..i m lazy plus tired to cook and stayed at living room to watch tv..although i m the big chef..but they video-ed for me to c..if i m there..i WLD HAV LOTS TO COMMENT ABT! i wld definately kan bu xia qu and helped them..hahaha

ok la in the end not bad..cooked minced pork potato..den sausage baked beans potato..den xiao bai cai..and ABC soup..i m the MS POTATO of the day..i keep eatin potatoes lor..and they cooked damn lots..like feedin pigs sia..LOL and 2 youngs de damn evil..gave xm lots and lots of rice..in the end lehs..is i helped her to eat..den left so much food also i eat..den still let me drink soup..POTATO AGAIN! and i m full until till my throat there le lor! lying on the sofa and meimei keep takin pics..cos she said we can sit or lie until like dat at someone hse ar..OF COS LA! LAZY BUMS R LIKE DAT PLUS ONLI UR BRO AT HOME NIA! somemore we r not strangers ma..hahaha so shy for wad

after dat went to her room to watch tv..after some time her mama came back..hahaha funny la..cos cant lie down le..so sians..cant b so sui bian le..and meimei keep chasing us back home lor..evil la and her mama say next time free..go her hse to play..HAHAHA WE WILL DE! NO WORRIES! and meimei ar..i wanna drink starbucks hors! LOL cos u need to treat us..bo bian..or nebermind..wait till we got our pay..go dempsey den go ben&jerry den treat us also OK! LOL

and when we stepped out of her hse..it rained so suddenly..duh~ den waited for meimei to get an umbrella for me and direct me the way to hougang green..is like in the end NO RAIN again! wa lau eh..win le lor..went there met my fren and went to bus stop..saw xm is still waiting for her mama..hahaha den acc her till her mama is here..i m so gd lor..AND U DIN FETCH ME FROM BUS STOP YTD! dat day still say ok de..den in the end blame me again =( BAD PIG BUDDY!

actually i wasnt in the mood when i came back from cp..i realli hated myself at the point of time dat y cant i controlled too..hais i knw dats realli my weakness..bo bian..i din wan to b like dat too and realli hate myself for bein like dis..hope dat she wld realli b alright cos i knw how much she had endured for all these time and so to them too..i m always there for u all although i knw dat i cant help dat much..so sorry for dat..and i din mentioned to the girls cos i dun wanna affect their happy mood..and they made my day =D thanks girls and mikee for the great help too =D

dats so long dat i din think so much cos i knw i m tryin to divert my attention to think all these things..i m realli tryin hard..but is dat called using money to buy happiness? i dun think so ba..is called using money to buy memories..HAHAHA but memories may not consist of money la..jus hav the heart will do..my worriness came back again orelse i wun wake up so early for these few days when i need to go out till the night..hais insomia sia..old carol is back again..slp veh late cos cant slp den wake up veh early..hope i could replenish some slp at tonight or else i cant concentrate on mon le..hais i seriously dun like it

hope i can see my jie to liften up my mood and thanks jeanette for helpin me to get the tic..its confirmed dat i m goin le so JIA YOU EVERYONE! and hope everyone wld b doin well for their attachment! =)

and dat qian bian jeanette jus woke up nia..i need to bath lo! so i try to come and blog at the nite cos i wld b veh bz tmr..ok la i will c how it goes ba..no matter wad i wld come online to blog in these 2 days cos i realli got a lot of things to say and i din mention to anyone..blog is a great source to say but some of the things cant b said out too..dis is where u need to talk to ur frens but everyone wld b realli damn bz so i wun go and disturb them and hope the work could realli divert my attention too but its so impossible for this coming week..hope everything gets alright =)

and i wld miss the girls like CRAZY cos its hard to adapt dat for these 1 yr plus..they keep appearing infront of u..den now u cant c them for 3 mths..although we wld still meet up but the time wun b dat long compared the time being in sch..rmb to miss me and contact me when u r missing me too! hahaha and thanks girls =)

♥ 9:19 AM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

OH FINALLY FOUND THE PLACE LE! =D

jus now after dinner went to drive ard to find where is kallang way..its like phew~ finally i knw where izit..i think i wun lost my way ba..and i think i can get there within 45 mins or mayb 30mins..woo~ =D thanks for my parents dat love me so much and drive 2 times to let me c clearly..i love them more than i can say~ LOL dats a song

btw i m attached to this company which i need to do C++ for them..it was like i forgot how to do all these le lor..DUH~ i wun keep my memory on all these de..bo bian I NEED TO BRING MY RAD AND TREAT IT AS MY DEAREST BABY EVERYDAY! HAHAHA hope i can put there la..dun need to keep bringing..it is located at kallang way which is FAR to me cos any places beyong sengkang is FAR to me..LOL but i m realli happy dat i dun need to go for interview and i can wear t-shirt and jeans to work!! DAMN HAPPY LA! i dun need waste money and wearin till so uncomfortable to work..jus dat no slippers nia..OK LA!

for pay wise ar..i m satisfied but i think this equals to i wld b crazy after attachment..mus b do lots of things de la..wanna knw my pay rite? ask me lor..LOL i think my brain cells will not grow again after dat attachment =(

next is today went to cp de sakae sushi wif my dears plus 1 couple (yippy and ck..LOL) and xiaoming de fren (shiying)..AI YO i din c those ppl de expression..sians cos i need to go home to get some stuffs for the attachment thingy and help xiaoming to find XP cd..paiseh ar..in the end also cant use..i reached cp and went to help my mama to buy thing den photocopy some stuffs den went to bank to change my passbook and went to withdraw money and by the time i reached..THEY EAT DAMN LOT LE! =(

i ordered teriyakki ramen and shared wif ah lin..THE BOWL IS LIKE DAMN BIG dats y cost $10.99! HAHAHA I DIN BLUFF U..U CAN ASK THEM HOW BIG IS DAT BOWL! they say i can put my face inside lor..HAHAHA yippy and ck eat de SET also damn huge..hahaha couple ma MUS SHARE TGT! LOL so sweet rite? HAHAHA

xiaoming so malu la keep on lettin the big big table de ppl keep on watchin us..old ppl loves to attract attention..LOL bo bian so let her b ba..den looks like everybody was veh rush to go back home also..hahaha dunno y lehs..nebermind la next time got chance to come out eat dinner de

and someone say my singing is bad =( my tempo wasnt dat gd and i cant sing fast songs..plus i dun sing seriously..sometimes mus hav fun ma and i also got times when i m serious de ma..so dun tell me to go and sing K le la..waste money nia..my tiny little heart is broken=(

say abt sing K..i forgot to mention dat top one incident..DAMN LOL la..went to toilet wif xiaoming..den onli 1 toilet nia and dat person mus b stucked inside..wun come out de lehs..so we went to the level below..den we went in and the guy toilet is jus opp..jus when we came out..we saw a guy in toilet and he din close his door properly..i think he forgot to lock or wad..LOL xiaoming wanted to dash in but i tried wif all my strength to pull her back..HAHAHA JK NIA..LOL she wanted to kill me if she c me la..LOL but it was like damn funny and of cos we walked away and back to sing..HAHAHA FUNNY INCIDENT!

and i was shocked dat my mama allow me to go overseas wif my frens! HAHAHA realli shocked sia..i always think dat this is OK for my kor nia..for me lehs..mayb need to wait till i m 21yrs old but its not lehs..hahaha she said if u wanna go overseas den u better go when u r young..or else old le u wan to go also no energy sia..BUT BUT BUT! who got money to go? LOL e.g. for mei mei..confirm cant go de..den ah lin lehs..confirm go work de..xiaoming lehs..confirm no money de..LOL u c nobody liaos..dun think sec sch frens can go too..LOL got permission to go but nobody can go also sians..HAHAHA so we will c abt it ba

ok la i realli need to rest soon..damn tired and tmr got to go meimei hse! YEA! =D so nights lo

♥ 10:45 PM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

ohh today i m woke up by dis nyp sms regarding abt the attachment programme competency..i knw they r goin to throw me into programming..the thing is do u think i wld go and rmb how to do programming stuffs? IMPOSSIBLE rite and i forgot to reply dat teacher and he called me..1 is C++and another one is VB..sians =( but its better to go to networking cos i m realli damn weak in it.. btw i wld knw where i wld b goin tmr..jus hope dat it wld b near my hse can le and DUN TELL ME TO GO FOR INTERVIEW! =)

after i woke up not long..my mama called me..she is at somewhere else and tell me to meet her at tampines mall..i ate damn slow cos my stupid ulcers..draggy and took bus there..i tot my mama wld reach there first but she is slower den me! she shld took mrt de -____- hahaha

we were searching for starhub for soooo long lor..and it was hiding in the corner at level 2..duh~ qian bian..make me walked for so long jus to exchange a remote control..ai yo den bought bedsheet again at aussino..$10 nia lehs but the design is for kids..ai ya cheap can le la and it is quite a branded brand sia..comfortable is more impt! =)

den went to SK jewellery..1st time i step in sia..so happy to b surrounded by my jie =D bought a ring bcos i got $50 cash voucher..actual price is $119..i was still thinkin to choose the $89 or the $119 de den in the end bought the $119..cos the $89 dun hav ring size de..and to me it is loose de lor..confirm will lose it de..and somemore got 40% plus 13.8% discount for the $119..i keep seein dat lady punching her calculator to let me c the final price of the ring..den left $62 but i got $50 cash voucher..so IT JUST COST ME $12 FOR A SK JEWELLERY RING! WOO~ =D the ring dat i bought tgt wif xiaoming needs $5 lor den SK jewellery $12 nia..LOL WORTH IT LA! and i asked dat person for my jie de brochure but she say for new brochures they din put my jie..disappointed =(

bought din tai fung xiao long bao for my papa =)

hope everything gets alright for this friday and i realli got to save lots of money for a lot of things..i m goin to get 20 soon and dis is the time where i shld plan a lot of things for the future ahead..this is where my fears came again..HANG ON! JIA YOU! =)

and i forgot to mention dat the hair dresser asked me 'u jus finished ur tuition and come here to cut hair ar?' my face was like -_______- i wanted to tell her dat tuition for me was years ago and there isnt tuition for poly ba plus i m goin to b 20 le BUT i din say dat..HAHAHA bo bian..i looked realli young rite? dun get soooo jealous for somebody out there hors..LOL

and tmr wld b the last day of goin to sch for this 3mths..so all the best to everyone! =)

i m goin to change my blogskin and song soon =)

there is a triangle relationship in my class..tuned in to facebook and u wld knw wad is happening..HAHAHA

seeya my classmates tmr and yippy dun forget my 50cents kaya butter bread! =D

♥ 11:14 PM

Monday, March 2, 2009

hahaha went to cut hair today..din cut short jus cut 'thinner'(is dat the term to use?) cos i planned to grow a bit longer! woo~ HAHAHA but confirm messy de la ..so jus grow for fun..buey song jus CHOP of away can le lor..EASY LA! HAHAHA

den this hair dresser is the one i always go to..i went wif my mama..she keep on talkin and talkin and keep on cuttin and cuttin..i din wear my specs and my degree is like 400-500plus..how can i possible c wad she is doin wif my hair..heng ar my hair still look ok sia..PHEW~

we were at the interchange and i asked her..bus 89 is goin where de? she said 'pasir lip'..i din comment her abt her pronounciation cos i m used to it and she asked so suddenly..wad is it exactly to pronounce? i said PASIR RIS! there is NO LIP ONLI RIS..R-I-S! HAHAHA and she laughed and laughed! now den she knw she pronounced it wrongly for soooo long..HAHAHA

popular bookstore = pap-piu-ler
scotchtape = cost-stick
compass point = comperd point

pineapple = ong lai (source given by xiaoming which her nephew said dat to the teacher..LOL damn funny la)

HAHAHA better dun let her knw i m tellin everyone here orelse she wld CHOPPED me! SHH~ LAUGH AND FORGET ABT IT HORS! =D

and i read more den half of the BTT bk! and answered lots of wrong ans..HAHAHA how m i goin to take the test? HMM

and so..

i wanna watch tv lo..ah bye!

♥ 9:53 PM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

HAHAHA got 60 notifications for facebook when i online! xia dao sia..cos i got at least 40 or 50plus notifications added tgt for ytd ba den today still popped out so many sia! HAHAHA and thanks mr beh for commenting ALMOST all the pics (the last few u din comment lor) THANKS!

jus now went out wif jeremy..dun misunderstood..jus purely gd frens..hahaha cos we din meet out for veh long long long time le..went kovan to play bowling and pool..saw zhisheng and he 'HI!' to me while i was resting..hahaha i din c him lor cos i was happily resting =D

played 2 rounds of bowling..each person won a round =) 86-88(i won!) 109-96(he won =( ) he gets pro for the 2nd round but at least i got some improvements lehs..next time i mus hit 100! HAHAHA actually there is something wrong wif the system..den u need to throw the ball another time den they could sense it soooo i threw LOTS of time!! i feel like i had played 3 rounds cos i dun hav the strength so the ball rolled so slowly..HAHAHA keep giving extra chances for me to throw again =D my fingers hurts nd wrist r damn suan lor! SO THE HEAVY SIA! keep goin lang gao lehs..NOOB!

after dat went to played pool..HAHAHA i won lehs!! played 3 rounds and i won 2!! WOO~ i din focus much on the game (HAO LIAN! =P) cos my hands and legs r so suan after the bowling and my tummy is pain =(

SO OVERALL I WON! LOL tyco de la HAHAHA

after dat damn hungry and went to thai express..i could not believe i went in cos to me thai r all spicy..HAHAHA cos jeremy keep on recommending how nice their things were den OK lor..went in and i was shocked to c so many TOM YAM HERE AND THERE! xiaoming came to my mind cos of her FAVOURITE TOM YAM! HAHAHA so i ordered sweet and sour fish rice..not bad la but i ordered the wrong one cos i got 2 ULCERS! ALAMAK! CHAM FOR TMR SIA! den he ordered soft shell crab and dunno wad olive rice de..hahaha also tasted not bad la and thanks for the hot chocolate and its so obvious i cant finish the drink but still thanks! =D

den walked heartland mall awhile and bought some stuffs in popular..den trained back to sk and went to popular again -_____- cos he wanted to buy the final theory test bk and i bought mine too! =D after dat went back home lo and i got serious headache while eating =( keep having headaches recently lehs..weak sia

thanks for the treats and helped me to book my BBT! THANKS! =D

and i shld slp early after i saw the article abt slp..HMM and my complexion realli cannot make it le so can any one introduce me any brands for cleanser or anything dat could help my poor face? HAHAHA

♥ 11:18 PM

Saturday, February 28, 2009

HAHAHA i got damn lots to blog today bcos ytd was happy to gather out wif some classmates! =D

came out of hse at 9plus which is damn early to me..and i woke up at 7plus lor =( i also dunno y but i slept at 2plus lehs..totally not enough slp =( met ahlin and hongrui at mrt there and we trained to bugis to meet up wif them

everyone was late lor..so qian bian but nvm la..hahaha cos we met earlier for breakfast ma..den waited for xiaoming awhile..den yippy was still at little india la..den went yakun to eat breakfast while waiting for yippy..den where is cheehou? jus stepped out of hse nia..DUH~! hahaha

saw the damn long leg crockroach crawled to yakun lor! i stand there veh long for it to walk away but it din! den they tell the workers in yakun..and he stepped on it! yucks man! heng i din saw dat scene sia..or else i cant eat my breakfast le ba..hahaha phew~

after dat walked ard to look for xiaoming fren de present but onli some shops opened nia cos its too early le la..so after dat went to top one there to wait for them to open..ah lin is so engrossed in seein her hello kitty things jus outside the top one..hahaha and in xiaoming eyes she onli wan to exchange the gucci bag..LOL 1000points..its not veh possible to exchange ba..HAHAHA wait long long lor

oh top one is not bad..but i m veh disappointed bcos there r no smoke..mayb the no of ppl not enough =( but i love their lightings esp the disco one..HAHAHA so cool..kbox dun hav lor..so sians..and free flow of drink plus 1 toast bread for $16NETT..ok la somemore sing for 7hrs lehs..not bad but next time can try party world..hahaha and finally cheehou reached la..he lor so slow..still eat mac inside the room..sickening sia

for dis time i realli sounded much more better..hahaha heng sia..not so much of killing chicken although i always killed lots =D and for both gatherings..xiaoming dedicated rainie yang de dai wo zou and leng zhan lor! its like damn difficult to sing..den throw us the songs to sing and continue happily dedicating other songs..HAHAHA EVIL LA..but at least she knws wad song we knw how to sing..most of the songs is she dedicate de and i m lazy to go and c also..LOL

den keep singing and singing and singing and jialin reached..hahaha she din sing much but at least sang la..hahaha avril songs! woo~ and some angmoh songs..den joyce reached too..hahaha she sang quite some songs too..GOOD! hahaha go K mus sing de..jus like hongrui and xiaoming..sing until veh worth it..LOL pay money of cos mus sing la! RIGHT? LOL they wld raised both hands to agree of wad i had said..LOL

played some games during the singing..first is the 'cannot c lyrics challenge'..so sians..i m the first lor..HAHAHA den i chose my yanzi jie de leave me alone..LOL dis song damn lots of NA NA NA~ or LA LA LA~ de den they totally sianed dat i chose dat song..HAHAHA i also forgot dat dis song is like dat ma..so bo bian..jus sang and no comments given lehs..and i dun think they knw whether i got missed any lyrics

den after my turn is xiaoming..she sang my jies de mo li..i sang few parts wif her and she forgot the lyrics! ORH HORS~ how can u like dat..hahaha but she is 天后 la..cant blame her..LOL she knws damn lots of songs..those ang moh and chinese oldies..new de also knw..den hokkien, canto, jap, korean also knw..like dat confirm bcum 天后 right? hahaha we cant compared to her de la

den after play play a while den changed..changed to duet songs..1 guy 1 girl..den hongrui sang wif joyce..yippy sang wif ah lin..yippy and ah lin always jia jia one..keep sayin dunno how to sing..in the end lehs..also sang the whole song ma..we r not 3 yr old kids..so its diff to bluff us..HAHAHA den cheehou and jialin got sing (updated from mr beh..hahaha mus b dat time i was chattin or dedicating songs den i din heard)..and i sang wif xiaoming..LOL DAMN FUNNY LA! cos we sang wu ding..dis song is sooooo for couples cos behind keep AI HERE AND THERE! HAHAHA we video-ed it down and i kept on laughing cos i realli buey tahan! the guys also feel dat it is veh funny la..HAHAHA the video is damn funny but onli recorded the half part nia..den we sing again and recorded for the front part..HAHAHA next time we go and sing again ok? SAME SONG AND RECORD THE WHOLE SONG AGAIN WIF THOSE FUNNY MOVEMENTS! LOL

joyce and jialin left earlier but b4 dat we sang some mayday de high songs..hahaha realli high la..HAHAHA den after dat xiaoming dedicated a whole list of hokkien songs..HAHAHA den keep on singing and singing..i dun realli knw how to pronouce those words..she is pro cos i knw she mus b listening everyday right? HAHAHA

but dis time de K wasnt dat high as the previous one..i think its bcos of the sequence of the songs..sang high songs too early plus din realli dedicate a lot of it at the back..cos behind is our hokkien list ma..hahaha but we feel the time passed veh fast..still din sing enough lehs but no choice..time is up so went to city hall to meet meimei

she is damn evil la..go tampines mall wif me den say nth to shop and veh sian..go wif her helmet head lehs..can walked for so long and still go ikea till so long lor and skipped the singing session =(

den actually is goin to hot pot culture de..but quite ex lehs..ard $30 den they suggested to go to yuki yaki..HAHAHA damn fun at there too..they took damn lots of food la..den eat eat eat..den this comes the PAPA AND MAMA COOK SESSION! LOL i din cook cos i m the photographer of the day..hahaha they cook until damn funny and keep tellin dat waiter to change aluminium foil for us until veh paiseh

first is ah lin cooked jus for xiaoming wif mei mei's help de sambal dou miao..hahaha not bad la but realli too spicy..xiaoming still say not dat spicy..her tastebud spoil le la..even yippy say its spicy lor..2nd is scramble egg by xiaoming, meimei and hongrui..hahaha also not bad den 3rd is hokkien mee by cheehou wif hongrui's help..LOL we tot it wld taste horrible but in the end taste not bad lehs..HAHAHA tyco one la

and thanks cheehou and hongrui for peeling the prawn shells for us..ah lin and meimei for running trips to get those food..last lehs is hongrui de egg fried rice..the sequence is TOTALLY WRONG LOR..he throw the rice, egg and ketchup in at 1 go lehs..damn er xin lor..where got ppl put the uncooked egg and the ketchup tgt one..damn grossed la..its soooooo expected dat it wld taste horrible! LOL although yippy acts rubbish bin for the day..he PUI the rice out lor! LOL u can c how bad it is! HAHAHA but it is damn fun la..lots of laughters in it..HAHAHA

after eatin went to walk ard to c which place is a gd spot to take photos..so we went to esplanade there to cam-whore..hahaha there was a band performing..ok la not bad la..but din c much and went to take lots of pics le..i was sweating like madd lor..keep walking here and there jus to take the photos..heng is dat ah lin offered to help me but she wearin skirt..bu fang bian also..but also thanks la..hahaha

and yippy say dat 7 of us can create another gang..LOL i dun mind la but 4 of us is always a grp..dis one onli SUB group for the most..HAHAHA and i knw u all will miss us de la..i wld miss everyone too =( how to survive for the next 3 mths? realli lehs mus meet out although we got attachment orelse i wld hav no motivation during work time..HAHAHA

THANKS FOR MAKING THIS EVENT A SUCCESSFUL ONE! we mus continue to contact each other ok? may not b any events..jus simple lunch or dinner also can la..got the hearts to gather and chat abt everything also can =D and most probably the next gathering wld b fishing for prawns! i wld look forward to it but i think it wld b organised after the whole sem ba..so probably at sep..so till dat time den decide ba..HAHAHA thanks everyone! =D (if got anything dat i din mention mus tell me den i can update..HAHAHA)

jus now saw the news dat the merlion in esplanade tio saut by lightning..HAHAHA funny la..so ke lian sia..jus saw dat merlion ytd nia..den today tio saut..ke lian de merlion

my body aches today lor bcos of the photography thingy lor..and i changed the settings for my room again and i m happy for today for something else..this goes to my family too =D

♥ 9:26 PM

Friday, February 27, 2009

ohhh today is family day! great man! =D

firstly went to amk to eat brunch..and repair my kor de specs..not bad la den went to the 'shopping mall' which is jus beside causeway point..i dunno wads dat building name..went there to buy my new bed! woo~ cos my bedframe is realli spoiling soon..its age is older den me lor..i think shld b 20++ years..amazing rite? cos i slept since i was a kid and heard dat actually it was actually from my aunt..she got married so she passed dat to me..hahaha it had accompanied me since young..i cant bear to live it =(

but it cannot make it le la..cos i think last yr ba..the whole bed like goin to split lor den gotta use hammer to hammer it back..HAHAHA it got loose so often dat i need to hammer it every few months but now =(

we were there for damn long de la cos we were veh undecisive to buy which one..cos got those dat the prices r ex but veh comfortable..everything also not cheap =( actually jus wanna buy bed frame nia but in the end bought the whole set..each person 1 set of super single =) my kor and my pocket wld hav a big big hole in it..cos we dun wanna let our parents pay ma..heng ar got instalment for a yr..need to pay $115 per mth for each person..where can i grow those money out? i also dunno..hahaha jus deduct from my savings ba =( and like dat i got extra bed..can come my hse to stay lo! LOL

getting poorer soon..still can ask me out but the best is dun pay money de..LOL or pay money for me..hahaha jk la den after dat bought dinner back to eat=)

and u knw wad? for all these years..this is the 1st time i saw my kor clean window sia! he say he cant stand anymore on how dirty is the window..HAHAHA 1st time lehs! MIRACLE SIA! and he helped to clean mine too! thanks kor! =D and i cleaned the railings cos he said he scared dat i wld fall down..LOL i got so stupid mehs and i cleaned windows b4 de lor -____-

and jus now went to eat supper wif my kor..went to the NEW 24HR MACDONALD AT THE ANCHORVALE CC! woo~nice place..can try to go there to study next time =) i ate 390 of calories and 18g of total fats plus 1 nugget,with some fries and coke =( and there is the order place for the car lor..its damn cool la..cos i din c b4..hahaha and we ate damn fast..ate less den 20mins cos we were afraid dat fatimah wld come..cos my kor saw 3 fatimahs come dat time..u mus b thinkin who is fatimah rite? its the person who drivers hate and cursed them so much..need to pay $6 or $20 or $30 if they give u a SUMMON! HAHAHA knw who is it le ba! dats wad my kor named them..HAHAHA

and jus now went to throw the rubbish wif my kor when we reached home..HAHAHA i laughed all the way..cos he was carrying the BIG BIG BAG OF RUBBISH WHICH IS REALLI DAMN HEAVY! my mama told him to drag the rubbish but he din..i was walkin behind him and i kept laughing cos i can c dat he walked faster and faster which the path is damn long de la and looks like he cant continue carrying! LOL i kept on giggling cos it is goin to midnight le..den my mama went too cos she says she need to help us to think how to throw dat damn big bag of rubbish

and so the rubbish chute is soooo small and they jus squeeze the whole thing in which is so impossible..i kept laughing again cos it was like 11plus le and 3 person were standin infront of the rubbish chute tryin veh hard to throw their rubbish! LOL we took out some of the items and FINALLY its done! i kept laughing again while walking back lor..LOL

hahaha so its a happy day for family day! =D

i realli got to slp soon cos need to wake up damn early la..8 plus lehs..its like so long i din wake up at this timing..my wake up time was always 11am..HAHAHA and yea! SING SING SING AND STEAMBOAT! WOO~ so nights lo!

♥ 12:26 AM

Thursday, February 26, 2009

u knw wad i saw today? I SAW RAINBOW JUST RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY ROOM! DAMN HUGE LORS AND DAMN NICE SIA! for 19 yrs of life..this is the biggest rainbow dat i ever seen and i jus saw it randomly after packing all my stuffs and i jus walked to the window..to my surprise i saw dat! HAHAHA woo~ it realli brighten up my day sia =D

i chiong to the living room and tell my papa..he also said dat wa seh so huge sia..hahaha mama went out to buy dinner..but soon she came back..i chiong towards her too! LOL and told her to come and c quickly..hahaha she say she din c any rainbow appear here b4..hahaha but i got see b4 lehs!

and i done lots of things today..i cleared most of the stuffs from my lappy..hahaha and i cleared most of the things in my room..damn satisfied but i realli feel dat i m old le..no energy to do lots of things..if i were in the past rite..i wld slowly organised everything bit by bit but now lehs..jus dump to 1 side and make it have a nice appearance..i wld b realli glad enough..HAHAHA lazy bums r like dat..BO BIAN!

and i realli looked forward to the class event on fri! HAHAHA cos the guys gave some ideas to make it more interesting! WOO~ lets enjoy and HIGH together again on fri! =D

♥ 12:28 AM

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

FINALLY EXAMS R OVER! WOO~

this time lehs..BUANG also..HAHAHA realli la..dis time all papers cannot make it sia..i m not surprised also..cos i realli din hav the heart to study..and mr chia came back today..he keep smiling to me during exam hall..HAHAHA den i keep shaking head to him..LOL! bo bian..cant do ma..and my brain is totally stucked! i cant even recall anything of wad i forgot..is like DUH~! i need to find something to improve on my tiny little brain

i m havin headache now sia..mus b too many ppl talked to me durin msn..so weird sia..1 shot 9 or 10 ppl came to talk to me..1 by 1 lehs..wan to rest also cannot sia..y cant they separate into days lehs?mus b exams over le den all came to tell me different things..HAHAHA at least i m not bored la..dats gd enough

and thanks for xuelian for inviting me to sing K..hahaha i no money to sing le la plus i m like killing chicken lor..my voice realli sounds bad for these few wks..i also buey tahan abt it..if got chance i wld go next time..hahaha and fri goin to hav class event to sing K..my throat wld b over-used if i keep on singing and singing..realli paiseh abt it cos u keeped psycho me..hahaha

yea yea yea..i m happy dats exams is over and i m goin to go for attachment..sians..NO INTERVIEW FOR ME HORS! dats the best if there isnt any! i wld knw after next wed briefing..hope dat dun come so early cos i haven enjoy my holiday!!

YEA YEA YEA HOLIDAYS! WOO~

♥ 12:10 AM

Monday, February 23, 2009

I HATE EXAMS!!

seriously for this sem, i can confirm dat my grades wld b badly affected bcos i doesnt seem to have any mood to study and i din realli focus on wad teacher says during lesson time..keep on slacking and slacking but i hope dat the grades for normal lessons wld pull my grades up a little bit..dat wld b gd enough =)

hais hais hais..last paper..still slacking and i m waiting for my kor to buy my prata back..HAHAHA gonna enjoy dat meal later~ i shall made this as my motivation to study now..hope it realli works! =D

i m gonna see bad grades for this sem..i m mentally prepared for this SERIOUSLY=)

♥ 10:46 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2009

wa seh this family event woke me up in the morning! the mic volume was damn loud and my relatives came to my hse too and chattin until sooo loud..i was blasted by 2 sides and no choice got to wake up..although its 11plus le..HAHAHA but i m damn tired lor..ytd went to saw my jie jie den sms-ed wif my fren till 2plus cos she got some probs and need someone to say out her troubles so this is where carol pops out!

i shall not disclose who is dat bcos dats for privacy ma..hahaha although i din realli help but hopes she gets better dat someone acc her..and she was damn happy bcos her thing has finally settled..hahaha gd for u lor but i sacrificed my slp lehs..i knew i was a GOOD person ALWAYS! =D

i din mean to say how gd i m..jus tellin everyone dat they could find me if they hav probs onli..hahaha although mayb i cant help much but at least sayin out wld feel much better and i m gd at keepin secrets..LOL dun worry bcos i hav serious stm and forget easily also..LOL

i realli need some time to sort out my thinkings =) and study for my ip also cos it wld b a difficult paper..JIA YOU! LAST PAPER LO!

♥ 8:58 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009

wa seh damn tired after watching my jie-jies..they r still as pretty as ever and their friendship is as gd as last time =D

i onli went to see their autograph sessions and i din go so early..but i woke up at 6plus and preparing to reach there at 8am de but in the end lehs..stomach pain..den suan le..10.30am den leave hse den reached there at 11plus..somemore i still alight the wrong bus stop -___- made me walked a distance sia..sians..hahaha cos i m realli damn blur la..i saw so many ppl alighting and the bus uncle also..cos he wore his uniform and goin to work and i din alight and i treat the mrt as transparent..my mind was realli blur cos my mama say dat if u saw the mrt rite..u can alight le..actually i saw but my mind was blank..hahaha so got to walk and walk in the early morning =(

den met up wif vanessa first cos she is passing me the cd wif pictures and videos dat is from s.h.e event..i waited for at least 2 yrs le ba den i got dat cd -___- but at least and finally i got it..hahaha =D den saw jemaine and peihua and said HI to them..den saw kiaboon they all also (their big gang of s.h.e and i cant name them all cos i dun realli knw them..hahaha hope dat will knw them more next time)den after dat went to meet up wif xiaoming and her miniegg gang..miniegg onli 5 went..i m tryin to name them(xuelian, see gim, rowena and shi ying) and i still dun realli knw them so believe dat i m anti-social le ba! (to xiaoming and mei mei)

so went to chop place den stayed there till the whole thing started..and saw xiaoming's fren michelle and the whole grp (i dunno them at all but i still wave to them..hahaha wave for fun nia) den i saw my pri sch fren esther talkin to vanessa de fren shu juan..hahaha damn coincidence la..cos esther din saw me also..and mayb she cant recognise me but she still looks the same after so long..LOL den finally saw my 3 jie jie-s..HAHAHA damn pretty and cute de la and ella is damn high today..dance until so sexy..HAHAHA like 1 of her wire loose le but I LOVE IT! LOL cos like dat den fun and high ma..right?HAHAHA my jie jie lehs..of cos love la

i din go for the causeway point de cos i m realli damn tired..my legs r suan until cannot plus my back r aching..i realli looked like a lao char bor la..so long din chase idols..suddenly tell me to do all these..confirm damn tired de plus i din exercise also =X bz for sch work..where got time..den xiaoming wld say dat: "time is find by ur own de..is not dat u dun hav time" HAHAHA i rmbered dat but it is jus excuses of bein lazy also..hahaha

btw vanessa acc me back to sk =D thanks huh cos she was heading towards toa payoh also for her papa bday celebration..so chatted s.h.e and s.h.e and s.h.e on the bus..hahaha but i feel dat i m lagging behind cos i din realli knw their news for a veh long time le..hahaha no time ma..bo bian =(

and i wld rmb wad my jie-jies said during the 933FM thingy cos is live telecast de..they said dat actually those failures or sad things dat u r facing now is jus a small and tiny little thing..cos next time when u c those things dat u had gone thru for ur whole life..this is jus a small and tiny process..and bein happy or not is something dat u can decide on ur own so jus continue to jia you ba and look forward for everything

i think is agar agar like dat cos the sound system is quite bad..i cant realli hear wad they were saying..but it realli makes sense..thanks for my jie-jies! I LOVE U ALL! U ALL R MY MOTIVATORS! LOL and all these words they jus said it when i realli need it..and i wld try to rmb all these and try a bit harder each time when i m feelin down..but for this moment i jus realli need some rest cos i m realli realli realli damn tired le..hope dat i m fully recharge b4 goin for attachment =D

and i haven study for IP..OMG sia!! realli got to start le la..everytime so last min den stress until i buey tahan sia..JIA YOU!! AND THANKS MY JIE-JIES and everyone! =D

P.S: i make the effort to count my blessings daily =D

♥ 10:13 PM

Hmm..got to slp real soon cos i need to wake up damn early tmr..sians..i think i need to wake up at 6plus ba..i wld try to wake up bcos of s.h.e..i knw i m crazy but no one else can acc me if i m goin late =( dat stupid angkongming la..drag drag drag..he looks more like a girl..lazy to ask him le..treat it as he din go..so decided to tag along wif vanessa but it still seems to b veh early for me =(

if in the past..to me i m veh willing to wake up early..but now..old le la..no energy but but but bo bian..need to go early..and mayb i m goin to causeway point fat 7pm for the other s.h.e event too..its realli crazy la..simei to woodlands lehs..damn far lor..jus tag along wif vanessa frens ba cos she is not goin =( cos shun bian go woodlands den easy to come back also..hmm i will c how ba..if too tired mayb not goin le..somemore tues got exam..still haven study yet =(

den jus reached home at 11plus cos acc my mama to go to the sembawang de temple..damn lots of ppl lor..everybody mind is full of HUAT AR! hahaha somemore economic crisis..more ppl r praying to b more HUAT AR! hahaha

can i say dat i saw jeremy on the bus? hahaha i cant say dat i have saw him ba cos i saw 1 of his frens nia..i din take a gd look of it cos there was 1 big crowd there and i dun like to slowly c ppl in the crowd..look so awkward..like staring at them..and i tot his gang of frens r jus on the way to his hse nia without him on the bus..he saw me and he din call me -___- wad a gd fren huh..hahaha mayb is bcos my mama is wif me..hahaha and realli lor..its him..so coincidence and onli tell me when he alight the bus..duh~ somemore i din knw its him at all bcos who cares~? LOL

i m feel sleepy and lazy to type le..so ah bye..hope i wld enjoy to c my jie-jies tmr =D

♥ 12:08 AM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

HAHAHA!! i broke 2 items at one go in a day!! and somemore is consecutive one..LOL the first thing i broke is the gameboy color de dunno wad magnifier de somemore wif lights de..bcos my mama asked me wad izit den i demo to her and plugged it in but i got difficulties in takin out..i told my mama: CHAM i cant take out lehs..so wif my strength and pulled it out..it jus broke like dat..LOL i was like SHOCKED! totally cui sia

den next is the box dat i took out from my drawer..after i took it out and wanted to put it on the floor..before i placed it..i heard the cracking sound den it jus CRACKED until veh kua zhang..my mama was still thinkin to take dat box to put something but it cracked until too kua zhang den she was like -_____- i cant use it anymore..LOL i burst into laughters sia!! LOL spoilt 2 things in less den 3mins time!! HAHAHA!!!

and jus now i saw my little neighbour who looked like teletubby de PO..she is 2 or 3 yrs old onli..she is damn funny la..she told my mama in mandarin dat her papa went to the car..she wanted to tag along too but she is sick dats y she cant go..den i asked her in eng..where is ur ah gong, ah ma, kor kor den papa(i forgot to ask mama)

me: where is ur papa?
PO: he went outside
me: where izit?
PO: she was thinking and thinkin
and she said
PO: i dunno

LOL me and my mama kept laughing lor!! LOL i told my mama dat she onli knw how to ans in chinese but not english izit?LOL SO CUTE LOR!!!

nobody wanna go to yoga lin concert..i go there also no use =(

actually i wasnt happy these few days..dunno wad happen again..the old carol is back again =( felt realli tired and bein brave for too long..mayb its bcos i m too stressed wif a lot of things..hais..hope dat i wld b fine after exams ba

dis is the msg from hebe =D glad to c her msg after so long and saw it when i realli need encouragement =D she loves photography jus like me! thanks hebe! although i m jus 1 of the little fans of s.h.e and she wun knw abt it..but she brightens up my day and i realli love her character..damn cool and mature..if i m 1 quarter of her..i wld b realli glad =D plus i m goin to c her and her 2 gd sisters on dis coming sat..HURRAY!=D

http://www.him.com.tw/blognews/she_blog_2009-02-09_202.php

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不晚吧!因為我祝福滿滿啊!
既然人生免不了生老病死繳稅努力 (努力是我自己加的啦!)
那麼在新的一年我們就一起努力吧
努力遺忘把不好的遺忘
努力勇敢勇敢擁抱自己勇敢擁抱生命勇敢擁抱愛的人
努力多勇敢一些些
努力過了就不會枉費好端端的一整年
這是我對自己的期許
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現在用底片相機過時了嗎?
不會吧!因為還是抓住了很多可愛片刻啊!
最近迷上用傳統底片相機拍照
喜歡那種未知感等待沖洗出來的感覺
喜歡沖洗出來之後的驚喜好的壞的我照單全收也不得不照單全收(好像人生喔)
新年的我媽媽狗狗田蹦
都是用底片拍出來的喔
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新年快樂

1 of my sisters =p

i love the effect of this pic! damn cool!

♥ 11:02 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

OH! finally finished another paper! =D

seriously..i dunno how to do the paper..its damn difficult..cos the tips dat teacher gave is like erm erm erm..i cant find the ans de lor..damn sickening..dis one BUANG lo! bo bian..look on the bright side ba =)

left 1 more paper..dat one also buang le la..hais =(

and there r 2 damn evil person ard me..although they r evil but i still love them..(looks like the quote from the advertisement)LOL they shld knw wad i m referin to..dun keep sayin me la..or else i turn into..u all knw wad i sayin la hors..first 2 targets wld b u all den u knw..sooo SHHHHH!

i goin to watch 溏心风暴之家好月圆 le so bye~

♥ 9:55 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

爱要怎么说出口
我的心里好难受
如果能将你拥有
我会忍住不让眼泪流

saw dis song ytd!! damn long de song but damn nice also!! hahaha i think its from the show..shuang tian zi zun!! nice and antique show..hahaha

i din get better today..sians..hais~

i can sense dat the exam for tmr wld b difficult cos the tips dat the teacher gave like cant realli find from the notes..dead!

jia you ba carol..jus try ur best bcos u r feelin unwell..u cant help it too..or pray hard for exams! god, buddha, jesus, allah bless ME ar!

♥ 6:23 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009

hais sians 11 marks jus flew off like dat..its actually more than dat..i think at least 30 marks gone for maths..hais dun mention abt it le cos its over..nth i can do also..if i can get a B or a C..dats gd enough =)

i had been giddy for 2 days..feel like floating..dats y i cant concentrate to study plus i m studyin too last min..nth can get into my brain..lazy to think during the test plus i was having difficulty in breathing cos nose r blocked..den sorethroat..so difficult to breathe sia..looks like i m dying soon..realli got to rest early so dat i can study for OSM..sians

and got a big news today! i m realli happy but no energy of presenting myself to b happy..the news is confirmed dat xiaoming wun b separating from us! =D CHEERS MAN! all of us wld b goin for attachment first..so xiaoming ar..u cant separate wif us..so dun try to run away from us =D (i din say u wan to separate wif us) jus dat u wld b sticking wif us =D yea! mei mei wld hav ppl to bitch ard wif..u knw how lonely wld she b when her helmet head is goin overseas soon? so ur job is to entertain her! den entertain ah lin too! for me lehs..i think u forgot abt me le cos u so long din acc me to the beach le! not my gd pig buddy anymore..got mei mei (judy~) den dun wan me le =( HAHAHA so anyone wan to b my pig buddy ma?

but although we r having attachment also mus meet out hors..u knw how boring it is when u r working aimlessly..at least during work..have some motivation to work and meet up! =D

yea i realli feel dat i m fainting soon..so ah bye everyone

♥ 9:18 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

=(

mayb dats wad fated..we jus have to learn to let go but at least we din regret the times dat we r enjoyin in the sch for all these moments..dats worth while enough not to regret..we shld always look forward and put all the memories in our heart ..i m contented of wad i had before so no matter where r we heading..jus think that there's each other in our heart can le and try to hang out if it is possible =)

too many things r affecting me right now..and i feel dat i m realli goin to get sick soon =( i got no time to sick at the moment..if it is possible postpone to the day dat is after the OSM paper ba but i can feel the giddyness in me..bo bian got to study maths so ah bye everyone

♥ 12:36 PM

hello i m here again! SHIT my throat is feeling realli uneasy now..CHAM! mus b dat stupid french fries make me like dat! hahaha shld blame myself for eating and not the french fries..wa seh jus started revising and here i came to blog..REALLI CHAM LE LA!

jus now i wanted to took a nap and my cousins came! WA LAU EH! y everytime come at such a gd time..den no mood to study again! by the time when i got the mood..its the time dat i realli feel tired and wanted to slp..so gd huh! like dat how to concentreate? this time confirm buang le la! i realli need help!!

and jeanette asked me dat 'wad do u wan for ur 21st bday huh?' den i told her i wan a hse(practical rite?)..LOL she was like 'OK..i buy u dunno wad hse' those doll doll de hse(the rabbit one..i seen b4 at OG..it was cute but damn ex..and wad can i do wif dat doll?HAHAHA) and i dun even play barbie doll when i was young lor..wad i rmb was those masak, logos and those soft toys nia..i realli dun like barbie doll..not suitable for me at all esp i dun like their hair..so messy..LOL i realli dun look like a girl..so ppl out there..try to change me to a more girly person if i got the chance..LOL

and i forgot to mention the damn eerie thingy dat happened in the tagboard..OMG sia..i think my goosebumps almost pop out! LOL this begins wif..i saw the msg dat bch and mei mei left..den while i was replyin mei mei de rite..when i click enter..i saw xiaoming left a msg! at the same time lehs! I WAS SO OMGGGGGG!!! i din knw she was viewing..den i was goin to sms her to tell her abt this and she sent a sms to me!!! MY EYES WAS DAMN BIG SIA!!! but she was talking to me abt something else...EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DAMN EERIE LA!!! and she replied dat she was everywhere~ hahaha 1st time saw pig ghost sia!!! dun wander ard la!

wa seh i jus received a news dat those we din receive the msg for attachment wld go for fyp first!! our gang onli xiaoming received lor!!! WE DUN WAN TO GET SEPARATED LA!!! she most pro in networking lehs!!! how could we survive without her??!! seriously i dun like networking de lor..bcos i knw i cant survive alone dats y i sticked to them and hope dat i could learn something and find interest in it..BUT NOW LEHS? ITS SO DAMN SHITTY LA!!!!! NO MOOD TO STUDY AGAIN!!! WA LAU EH!!! WE WOULD MISS HER LIKE CRAZY LA!!! LESSON WITHOUT HER! LUNCH WITHOUT HER! AFTER SCH WITHOUT HER! CANT MEET HER AT BUS STOP! WE WUN HAV MUCH TIME TO MEET UP! NOBODY COULD HELP THE 3 OF US! EVEN YIPPY THEY ALL ALSO LOR COS THEY HAVE ATTACHMENT TOO! AND I WLD B THE OLDEST ONE IN THE GANG FOR THE MOMENT! I DUN WAN LA!! I M STILL SO YOUNG!! HOW HOW HOW???!!! Y ALL THESE PROBS COME!! I REALLI FELT DAMN FRUSTRATED NOW!! i dun allow any of us to b separated!!

although yippy told me is 99.9% true but mei mei say monday go and double check..wa lau eh pls dun come true la!! how can we possible enjoy without anyone!! =( =( =( wad a bad bad day!!!

btw hongrui told me its total defence day so happy total defence day and eat more sweet potato ba..no mood to talk abt any funny stuffs =(

♥ 12:18 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO EVERYONE!

if those ppl having bf/gf..continue to b happy happy huh!jus forget abt wad u all had quarreled b4..hahaha

for those ppl who dun hav any..hope you all could find the one u love soon!! i hope i can find mine too! =)

we can also say dat it is a friendship day! HAHAHA next time mus call ppl out on dis day if i m free! can go out to c wad r those couples doin on this day! hahaha

so lets talk abt BGR (veh randomly) while i m sendin a file to xiaoming..is like so slow
hmm girls r from venus and guys r from mars..dats y our thinkin r so different at times!! we dun understand y they do this and y they do that!! m i right? hahaha sometimes jus couldn't stand each other thinkin and quarreled

dats y GGR or BBR came in!
2 ppl of being the same gender could realli understand u more!! bcos of similar thinkings..they could understand more abt u..cos same planet ma..confirm knw more de..and nowadays u could c lots of GGR on the streets..its not like 'HUH? y got 2 girls tgt' de situation le..its too common and this is wad they like to do also..so i understand of their thinking..guys r realli so qian bian and sickening at times..and although they knw dat they wld not realli last veh long..like can get married or wad (although mayb some countries approves dat same gender can marry) but they still perservere and b tgt! this is the spirit dat everyone shld hav! so jus jia you and do wad u like! dun care abt wad other ppl think! i will support cos i love seeing couples! no matter is BGR, GGR..cos i haven seen any BBR so erm i think i wld also support la..LOL

jus find ur happiness!! where's mine?! but sometimes i think dat having great frens beside r realli gd enough le..but still mus grab ur chance if u hav any!! dun wait until u regret and by dat time..u could do nth le!! JIA YOU TO CONFESS!! I LOVE YOU!! to anyone! frens also can! LOL so i m goin to broadcast dat I LOVE YOU! to my family and frens..HAHAHA unless they wan me to say verbally but i m such a shy person..LOL but i knw they wun! so i need not worry abt it! =D

den jus now went to meet up wif jeanette to pass her something..hahaha i was playin her iphone and went to facebook plus msn! so cool lor..hahaha and the games were fun too! but she din realli charged her phone so..i onli played some nia =(

and saw my cousin lor! he was like 'WEI CAROL!' den is like i m 'HUH? got someone call me izit?' realli damn slow motion..den when i saw his face..i m thinkin..dis person looks familiar hors..YA HORS! MY COUSIN LEHS! hahaha so coincidence..LOL i m realli slow la..still feeling veh tired lor..still got to study maths later..SIANS!

cheehou and hongrui also haven study!! hahaha falls at the same category as me!! LOL lazy bums r like dat! jia you also la!

i m feelin sleepy now..mayb go and take a short nap first ba..HAPPY V DAY AGAIN TO EVERYONE!

♥ 3:20 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009

i really need motivation to study..hais still haven study anything yet and the exam is on mon..confirm cham le =(

i jus couldnt get the mood to do anything..jus feeling mentally and physically tired..wad shld i do lehs?HAIS

where to get motivation?can someone motivate me?i wld b grateful to u..hahaha

btw happy valentine day for those who r celebrating tmr =)

i think i wld b bury myself for the revision tmr ba..HOPE DAT I COULD DO DAT! JIA YOU CAROL! and everyone too! =)

♥ 7:06 PM